A/N: Ahhhh! My first DuncanxGwen story! It's a songfic using the song I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat. I don't own the song or TDI/TDA. I may turn this into a story, but it depends. This takes place after TDA.

I Never Told You

Gwen P.O.V.

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

I sat looking at the stars. I've always loved the stars, they're just so beautiful and mysterious. I loved to just watch them for hours and think. They made me think of him, the guy who I used to watch the stars with on Total Drama Action. My favorite delinquent, and my best friend. Yup, you guessed it: Duncan.

I was crushing on him big time back on TDA. I was with Trent, yes, but it never clicked like it did with Duncan and when he went all crazy-stalker-guy on me I figured that was a good excuse to let him go. I miss Trent, he was a nice guy, but it totally sucks being without Duncan. Besides Trent has all his little fan-girls. And of course, Duncan had to be with Courtney. What he saw in her? Beats me.

Duncan is like one of the coolest dudes I've ever met. Seriously. We used to sneak out to our special spot and just talk for hours or listen to music and just hang out. It was nice getting away from that hell hole movie set. I loved seeing the stars reflecting in his teal eyes, making them sparkle as he smirked his classic bad-boy smirk.

Once we ended up falling asleep and the sunrise woke me up, but he was still sleeping, his arm wrapped around my waist, my head under his chin. I watched his chest rise and fall and I noticed that we were breathing at the same pace. I felt his breath brush the top of my head. It felt nice, but I had to wake him up and we ran back to the cabins before anyone could notice.

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

Later on I told him that I woke up to his snoring and his reeking breathe on my face. "At least I don't drool! Your spit's all over my shirt!" he retorted then laughed. I laughed too. I didn't tell him about me just watching him sleep and being perfectly content just laying with him. That would've freaked him out.

And now, I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

Looking at the stars and the moon, they look the exact same way they did that night. We'd been talking about Trent and Courtney, and how we felt about them. He called Trent a pansy and I called Courtney a prissy princess.

"Well at least she's my hot Princess." I faked a gagged and he laughed. "Can it. You know you think Trent is a hot pansy."

"He is so not a pansy. He's just not a jerk. Like a certain green-haired delinquent."

"Whatever Sunshine," he said rolling his eyes.

"Sunshine?"

"Would you rather me call you 'Princess', sweetheart?"

I scoffed. "I'll stick with Sunshine, thanks." That was the first time he gave me my nickname. I miss hearing him call me Sunshine. It's only been about a month, but it feels like forever, especially since Courtney has practically blocked all communication to him.

I see your blue eyes, every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

When I close my eyes I see his face. I have even had dreams about him and all the stuff we used to do. The jerk won't get outta my head, he's all I can think about.

He's become such a big part of my life and now that I don't see him anymore it's like there's this big gaping hole in my life. In me. It's like he's taken a part of me with him, and he kinda has. I told him my secrets, shared my past and my dreams with him, and he has that with him. He has my heart too, and I think that's where it belongs.

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

I never told him that I trusted him with every once of my being, but he knew. He's Duncan, so of course he knows that I trust him, he knows me way too well.

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

There's no way I'm going to be able to sleep with all these memories in my head. I need something to distract me. I'll go watch some TV.

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

It hurt to think about all those memories, because they just make me miss him more. They also remind me that I had a chance to tell Duncan how I felt, a chance to just take a risk and dive in, and I let it slip through my fingers. And now he's with Courtney, and he's happy with her… though I don't really understand how he can be happy with her. She acts like she has a stick shoved up her C.I.T. butt.

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

She's always trying to change Duncan into what she wants him to be. Newsflash hunny, he's fine the way he is. I turn on the TV and start flipping through channels when something catches my eye.

A gossip channel is on and there's some dude talking as a picture of Duncan and Courtney pops up. The reporter guy says, "Well it looks like there's trouble in paradise with the Hollywood powerhouse couple, Duncney! After all this time could it really be over? Get the full story after these commercial breaks."

Um… I'm sorry… WHAT?