*This is a collaborative project that was mostly written in tandem while blackindiaink and I were both drunk and drowning in karmy feels on the tumblr*

*I'm taking Amy Raudenfeld's POV in this*

*Blackindiaink is taking Karma Ashcroft's POV*

The Karmy Diaries

Chapter One

Amy's POV

Entry 1,

Leaving Karma was probably the smartest thing I've done all year. What the hell did I think I was doing? Faking it again was so stupid and then all the stuff with Reagan was a disaster. I haven't been me and that scares me.

Sometimes I wonder how long it's been and then I think of Lauren and my mom and I know I've always been me just a little bit different…

Paloma said we've already driven 230 miles…

I've only been away from Karma for a few hours but I already feel like I'm lost. How does she do that to me? It's like I crave her so much and in so many different ways and she's got me in a place where I can't even tell her.

That kiss…

That kiss was…

It was something I never expected to feel again. A gift and a curse. After Reagan and faking it again I told myself I wouldn't dream of Karma like that but it got to be so hard. She was everywhere and I couldn't get away.

Right when I was wishing she could love me again she kissed me like I meant something more, like she needed me to be touching her, needed me more.

Just like I said… A gift and a curse.

Reagan was right.

I need to push Karma out. At least for a little while…