Just to say, yeah I know it's short, but I'm just writing some more right now :) Oh sorry, if I spelt some things wrong (This goes out to American people), as I'm English, I spell it the Enghlish way so, Sorry :)
BPOV
Flashback
"Will you come with me for a walk", Edward said stiffly as his mind was somewhere else.
"Sure, so what do you want to talk about?" I asked trying to take his hand, but he nudged my hand away. He didn't answer he just kept on walking, until we come about 300 hundred yards into the forest. "So, shoot".
He sighed, "Uhh, Bella, this is hard to say but were moving, first of all we have to, some minds have been playing up", What does that mean? He saw my questioned look, "Well, some minds have been thing about vampires and their minds thought of us, and Alice has seen in some of her visions too, and there's something else", He took a deep breath. No, he can't be. It's a joke, Emmet set it up. No, He can't be going, they can't.
"I'll come with you, so where are you going?" I said picturing all the places where we might end up. Oh, how am I supposed to break this to Charlie?
"Bella, you can't come with us, nobody wants you to come, Alice doesn't, Rosalie, Emmet, Jasper Carlisle doesn't think that you coming is such a great Idea a well, and even Esme doesn't, so please forget about, all we are to you is some horrible nightmare, so please let us have no regretful choices on taking you", He said whilst he eyes scorched mine.
"Edward, I love you, please don't go, please, why can't you just make me into a vampire then?" No they can'!
"How can I turn somebody into a Vampire, who I don't love, they'll be no point in it, just so you can a have a miserable life too", He said getting angry now. "Bella, it has to be this way there's no other way"
"Y-you dont love me", It wasnt a question.
"No", He said in his final tone. "Just one thing, Live your life a hundred miles per hour". I nodded. From that I felt a gush of wind go past me, when I looked up he was gone. I ran after, not being able to speak. I stumbled around until it was dark. I think I've been walking miles. Twenty. Maybe. I curled up into a ball hoping to die. Love. Life. Happiness. Was now replaced with, Heartbroken. Hurt. Death.
End of Flashback
I pulled myself out of the horrible Flashback. Not tonight I thought. No Edward, No Edward, He's gone. He's not coming back. He doesn't love you. I reminded myself the billionth time since he's left me. But that Bella's' gone no going back now. I've mourned after him more than enough now. I used to be depressed all the time, nobody ever wanted to spend time with me, not even my Dad. But that was last year; I've done a lot since. Now I've got my own album, and I'm at the top of the charts. High and Classy Bella. The other side of me nobody knows. But always somehow at night, when my mind has more to ponder on my thoughts, they always drift to Edward. I've recently moved to upper Washington, still rainy, perhaps a little is lighter in the day. Charlie kicked me out because I stopped going to school altogether, wouldn't apply for collage wouldn't even get a job. I was so wound up in my own feelings I didn't care about anybody else. I got a reputation back in Forks, I got done for drugs, and I slept with nearly all the seniors. I got myself into some bad shit. Charlie and Renee were appalled by behaviour. So he clearly kicked me out. I mixed with the wrong people end off. Nobody asked why I was acting this way; maybe it was to help with the pain from losing Edward. I'm still into the drugs now, all of it, I'm an addict.
"Ten more minutes, Bella, Just ten, so hurry up", Helen said through the door. I've recently started on my world tour, starting in New York. I and My Guitar used to hit the roads around Washington, all the time until talent scout just happened to passing by. He signed me up and here I am now. This is the life. I yanked my silvery, sparkly dress on, Just an inch my past my bum for my opening song. That shy little Bella was gone. I write all my songs mainly all based on my heartbreak. From Edward. I never said his name out loud it's too hard for me. "You're on in five. Let's get going", Helen was irritated with my slowness. Sigh. Better get going. I took one last look at myself in the mirror. I looked like upper class slut just with money. But this is how I pull the punters in. It was all part of the act. I didn't care anymore, I had no sanity left. Some little whore took over my body. This is it. I never let any other person see the old person, she was left for me. I put on a front, for my fans, the slut the all worship, and I'm a role-model for teenagers. What's happening to this world?
"Bella remember to the free style in song Number six", Courtney said, she was my stage director and my choreographer. "Kay", was all I can answer back. Oh god. There are ten thousand people in that arena. Listening to me live. Now. Panic attack number one coming on. I centred myself directly on spot on the stage. I can't see anything. Ahh, this is gonna be a nightmare.
"Are ready for Pixie Lott? If you're ready, I want to hear you Scream", The DJ announced my stage name. I thought Bella really wasn't celebrity-ish. Screams erupted from all the way around the arena. "Its P-p-p-pixie Lott", The DJ boomed once more.
"New York, are you ready to get Dirty?" I screamed in a seductive voice. I posed in a way what should be illegal. More screams and a few wolf-whistles came bursting into my ears. "I wanna' hear you scream" I was ready I started my first song.
Ah, dirty (dirty)
Filthy (filthy)
Nasty (Christina), you nasty (yeah)
Too dirty to clean my act up
If you ain't dirty
you ain't here to party (woo!)
Ladies (move)
Gentlemen (move)
Somebody ring the alarm
A fire on the roof
Ring the alarm (and I'm throwin' elbows) [7x]
Oh, I'm overdue
Give me some room
I'm coming through
Paid my dues
In the mood
Me and the girls gonna shake the room
DJ's spinning (show your hands)
Let's get dirty (that's my jam)
I need that, uh, to get me off
Sweat until my clothes come off
It's explosive, speakers are pumping (oh)
Still jumping, six in the morning
Table dancing, glasses are mashing (oh)
No question, time for some action
Temperature's up (can you feel it)
About to erupt
Gonna get my girls
Get your boys
Gonna make some noise
Wanna get rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat dripping over my body
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirty
It's about time for my arrival
Ah, heat is up
So ladies, fellas
Drop your cups
Body's hot
Front to back
Now move your ass
I like that
Tight hip huggers (low for sure)
Shake a little somethin' (on the floor)
I need that, uh, to get me off
Sweat until my clothes come off
Let's get open, cause a commotion (ooh oh)
We're still going, eight in the morning
There's no stopping, we keep it popping (oh)
Hot rocking, everyone's talking
Give all you got (give it to me)
Just hit the spot
Gonna get my girls
Get your boys
Gonna make some noise
Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Ooh sweat dripping over my body
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirty (oh, oh)
It's about time for my arrival
Here it comes, it's the one
You've been waiting on
Get up, get it up
Yup, that's what's up
Giving just what you want
To the maximum
Uh oh, here we go (here we go)
You can tell when the music
Starts to drop
That's when we take it
To the parking lot
And I bet you somebody's
Gonna call the cops
Uh oh's, here we go's (here we go)
Ohh ooh ohh, yeah yeah...
[Redman:]
Yo, hot damn, Doc a jam like a summer show
I keep my car looking like a crash dummy drove
My gear look like the bank got my money froze
For dead presidents I pimp like Huddy roll
Doc the one that excite ya divas (ow!)
If the media shine
I'm shining with both of the sleeves up
Yo Christina, better hop in here
My block live and in color, like Rodman hair (yeah)
The club is packed, the bar is filled
I'm waiting for sister to act, like Lauryn Hill
Frankly, it's a rap, no bargain deals
I drive a four wheel ride with foreign wheels
Throw it up
Baby it's brick city, you heard of that
We blessed, and hung low, like Bernie Mac
Dogs, let 'em out, women, let 'em in
It's like I'm ODB, the way I'm freaking
Wanna get rowdy (rowdy, yeah)
Gonna get a little unruly (ruly)
Get it fired up in a hurry (hurry)
Wanna get dirty
It's about time that I came to start the party (party)
Sweat dripping over my body (body)
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirty
It's about time for my arrival
Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
(Ooh oh)
Get it fired up in a hurry
(Ooh oh)
Wanna get dirty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Ooh sweat dripping over my body
Dancing getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirty
It's about time for my arrival
Rowdy
Gonna get a little unruly
Get it fired up in a hurry
Wanna get dirty
It's about time that I came to start the party
Sweat dripping over my body
Dance and getting just a little naughty
Wanna get dirty
It's about time for my arrival
Uh, what
"Did ya' like that New York? If you do I wanna' hear scream coz I can't hear you", Louder screams came from everywhere. "I would like to thank Christina for writing me that song, Love you Christina, woo. This next to song is to me heartbreaker who I once loved", I scammed the crowd. My eyes stopped dead to an unearthly face. It was Emmet Cullen. What was he doing here? Next Came Alice, Jasper, Rosalie utterly shocked and then Edward stood there frozen. "This song is called 7 things"
I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
Oh, you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old levis
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh
Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
Ooo, ooo, ooo
(La, la, la)
Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo
Ooo, ooo, ooo
I sang directly at him, nodding my head in time to all the guitars. Who was he with? A dark haired girl, with rosey red lips looking at me strangely. What the fuck is she looking at? Did they recognize me? I dyed my hair platinum blonde. So maybe not. She was still looking at me. Her eyes aren't crimson red or golden they were blue. She was human and she was clinging onto him with a silver wedding band on the exact same finger as Edward.
Sorry to left it a cliff-hanger, and please R&R
I'm writing the next chapter now; Yeah I do not own any of the Twilight Saga it's all down to Stephanie Meyer.
If you like it, leave some feedback, becase that is my favourite thing ever. Oh sorry, if I spelt some things wrong (This goes out to American people), as I'm English, I spell it the Enghlish way so, Sorry :)
