-1I'm always okay…

What's the real reason John left Dean with no explanation, and what secret has he been harboring all of 14 years? How can it save Dean's life and at what price? Spoilers for second season set immediately after Devil's Trap.

Alexandria Ryan has always been an insomniac. She always blamed it on knowing what's in the dark. She looks at the clock and sees its 2:37a.m. and realizes something's wrong as she turns on her phone and 15 missed messages flashes. She gets dressed and grabs her laptop and finds out the number has a Missouri area code. She packs a duffle and prays to God her parents aren't awake because even though their halfway across the estate doesn't mean they don't perk up at the sound of her Porsche blazing out of the grounds (and as far as Lexa's concerned that's the only way to drive with a car like that). Lexa takes her stuff and tiptoes down the corridor and down the stairs all the while sending a text to her "mother's" email knowing she won't check it until morning. She walks out the front door and down to the garage and opens her trunk and dumps everything but her cell phone in it while taking a hand gun out of the trunk and putting it in the waistband of her jeans making sure she's just out of view of the security camera as she does it. Lexa climbs into the drivers side and hopes she doesn't get pulled over due to the fact she's doesn't have her license. She drives out of the garage and only stopping for the estates gate to rise as she speed's off for Missouri.

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She doesn't stop at all or lower her speed knowing she's just ten minutes away from her location so she swerves when she notices the fresh wreckage of a 1967 Impala just mutilated by a ruthless semi. She draws out her gun and scrambles to get out of the car stealthily making sure she's alone with the exception of the passengers of the car she bolts to the black car and dials 911. "Hello. Theres been a car accident out by Route 80 I need an ambulance…..no not that road…yes,yes,that one thank you I'll wait here." Lexa hangs up as she tries pry open the door to the car finally getting it open she pulls out the man in the passenger seat. "John, John wake up please…" she says trying to awake him as she lets out a sigh of relief as she hears an ambulances' siren. But she too busy to notice the man with black eyes behind her and doesn't realize it when he knocks Lexa unconscious.

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Dean Winchester awakes to find himself in his least favorite place other than in a coffin six feet under, a hospital room. Then he remembers the demon, Sammy, Dad. He glances around the room and notices a girl in the bed next to him very pale as a nurse enters the room noticing him trying to get out of bed. " Mr. Ryan you'll have to stay put.." she says as she approaches him. "I'll tell the doctor you're awake." she says after putting in an IV. Minutes later she returns with a doctor as she tends to the girl next to him. "Mr. Ryan you were in a car crash last night you along with the other occupants of the car will be fine considering the you came here in time. You needed a blood transfusion and got one thanks to a lucky coincidence that the young woman who was in the car with you was a perfect and willing match.-" he said gesturing to the girl's bed. "Your very lucky you got that transfusion on time and right away your father and brother have been asking about you there were admitted but are in fine condition and were discharged this morning." he said as Dean just nodded very confused. "Can I speak to them I mean are they still here?" he asked "Certainly." he replied as he exited the room quickly followed by the nurse. He got up as the girl started to stir and shot up quickly. He took in both of their appearances both hospital gowns and then he surveyed her eyes and frown which seemed shockingly familiar. "Christo." he said as she sat sat up. "I'm not a demon" she said blatantly as though it were obvious. "Then who are you? "