I already have the next few chapters written

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Characters:

Hinamori Amu-14

Hotori Tadase-14

Nagihiko-14

Hoshina Utau-14

Tsukiyomi Ikuto-17

Kuukai-14

Kairi-14

Yaya-14

I have to say good-bye.

Chapter 1. Step 1.

"I'm leaving. Good-bye Tadase, forever." A girl said softly to a golden haired boy slightly taller than her. Her eyes, filled with tears, but not letting it show, turned her back to him and walked away.
"You know you'll come back to me, Amu. You promised you'd always be with me." He replied swiftly so she could hear.

"I promised ,Tadase. But I need to choose between you and me. I love you more than I love myself. And that's why you seem to get away with anything that you like. I wish we could still be together. But, fate works in wonderous ways." After those last words, she completely walked away before he could say anything that would make her turn back.

Tears dripped down her white face as she walked home in the dark. "Goodbye." She said to no one in particular.

Amu

"We need to talk. Meet me at our park in fifteen minutes?" I texted to him.
"Sure baby. See you there " He replied.

I let my hair down and looked myself in the mirror. I had to go through with this. If I didn't, I would be bound forever. I'm ready. I wore my favourite denim shorts with a white tubetop with a black translucent jacket on top.

I walked out of the house and slowly walked through the streets to the path which led to the park.

"Amu!" he called to me as he walked towards me. My heart still jumped a beat as I saw him. So perfect. This is what I wanted to believe.

"I'm leaving. Good-bye Tadase, forever." I managed to say without stuttering. I looked at my feet to avoid his eyes. Feeling tears coming to my eyes, I turned around and slowly walked away. Praying he wouldn't say anything and just let me go.

"You know you'll come back to me, Amu. You promised you'd always be with me." He said softly in a sad voice. But I should know better, he was trying to gain over me again. I had to stop.

"I promised, Tadase. But I need to choose between you and me. I love you more than I love myself. And that's why you seem to get away with anything that you like. I wish we could still be together. But, fate works in wondrous ways."I said and walked as fast as I could away.

I've done it. I've really done it.

Tadase

"Oh well, she'll probably come back to me by tomorrow. Or maybe tonight. Haha!" I said aloud to myself. "Ring Ring…Ring" "Hello? Saaya, yeah, I'm free now. Let's go. See you at your house."

Girls are way too easy.

Amu

"I'm going now, Ami, take care okay? If anyone bullies you just tell me, when I come back they'll definitely get it." I said to my little sister who was already crying.
"B-but… Why do you have to leave?" she sobbed.

"I'll be back soon. I hope. I'll miss you all. Good-bye Papa, bye Mummy." I said to my parents who also had tears in their eyes.

I walked to the gate and sat down in my seat. I was going back to Japan. Away from him.

I put on my headphones and switched on my ipod.

kimi to yoku aruita
itsumo no michi to watashi
tsuki to aruki nagara
kanashii MERODII

I am on the road
I used to walk with you
Walking beneath the moon
While singing a sad melody

anna kao wo saseru tsumori ja nakatta no
tada "suki" na dake na no ni
kimi wo kanashimasete shimatta
ano hi no namida

I didn't mean to put that expression on your face
Even though I loved you
I made you feel sad
And there were tears that day

aitai kimochi wa
donna ni tsutaete mo tsutae kirenai
afuredashita kotoba ga todoku nara
kimi wo omoi utaitai yo

I can't tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
If these pouring words will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

aitai kimochi wa
donna ni tsutaete mo tsutae kirenai
mata konya mo omotta koto hitotsu
ima mo kimi wo aishiteru to…

I can't tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
Tonight I realized something once again
That I'm still in love with you…

aeba wagamama bakari
dokidoki ii sugita toki mo
waratte yurushita
otona na kimi de

When we meet I act selfishly
And sometimes I say too much
But you smile and forgive me
Because you're an adult

kodoku ni omotta kimi ni
"kidzuku koto ga dekita" nara
"sotto te sashi no berareta" nara
"nukumori" mo "kore kara" mo
"futari de…" datta?

I thought you were alone
If I had "realized"
If I had been able to "softly reach out my hand"
Then "warmth" and "time"
Would have been "ours" right?

aitai kimochi wa
donna ni tsutaete mo tsutae kirenai
afuredashita kotoba ga todoku nara
kimi wo omoi utaitai yo

I can't tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
If these pouring words will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

ano hi ni modoreru no naraba
kore ijou nani mo iranai
mata konya mo omotta koto hitotsu
ima mo kimi wo aishiteru to…

If I could go back to that day
That would be all I needed
Tonight I realized something once again
That I'm still in love with you…

kotoba ni dekinai omoi wo
kono uta de ima tsutaetai
afuredashita kimochi ga todoku nara
kimi wo omoi utaitai yo

Now I want to show in this song
What I couldn't put into words
If my overflowing emotions will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

konya mo oosora wo miage
tsuki ga terasu sono basho e to
taisetsu na hito to tomo ni arukitai
zutto zutto soba ni itai

Tonight I want to look up at the vast sky
And walk together with my loved one
To that place where the moon shines
I want to always, always be at his side

tsunaida te wo hanasanai de…

Hold my hand and never let go…

The plane lifted off and I stared outside the window. I would have a bit of problems with Japanese because I haven't studied it for really long, but I'll probably be okay. Hopefully.

I would be okay. I've always been alone. This trip wouldn't be any different. I had to stop loving Tadase. And never fall in love ever again. When I love someone, I can't stop loving the person. I trusted Tadase. But he let me down. If I don't leave that country, I would never be able to get away from him.
"Uhmm, miss? We've reached Japan" The flight stewardess called to me. I quickly woke up. "Sorry. I'll be making my way out now.." I said embarrassed and quickly walked and grabbed my light pink luggage and hailed a cab.

I had rented an apartment near my new school. I had it fully furnished and bought a bike along with it so I could ride to school every day. The taxi stopped in front of my apartment and I took the lift up to the top floor. I lived 2nd to the corner on the left.
"This is my new beginning." I said to myself and opened the door and walked in.

I had it furnished so it was country styled. I liked the house. A lot. But it seemed so spacious that I actually started to feel lonely. Well, it was better this way. I guess. I slid my hand against the smooth wooden floor as I sat down.
"I guess I should go and sleep since its already night, and I have school tomorrow."I said out loud. With silence as a reply.

/End\\