Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail nor do I own any of its characters or ideas. It all belongs to Hiro Mashima.
(AN): My first fanfic, so go easy on me.
~Rejection~
A word I know all too well
A word that enters and exits my mind every given day
A word that I wish I did not know the meaning of.
No matter where or when.
I'm surrounded by it.
~Rejection~
If only there was something in the world.
Something or even someone
To make me feel differently
Alas, there is not
~Cursed~
I am a cursed being
I cannot be classified as a man because of my sins
All I wanted was power
But only enough to make the world see,
See the value of human life
I got the power and I purged the world of those who opposed my views
Only to be cursed
A curse that not only prevents me from living a normal happy life
But also forces me to sit around and watch as history repeat itself
I'm slowly losing my mind
All of the death's years ago
They were all by accident
I truly was not myself at the tie
A darkness had grown in my soul and it wanted revenge
Revenge on the ones who kill
Kill with no moral
When I had once gained control,
I was only known to myself as an evil hypocrite
Non-deserving to live
But another downside to my curse
I cannot be killed by just anyone
If only it weren't this way
If I had the chance,
I would make the right choice
The choice of helping the world for the better
Forgetting my petty views for a reality that I cannot create
I cannot even find love, so why not
Why not spend eternity being hated
As long as while I'm being hated, I'm supporting
Supporting the world I've lived so long in
It seems like the fit thing to do
I guess this is cruel fates way of giving a second chance
Even though it is no second chance at a normal life,
At least it's a second chance at redemption.
~FIN~
