Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail nor do I own any of its characters or ideas. It all belongs to Hiro Mashima.

(AN): My first fanfic, so go easy on me.

~Rejection~

A word I know all too well

A word that enters and exits my mind every given day

A word that I wish I did not know the meaning of.

No matter where or when.

I'm surrounded by it.

~Rejection~

If only there was something in the world.

Something or even someone

To make me feel differently

Alas, there is not

~Cursed~

I am a cursed being

I cannot be classified as a man because of my sins

All I wanted was power

But only enough to make the world see,

See the value of human life

I got the power and I purged the world of those who opposed my views

Only to be cursed

A curse that not only prevents me from living a normal happy life

But also forces me to sit around and watch as history repeat itself

I'm slowly losing my mind

All of the death's years ago

They were all by accident

I truly was not myself at the tie

A darkness had grown in my soul and it wanted revenge

Revenge on the ones who kill

Kill with no moral

When I had once gained control,

I was only known to myself as an evil hypocrite

Non-deserving to live

But another downside to my curse

I cannot be killed by just anyone

If only it weren't this way

If I had the chance,

I would make the right choice

The choice of helping the world for the better

Forgetting my petty views for a reality that I cannot create

I cannot even find love, so why not

Why not spend eternity being hated

As long as while I'm being hated, I'm supporting

Supporting the world I've lived so long in

It seems like the fit thing to do

I guess this is cruel fates way of giving a second chance

Even though it is no second chance at a normal life,

At least it's a second chance at redemption.

~FIN~