Heyy everyone! Well, this story was on my other fanfiction and i thought of putting it on this one (:

It was tweeked by my 'business partner' xaNicole... Haha thanks girl! (:


How could I be so blind? I should hate her, despise her.

I have done everything to not want her… hate her again… what has happened to me?

I am called a blood traitor. I have been disowned, hated and thrown out of my home…

I joined the right side… just for her. I have done many things for her… and just for her.

And because I did so, this is what has happened… she was six feet in the ground. She was never to open her eyes again… never to hear me tell her I love her.

I could never see her again.

I could never caress her again… I could never kiss those lovely lips of hers.

I blame myself for this… I shouldn't have loved her. I am the reason they killed her… I am the reason for everything that has happened to her. If I could only prevent that day from happening, this would have never happened.

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"Tell her, Draco!" Bellatrix Lestrange said, jabbing her wand into Hermione's neck, "Tell her what you are and what you were supposed to do."

I looked Hermione in her lovely brown eyes. They were such a beautiful brown. I couldn't take it and looked down "I'm… I'm actually a Death Eater. And my first task is to..." I sighed, "To kill you."

I looked back up at her, only to feel worse than before.

"I knew it!" she screamed, tears welled up in her eyes, "You were using me!"

"At first… but, Hermione, it's more than that now-"

"You liar!" she cried, the tears spilling, "You bloody, freaking liar!"

Father walked around behind me.

"Kill her now," he whispered, "The Dark Lord does not stand for blood traitors."

I was trembling as I held my wand. I shook my head.

"I… I can't do it."

"Kill her now!" Bellatrix yelled, "Kill her or I shall show you how to do it!"

I shook my head some more and looked at Hermione who was crying even harder.

"Crucio!" Father yelled. And then I was burning, like fire was flowing through my veins and eating its way out of me. The pain only lasted for 30 seconds, but it was excruciating.

I lied on the floor, breathing hard. I looked up to see Bellatrix still holding Hermione and my father close in on her. Father was pointing his wand at her. He looked at me, smiled and said, "Watch and learn, Draco."

She looked so frightened. I wanted to get up and help.

Get up, Draco, get up!

He turned back to Hermione, "Avada Kedavra!"

I watched as she screamed and fell to the ground, my father and Bellatrix laughing over her lifeless corpse.

"Hermione, no!"

I looked up to see father pointing his wand at me.

"You are not my son," he said, "Stupefy!"

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I walked through the cemetery and walked over to her grave. I had visited here so many times I was surprised that I didn't leave a track. I knelt down and touched the letters of her name.

"It's been a month already 'Mione," I said, a tear falling down my cheek, "You were right. I should have run away with you. It wouldn't have been like this. I'm so sorry."

He took his wand out and conjured a wreath of daisies, her favorite flowers.

"I was a coward, Hermione, and now look at what has happened to you. I'm so sorry."

I lied down next to her grave,

"I love you Hermione Jean Granger, forever and always."

I pointed my wand to my head and said the two words that I couldn't have learned from anyone other than my father.

"Avada Kedavra!"


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