Stephenie Meyer Owns all :D

JasperPOV

I stared intently at the doe in front of me, interpreting every movement she made. This was a hunting habit of mine; it made the chase easier. The doe faltered to the left, as did I before she took off into the forest. I was about to set of after her before I heard my brothers' faint shouts, even though they where a few miles away.

"Emmett. I. Am. Not. Gay! Just because I have not found anyone who I hold any sort of interest to does not mean that you can decide on my sexuality!" Oh God, Emmett was going to get a field day of this.

"So…you are exploring your sexuality?" With that Emmett burst into laughter probably shaking the tree's around him. I half-smiled at this and then shook my head; my prey was waiting.

I tore of into the tree's following the strong scent of pine mixed with wet fur, I could hear her heartbeat pounding erratically a few meters away from me, I could hear her fur rubbing together as her ears twitched, listening out for me; the threat; the predator. I could see her now, she must have sensed my presence as she took off again. I smiled, to anyone who was watching me it would have looked dangerous. I was entirely focused on the hunt now, my eyes were coal black as I stalked further into the forest, my brothers outbursts had been silenced as I watched the doe dart from left to right through the tree's. In possibly less than a second I was in front of her, she was paralysed with fear; probably knowing there was no way in getting out of this.

I took a step towards her and she faltered back, it was enough for me to pounce on her. I snapped her neck as if it were a toothpick and centred my mouth over her neck. I smiled again, pleased with my hunt and pleased with the chase. I started to drink from the lifeless animal, groaning internally with frustration as the dry burn in my throat dulled. I had never been fully satisfied in over fifty years. I still sometimes wished to taste human blood, but I would never. My love for Alice and my family was far too great; I would never drink human blood again. I had promised them, and I wanted to repent my sins. Make up for all the lives I killed. I sighed and picked up the dead cascaras, burying it before heading back home.

I stopped running, I had a feeling someone was here. I glanced over my shoulder to see myself staring at a small girl, with brown eyes and hair. Shock was radiating through her body as she opened her mouth to speak. It came off in invoherent garble. Suddenly she fell forwards, the smell of pure human blood was seeping into my nostrils, causing the burn in my throat to relight. As the little girl hit the ground, I saw claw marks on her neck and bottom of her legs. The smell of her was intoxicating; freesia's with a hint of lavender. Sure I'd smelt better humans, but this was the first time I'd been exposed to human blood in over fifty years. I ran over to her and took in a deep breath.

No! My conscience screamed at me, Yes… the monster inside of me took control, throwing my conscience to the side.

"Jasper, don't" I spun around to face my father, he ran up to me and placed a hand firmly on my shoulder. I looked behind him to see my beautiful wife. I shrugged of Carlisle's grasp and walked briskly over to my dear sweet Alice.

"I'm so sorry" I whispered, pain seeping out in every word. I'm a monster, I always will be. I hung my head in shame, unable to look at Alice.

"Oh, Jasper. It wasn't your fault. She was attacked; it was a freak accident! You didn't drink from her, and I saw everything before you even had a chance to react!" I felt warm arms encircle me.

"I nearly did…"I whispered, probably to low for her to hear. I felt, rather than saw Alice unloosen her grip and pull slightly on my hand.

"Lets go home, no one knows except me, you and Carlsile. And probably Edward now, none of us hold it against you." I smiled slightly as we took of in the direction of our house.

AN:

Hello, one and all! I know, I know! I deleted this story, but now it's up...AGAIN!

I was vair. stupid, and being le gay that I am. So here it is, in all it's glory!

Next woah chapters are coming up, so keep your knickers/pants on, Ok? If you wish send me emails or hatred because I deleted this.

PEACE!