When I saw what he did,
I wanted to save you.
I stuffed and I pushed.
I wanted to bring you back to life.
I wanted you to be safe.
But since that day, the pain wouldn't go away.
You lashed out at those who meant no harm.
And I was ashamed.
I hid myself away so that no one could see
That I thought it was me
Who gave you the pain that keeps you this way.
I wish to frown but I am not allowed.
I wish to hear sound so I cannot drown
In the sorrows from that very day.
And the mistakes I think I've already made.
