Summary: Dean's cruel words towards Castiel during a fight causes their relationship to reach a possible breaking point, and neither of them realise how much their lover misses them. There will be three parts to this piece. PLEASE REVIEW!
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Where Quick Wit Fails You
Part One: The Fight
"Dean, God is out there! He's out there somewhere!" Castiel exclaimed, trying to restore Dean's faith in him and in God.
"God's nowhere, Cas!" Dean yelled, moving right into Castiel's personal space, "Your Father has failed you, and if you think he's alive, you're more dense than I thought!"
Castiel backed away from Dean with tears in his eyes.
"You actually think he's out there, watching over us?" Dean asked, "Are you really that gullible?"
Castiel couldn't speak. The man he'd lost everything for, the man he'd dragged from the pit, the man who he loved more than anything was hurting him more with his quick remarks than he could ever hurt him with his fists.
"Dean…I have faith that…" Castiel began with a huge lump in his throat.
"Fuck faith, Cas!" Dean yelled, interrupting Castiel's sentence, "There is no God…there is no faith…"
"I…"
"You what…?" Dean asked, practically snarling now, "You actually thought God would help us…?"
The silence told Dean everything he needed to hear.
"That's a stupid idea, Cas…stupid even for you."
Castiel couldn't take anymore and his tearful blue eyes showed nothing but pain and suffering, and Dean knew from the look in the angel's eyes that he'd gone too far.
"You think I'm stupid?" Castiel asked, and Dean wanted to apologise, he really did, but he couldn't control his next words.
"Wow, finally you get it, Castiel!" Dean cried with a mocking smile, "Good job, buddy!"
Castiel was so hurt, so heartbroken…
"You're right, I am stupid, Dean." Castiel breathed, trying not to break down and cry, "I'm stupid for ever loving you."
The angel left in a flutter of wings, leaving Dean alone in the motel room, suddenly realising that he may have just lost Castiel forever.
-TBC-
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