I have to tell him, it is now or never. I have waited to long for this moment. I have to tell him. Heart beats fast. If only my stupid heart would stop racing like a rabbit. After all this time, everything we've done, promises we've made, and battles we've fought, you would think I would be able to do this. Colors and promises. How to be brave? I don't deserve to love him; I'm too cowardly for him. He will crush me; I'm not ready to be turned down. How will I be able to live, knowing he will most likely hate me? How do I love when I'm afraid to fall? I finally found you, you're just standing by a window, looking out, thinking about who knows what. Why was I so worried, you would never judge me or hurt me, we are like brothers, we are brothers, even though we are unrelated by blood. But watching you stand alone, all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow. Now I just need to approach you. Inhale you can do this. One step closer.

I've waited so many years to tell him, I just need to keep walking forward, otherwise I will never get this off my chest. Just need to tell him that for as long as I've known him, I've loved him. Simple enough? No, that's why it's taken some thousand years to do this. I have died everyday waiting for you. Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years. And no matter what happens I still probably love you for thousands more. I really need to stop smiling like an idiot; it does not fit my image. I'll love you for a thousand more.

I feel like this hallway goes on and on, but time has somehow mysteriously stopped, although that could be because of my immortality. Time stands still. It honestly does not help that he is pure perfection. Maybe I shouldn't do this. No, I must, nothing will stop me this time, and I mean nothing! Beauty in all he is. I will be brave. I will not let anything take away what's standing in front of me. Everyday, every moment, every attempt has come down to this moment, and finally it will happen. Every breath, every moment has come to this. One step closer.

"Thor." I say cautiously. One step closer has brought me here.

"Yes Loki?" He said turning. I can't… No, I will do this.

"Umm, I don't know how to say this, exactly." I murmur.

"What is that exactly?" He asked concerned.

"Umm…" Here goes nothing. "I have loved you for a thousand years. And all along I believed I would find you. Time has brought your heart to me…" I managed to sing in a mumble. I wanted to bolt. I couldn't do this. He suddenly grabbed my chin, forcing me to look in his eyes.

"Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you for a thousand more." He whispered, before connecting our lips. One step had brought me to all I had ever wanted. One step closer…