xXx
Sinners.
That's what we are.
Cold hearted…
Foolish minded…
Unforgivable people.
Heaven is no longer an option.
Reality slips away from our grasps.
There is no longer a place to run to.
We learn that hell was only one step away.
This is how it feels…to spend your whole life in a twisted nightmare.
It's cold.
It's lonely.
It's painful.
It's freezing.
It's suffocating.
It's unbearable.
This is the unbelievable truth.
This is what it feels like when you're in a small prison.
This is what it feels like…when the only thing you can do is wait…. until you're free.
Don't cry.
Don't frown.
Don't forget.
Don't worry.
Don't regret.
Don't get angry.
Don't be heartbroken.
Don't give me that look.
My heart is disintegrating.
My love for you is strong, yet intolerable.
My life is dedicated to being by your side, even if it means to see you suffer.
I can't wait any longer.
I can't stand your sobs.
I can't watch you suffer.
I can't image you…dying.
Why won't you tell me what's on your mind?
Am I sickening?
Am I a burden?
Am I…the one to blame?
Oh, God.
No, not again.
Please, don't cry.
I'm always with you.
Look at me and smile.
Here, come into my arms.
Wipe those silly tears away.
You can depend on me to not make you feel lonely.
Why, Brother?
Is there something wrong?
Are you sad?
Are you mad?
Are you hurt?
Are you lonely?
Are you scared?
Are you aching?
Are you in pain?
Are you suffering?
Brother, I'm with you!
I'll do whatever you want!
I'll kiss you!
I'll tease you!
I'll protect you!
I'll embrace you!
I'll pleasure you!
I'll fuck you, for all I care!
I don't want you to leave me.
I don't want you to disappear.
I don't want you…to hate me…
I'm so selfish!
My desires are fulfilled.
I just want to be with you.
But it hurts…if you're not happy.
It's cold.
It's lonely.
It's painful.
It's freezing.
It's suffocating.
It's unbearable.
The darkness is swallowing me up more than you…
It's hard to wait, because you always get into trouble.
It's hard to focus, because you're the only thing on my mind.
It's hard to watch you, because you always seem to be in some sort of pain.
It's hard…
Because I love you.
xXx
Fullmetal Alchemist © Hiromu Arakawa.
