~~~~ Reflections ~~~~
~~~ A Duo Maxwell POV ~~~
By : Angel_Wing
Darkness ... ever shrouded in it,am I.
Many say I am a demon that has no heart,just a craving for blood and destruction.
I pass by people each day,that stare at me with fear.
Yes,I am the one know for taking lives in battle,
it was those that wanted to fight me,taking their own lives.
I don't enjoy fighting nor the bloodshed it causes,I only fight for peace,
and to avenge those I held dear to me ...
Father Maxwell ... Sister Helen ... Solo ...
they all died because of war-hungry people.
I became the God of Death that day of AC 187.
Ever since then,I have trained myself to be stronger,I made myself learn not to cry
when I needed to,it only makes me weak when I do.
Strange,I sound like Heero now ... the Perfect Soldier ... no,I am not
completly emotionless like he is.
I want a normal life like most,a life of peace and love.
My childhood was complete darkness and lonliness ...
I want to make sure no one suffers like I did ... and I swear to God himself,
to never let my children suffer like that.
Children ... will I ever find the right woman to have my family with?
Is she out there somewhere,waiting for me?
Will I meet her,will she really be the one?Will she be my destined Angel?
God,please guide me now ... through all this inner pain I feel ...
Please show me my path once more ...
Give me strength to continue on,no ... I know you will.
Father Maxwell taught me all about you when I was a small boy.
Yes,I was a trouble maker,but he said I was a gift from you.
Is it true?Am I really a gift from you Heavens?
I look up at the stars every night,wondering if I am an Angel of Heaven,or a Demon from Hell.
In battle,I know for sure I am the God of Death,for all around me die or get hurt.
How can I be an Angel,Father Maxwell?Where are you when I need you?
My cross that hangs around my neck,tucked safely against my heart,seems to shine,
and I know you are watching me always.
As I walk past more people,a little girl looks up at me with wide eyes.
I look down at her,wondering why she has interest in me.
She just smiles at me and hands me a flower,before running off.
I look at the flower in my slim fingers,it is as pure as the first snow of winter.
Why did she give me something so beautiful?
I turn to find her,but she is gone from sight.
My heart feels as if it has been lightened,and for the first time in weeks,I smile.
I see myself in the window of the building beside me,a slight glow outlines my body.
A reflection ... if I am a Demon,how can I have such a pure looking reflection ...
~Note from Angel_wing;
Yet another Duo Maxwell POV!
He's my fave pilot,so I tend to write deep things about him.
This is based on his life,from his POV.
Enjoy,minna-san!
Love,
~*Angel_Wing
Gundam Wing is (R) Sunrise,Bandai,Sotsu Agency
~~~ A Duo Maxwell POV ~~~
By : Angel_Wing
Darkness ... ever shrouded in it,am I.
Many say I am a demon that has no heart,just a craving for blood and destruction.
I pass by people each day,that stare at me with fear.
Yes,I am the one know for taking lives in battle,
it was those that wanted to fight me,taking their own lives.
I don't enjoy fighting nor the bloodshed it causes,I only fight for peace,
and to avenge those I held dear to me ...
Father Maxwell ... Sister Helen ... Solo ...
they all died because of war-hungry people.
I became the God of Death that day of AC 187.
Ever since then,I have trained myself to be stronger,I made myself learn not to cry
when I needed to,it only makes me weak when I do.
Strange,I sound like Heero now ... the Perfect Soldier ... no,I am not
completly emotionless like he is.
I want a normal life like most,a life of peace and love.
My childhood was complete darkness and lonliness ...
I want to make sure no one suffers like I did ... and I swear to God himself,
to never let my children suffer like that.
Children ... will I ever find the right woman to have my family with?
Is she out there somewhere,waiting for me?
Will I meet her,will she really be the one?Will she be my destined Angel?
God,please guide me now ... through all this inner pain I feel ...
Please show me my path once more ...
Give me strength to continue on,no ... I know you will.
Father Maxwell taught me all about you when I was a small boy.
Yes,I was a trouble maker,but he said I was a gift from you.
Is it true?Am I really a gift from you Heavens?
I look up at the stars every night,wondering if I am an Angel of Heaven,or a Demon from Hell.
In battle,I know for sure I am the God of Death,for all around me die or get hurt.
How can I be an Angel,Father Maxwell?Where are you when I need you?
My cross that hangs around my neck,tucked safely against my heart,seems to shine,
and I know you are watching me always.
As I walk past more people,a little girl looks up at me with wide eyes.
I look down at her,wondering why she has interest in me.
She just smiles at me and hands me a flower,before running off.
I look at the flower in my slim fingers,it is as pure as the first snow of winter.
Why did she give me something so beautiful?
I turn to find her,but she is gone from sight.
My heart feels as if it has been lightened,and for the first time in weeks,I smile.
I see myself in the window of the building beside me,a slight glow outlines my body.
A reflection ... if I am a Demon,how can I have such a pure looking reflection ...
~Note from Angel_wing;
Yet another Duo Maxwell POV!
He's my fave pilot,so I tend to write deep things about him.
This is based on his life,from his POV.
Enjoy,minna-san!
Love,
~*Angel_Wing
Gundam Wing is (R) Sunrise,Bandai,Sotsu Agency
