I was in RP and started to have these ideas and just wanted to write it.
It's Hollow Ichigo's monologue...sorta. xD
My World Called You
...
This world...
It's just like you.
The sky...
It's so clean and pure.
It's just like you.
Unlike me, who is tainted and contaminated to the full extent.
You abhor me
and try to push me away
preventing me from being soft
and from getting closer to you.
In that attitude I reply with violence
I knock you down in the world
I'm tempted to rip you into tiny shreds.
You never liked me
You wanted me to disappear
I don't like the way you look at me.
The arrogant eyes of yours...
Thinking that you can beat anything if there's "love" with you...
I'm not like you.
I don't have feelings.
The only emotion I feel is "bloodlust".
Just as you've said...
I am a hollow.
I don't deserve to exist.
...
Don't you realize that YOUR words may have an impact on my heart?
...
Don't you ever know that
..You're the only thing that I'm eyeing with intense?
Don't you ever notice that
...My blood boils whenever I see you?
You'd never understand...
You're such a moron.
If you want me to disappear then fight me and get rid of me.
Unless it is that, you can never be without me.
Remember; I am the dark side of you.
Darkness cannot live without the light.
...You're my light, Ichigo.
Compared to you, who shine in spite of any things in the world
...I am a monster.
I am reaching out in bitter vain to lock the beautiful light in my hand.
...However
I do know that the "light" cannot be obtained within me.
..For I am too dirty.
For you are too clean for the likes of me.
...Did you know?
I just hate it when it rains here.
It's...disgusting.
I grimace when I see it pouring in this world.
I think: 'who the heck is causing my king misery...when I'M supposed to drag him into the darkness and make you feel despair.
When I'M supposed to be the only one to make you break down.
When I'M supposed to be the only one to make you feel pain.
When I'M supposed to be the only one to watch you suffer in the agony I give you.
When I'M the only one who's supposed to ...be able to watch you and have full authority over you.
WHO IS THAT BASTARD TO EVEN DARE TO LOOK AT YOU!
..into your elegant amber eyes...
At your beautiful bright orange hair.
...I'm the only one who can do anything at you and feel the pleasure.
..Remember.
You NEED me.
You're too weak to be alone
and to fight the darkness of the whole world.
I can't have you die.
For I'm going to take over you one day...
For all of yours is going to be in my possession.
...It's going to be all mine.
...all of yours, and...
you.
If our fate was meant to be crossed in this kind of despicable way, then I'd rather accept it than to try to avoid the reality like you.
Now- draw your sword.
come at me.
Battle me,
...So I can win
and claim you as mine.
...My King,
...my Ichigo.
xD haha…something I felt that Hollow Ichigo may feel…Towards Ichigo
I guess this is…A short oneshot xD
