I open my mouth and close it again like a fish knowing that I never told her about how I felt, about how I would shatter a million universes just to have her back by my side but most of all how I felt when she kissed me and how feelings I didn't really understand exploded inside me.
I walk over to the radio Rose had left in the TARDIS and switch it on to a random station, "now playing Echo by Jason Walker."
Hello, hello anybody out there,
Cos I can't make a sound.
I feel another tear roll down my cheek as I think about how quiet I am compared to the hundreds of universes out there.
Alone, Alone
I don't really know where my world is but I miss it now.
I know where Gallifrey is, trapped in a time lock, I smile as the burning red sun shown against the beautiful buildings in the huge dome surrounding them. I miss my friends and family so much that it hurts, I let out a shaky sigh and carry on listening.
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name like a fool at the top of my lungs,
And sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright but it's never enough.
Cos my echo, echo, is the only voice coming back,
Shadow, shadow is the only friend that I have.
I can feel Rose screaming my name as loud as she can, wishing she was with me, I close my eyes and imagine her smiling beside me and standing on her tip toes to kiss me but then I remember I will never see her again. I shout out her name but it comes back to me and my shadow along the side of the TARDIS is the only friend I will have for a long time.
Listen, Listen I would take a whisper if that was all you had to give,
But It isn't, isn't you could come and save me,
Try to chase it crazy right out of my head.
I think about how I would give anything to just hear her call my name one more time, how I should have been the one to go to the parallel world instead , just to save her, I shake my head trying to get rid of the pain and grief over my missing love but she takes over and I scream at myself for not saving her. Rose Tyler. I love you.
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name like a fool at the top of my lungs,
And sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright but it's never enough.
Cos my echo, echo, is the only voice coming back,
Shadow, shadow is the only friend that I have.
I stroke the TARDIS controls and smile slightly, holding onto the one thing I would have till the day I regenerated, "you beautiful thing you." I smile trying to hide the tears that filled my eyes.
I don't wanna feel down and I just wanna feel alive and get to see your face again.
I don't wanna feel down and I just wanna feel alive and get to see your face again. But till then...
"Just my echo and my shadow," I whisper sitting down next to the radio and letting a few tears wonder down my cheeks, "cheer up you stupid man you'll see her again but till then you will have to journey alone however unwillingly," I say looking up at the TARDIS' roof, whether I've regenerated or not I will find her and when I do I will tell her everything...
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name Hello, hello
like a fool at the top of my lungs
sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
but it's never enough
cause my echo, echo
oh my shadow, shadow
anybody out there?
Rose Tyler. I love you.
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