"It´s been one year" I thought. Then why does it feel like it´s been longer?

Rin Senpai is moving away to a different room..

How far is He gonna be?

He said it´s okay, it's nothing.

He said I should keep the bedroom clean even when he´s no longer around, but that´s not what I´m worried about…

Of course, He doesn't know.

He has a routine of his own, a goal of his own. He has his own problems and friends, that guy Haru and the others… And I do too, but my life doesn´t spin around the next competition or maybe my training, not that I don´t care about all that but what I really care the most about is him.

The sound he makes when the alarm goes off, that deep growl he keeps under his breath, yet I never see him stand up immediately so I suppose he stays there, laying down for a few seconds probably thinking and gathering the energies to start his day off…. Oh, how I admire his determination. Then he finally stands up. The way he stretches his body and the muscles of his wide back flex only to proceed and take off his shirt…

He then takes a few seconds to rub his hair in a lazy way while he looks around for a clean shirt to put on, but the next part.. oh the next part is what I enjoy the most, even though it´s embarrassing to admit. After He changes his shirt, he proceeds to change his pants but the thing is that sometimes, mostly around winter, Rin senpai decides to sleep wearing no underwear.

His pants going down, showing off his strong and thick legs while he tightens his muscles due to the sudden cold that strikes his bottom. I´ve never gotten to see anything else than his behind, but when the summer heat gets too intense, he sometimes sleeps wearing nothing but his black underwear which I once saw that time I had too much water before going to bed and I had to use the bathroom many times at night and I accidentally glanced at him being able to see the fabric that was so thin and light around his intimate zone that I could almost see everything.

Once he´s done putting on his pants, he walks to the bathroom and washes his face, glancing at his own reflection for a few seconds while frowning like he´s trying to confirm to himself that he´s the strong guy everyone thinks he is and then he continues to tie his middle short hair into a tiny ponytail.

Finally, He goes on and grabs music player as he looks for his sneakers to put on, then he walks to the door ready to leave and do his best…

That´s it.

That´s what I´m worried about, what I´ll miss the most. How will I start the day without seeing Rin Senpai get ready of his routine? How will I start my day without that daily motivation I can only get from him?

But I can´t do a thing to change the fact that He has to go.

Maybe it´s for the best, maybe I shouldn´t get so attached to him.

Maybe this…sort of liking I have for him should stop once and for all.