Here's how it was going to end. With Richard broken by a Mord'sith and I'm going to be
killed by my beloved's hand. Wasn't but a few hours ago that Richard had told me that if Denna
asked him to kill me he might not be able to stop himself. Well that was before he uttered the
words that I'd feared, "Shota was right you have betrayed me." It seemed from that first kiss,
our kiss, my first kiss everything began to fall apart. Why didn't I stay. Zed was right, it is my
feelings for Richard that make me afraid. I've never felt this way about anyone. How can I handle
my love, yes love for the seeker. not a regular man that i can choose as a mate, NO! that would be
too easy. it had to be a man, an amazing man with a prophecy to fulfill that i fell in love with. and
now i would give anything to tell him i love him. then have him giving me a merciful death. merciful! he has to kill me the woman he loves. or rather loved. i doubt there's any love left for
me after i told him i dont have any feelings for him amd i never will. so now im here with denna
pulling my hair and richard coming at me with a knife and i would have given anything to tell him
i love him. He's coming towards me. with a look of, emptiness in his eyes. i love you richard i
love you and i regret not ever being able to share at least these words with you. I love you.
