Lonely dreams: prologue

warning- blood , self mutilation and angst

Disclaimer- if i own Naruto i wouldn't need to write this hm don't u think?

"talking"

'thinking' 'flashbacks'

"Kurama speaking"

A/N on with the show!


My wrist burn every time the knife cuts into my flesh. Watching the crimson life flow and drip onto the growing red on the floor. So transfixed on the red river I brought the knife closer to the scarred and bleeding flesh. Cut cut cut over and over I slice admiring that rich red. Burning stinging pain I could hardly feel it any more as the edge of the blade made the once smooth skin into its own bloody canvas.

The light in my small room brought a glisten to my ever growing puddle. Ignoring everything around me I brought my now bloody knife to my mouth. Licking the edge to taste the tangy copper flavor of my essence. The sweet taste wracked a shiver through me. So I turn the knife towards its sharp blade and gave a slow leisured lick from the base down my small tongue till the tip of both the knife and my tongue.

Chills of pleasure shook my body as the taste of blood filled my mouth. Dropping the knife I covered my lips with the hand the marred my flesh. My eyes strayed from the old aged cracked ceiling to my dirt covered window. Looking out towards the open skies the image ruined by the dirt I lowered my now bloodied fingers from my red lips.

A tear rolled down my left check as the pain registered in my brain. I stood up from the edge of my ratty and old bed. Walking towards the open door of my rest room as a trail red following in my path. The stench of rich metallic consumed the air in my small studio apartment. Reaching the cracked and yellowed sink I placed my blood drenched wrist under the rusted tap.

Turning on the water a cold stream rinsed and blend with the color of my joy. I watched with sadden eyes as once the crimson staining over my arm had cleared I slowly glared at my now smooth scar free wrist. Looking at the fogged and rusted mirror I stuck out my tongue to see it too had no cut or scar to show the evidence of what I did a little while ago.

Sticking my tongue back in the crevice of its home I smeared the blood still covering my chin. Leaving the bathroom after shutting off the tap I walked past the forgotten knife and the puddle of blood. Dropping face first onto my pillow I thought back to the incident earlier today.

Closing my eyes as more tears streamed out of my eyes and staining my pillow. My heart ached with loneliness as I recalled the words that man said over and over again in my pain deluded mind.

'Who are you' 'why don't you just disappear ' 'no one will or ever going to like a piece of trash like you so why don't you quit and give everyone here relief from your retched presences'

Looking out my dirt covered window I question why I keep going back to that hell hole and worst of all keep seeing that man who causes all my torment.

"Water flows from rivers, streams connect from one to another.

Growing with each stone ebbed away with each passing day.

Heading for its heart, heading towards its start.

I hear the winds calling, singing its sweet melody.

Clouds moving with its every breeze seeing those with its sway.

Telling a story new as the rain brings forth a mighty quack.

Down it goes before it wakes. I see it every day.

Grass grows with a kiss.

Flowers bloom with a wish.

Trees are filled with fish.

Oh ho yo ho.

Might as well make a dish.

For the hungry baby.

Night falls too soon for you.

Stars made from dreams.

Bright as you can believe.

Mother is here.

Mother is here.

Mother is

Mother is

Mother

Mother

Mother

Mother

Mother is gone."

The rumbling voice sang as I slowly dozed off into the dark realm of sleep.

To be continued!


A/N okay well here's a new story from us and we hope this isn't a flop like the other 1 we did (we're thinking of rewriting "crown and the fox") but other then that enjoy this angst filled story from us!

Naru: wait r u saying that I'm the angst filled teen that hurts himself?

max: y yes :)

Neko: hehe wait till sasuke shows up *wink*

Naru: huh!? what i thought that teme wasn't in this one T-T y me

Kurama: cause kit its not yaoi with out him *smirks*

Naru: :O u trader! ur supposed to b on my side!

Neko: sorry naru-chan but me and kyu-chi have this thing going and it involves u and sasu-chan Nya~~

Kurama: he like neko said so ur going to need this for the up coming chapters ahead! *hands naruto a big bottle of lube!*

Naru: O/O AHHHH BAKA-KISTUNE! *runs away*

Max: hehe okay well please leave us a review and tell us how u like

Neko: or hated it!

kurama: and we'll try and get the next chapter out as soon as possible!