Am I really that undesirable?

Hi,

My name is Ginny Weasley. I was given this diary by an old friend. I am only writing in it to be nice to him. Otherwise, I wouldn't be here, in my room, writing in a pathetic journal. I would be partying.

I kind of don't like these journal things because of a certain one that I wrote to in 1st year. Well, if this one starts talking back to me I'm chucking it in the fire.

Anyhoo, I had a pretty normal day. I went into job late, got fired, went with my boyfriend to the movies, he dumped me, went over to my friend's house, saw her incredibly hot husband and clearly going to be hot kid, felt worse, and now I'm here, writing.

Just a normal day, Filled with normal people, I clearly have a very normal life.

WHY DOES NOBODY WANT ME???

It's not my fault my mother taught me to be a really strong woman. Am I really that undesirable?

I guess I should fill you in. this is going to take a while.

It has been 4 years since Harry kicked Voldemort's ass. I should know if he kicked his ass or not because I was there. I graduated, from Hogwarts, last year. I have been going from job to job because I am a lazy ass who should be rich as hell. I so shouldn't have to work. I should just take care of my kids and I intend to have many and be a lazy bum.

My last job I was a waitress and a damn sexy one at that. But I was always late and I guess when my boss said, "the next time you are late I'm going to have to let you go. This goes on too much and I can't handle it anymore." I probably should have listened to him.

My ex-boyfriend, Dean Thomas, is a bastard and a really hot one at that. He works for the ministry like all the hot men in my age group. Well, besides the Quiditch players, but that's beyond the point, or is it beside the point.

Anyhoo, my friend, Hermione, is the person I used to go to when I had a problem with a guy because she was always single and nobody really wanted her and that made me happy. Shallow, but happy. Well, it all changed when Ron told her his true love for her deep down…

NO, I was only joking. Why would I say my brother's hot? He I soooo not hot. Ewwwwwww, nasty thoughts.

Anyhoo, Hermione married Harry and they had little Sirius. I still think they should have named him Ford. That is such a cool muggle name! I read it in this book. There was a picture of a car next to it too. I wonder why?

Anyhoo, I walked in and there was Harry, in all hottiness, lying on the couch with a sleeping Sirius upon him. All I could think about was how I wanted a kid and that ITS NO FAIR!! I'M SUPPOSED TO GET THE GUY AND SHE'S NOT!!!!!!!

So now I'm here, writing in the book I never thought I would write in. I am so pathetic. I need to go pick up a guy.

And now I'm talking to a book… what the hell, I really don't have a life. I'm going to go get a guy now.