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YukiKagami: Okay so I have redone this story because It's one of the best that I have written and decided to get the story line strait and more realistic.
Name: GOD
Old Summary: Cloud remembered how he got here, his forty year old body turned back into his twenty one year old self, this man before him the culprit...no he isn't a man anymore, he's a God.
New Summary: "Forget." The simple command caused my mind to become blank and clouded, my body became relaxed in his grip as his hands slid up to hold my cheeks. I saw him coming closer but had no reason to move away even if my gut screamed to move, to get away from him as fast as I could.
Warnings: YAOI - Male x Male Sexual Relationships, Blood and Gore and Vampiric Drug used for Mind Control/Body Control...not sure how else to explain that.
Pairings: Sephiroth/Cloud, Implied Vincent/Cloud and Implied One Sided Tifa/Cloud.
- Talking with the Plot Bunny -
YukiKagami: Plot Bunny?
Plot Bunny: Oh, Hey Yuki. ^.^
YukiKagami: I have to talk to you about something.
Plot Bunny: What is it?
YukiKagami: About the carrots...
Plot Bunny: YOU SAY NOTHING ABOUT THE CARROTS!
- Not Talking with the Plot Bunny -
YukiKagami: Okay so that didn't go as planned but now we can get onto the story. I'm really nervous about redoing this story but hopefully you will still like it and maybe even think that it's better than the old version...well one can hope.
*Change Character P.O.V*
- Change of Time -
'Thoughts'
"Talking"
xxxENJOYxxx
*Cloud P.O.V*
"Nh. W-Wait." I tried to see through the haze that blinded me, everything I could see was a blur of silver and scarlet. The scent of blood pungent in the air causing my gag reflex to surge from the bottom of my stomach, a hand slipped behind my head "Ngh...S-Stop."
I tried to think about how I got myself into this situation but it seemed to slip from my mind the second I tried to remember, like an invisible hand inside pushing away my thoughts. The cool hand behind my head slipped down to my neck, leaning my head back for a hot mouth to latch onto my pulse.
The other hand slipped up my shirt to circle my right nipple causing a shudder to ripple through my body as it began to pinch and twist it into pain, seconds later it pressed and rubbed the pain away leaving a delicious pleasure that caused me to groan.
"Nhm." I bit my lip to stop any more sounds coming out of my mouth, a chuckle rumbled through the chest that pressed against my own. That cool hand running downwards to my crotch and began to rub me through my trousers.
Catching his wrist in my hand I tried everything to make him stop but this only made him move his hand faster, trying to make me hard and even though I despised him it seemed to be working. I couldn't stop my mouth from opening in pleasure, "T-This. Huhn...S-Shouldn'..."
"Shhh." He whispered softly, I tried to move away from him but the scorching heat of my skin against his that seemed to ooze cool waves felt so delicious. Then a sudden thought came to my mind that kick started my fight reflex 'Vincent'.
A growl sounded from the body against mine and I felt my fear spike, it felt as though I was a doe and he was a lion. As if he could feel my emotions he calmed a little, leaning down he captured my lips in a fierce kiss and I almost melted into it as I thought of dark hair and red eyes.
He pulled back sharply, glaring down at me with emerald eyes with an amount of anger and hate that I returned causing him to smirk making me realise that he got off on me fighting him, hating him. Knowing that alone caused a sick feeling to settle in my stomach and a hand to lash out which he unfortunately caught.
"Forget." The simple command caused my mind to become blank and clouded, my body became relaxed in his grip as his hands slid up to hold my cheeks. I saw him coming closer but had no reason to move away even if my gut screamed to move, to get away from him as fast as I could.
'I-I'm sorry...' I didn't know why that thought came to my mind but it seemed to make him smile as he crushed his lips against my own again and this time I melted right into it, gripping his silk like hair in my hands to pull him closer.
- Earlier That Day -
Silence. It hung thick and heavy in the air as the meeting ended, the small wooden hotel room that we had rented was just able to hold our group. I looked at the different emotions in the faces around me, ranging from anger to despair.
"Okay." My voice cut through the silence like a knife and made sure that I had their attention before continuing, "Is everyone clear on the plan?"
I watched them carefully, their faces hardened for battle and nods were directed at me as their eyes became dark with purpose. I felt my stomach clench as I noted another feeling in their eyes, no...not a feeling, a knowing.
Then I didn't feel so alone in my worries but instead of feeling relief I felt only more sadness, a crushing of guilt in my chest that caused my breathing to become heavy. It seemed that everyone knew that this was going to be our last battle, it was like a taste in the air, something you could almost touch.
It could have been something to do with our age, no longer are we in our early twenties, strong and ready to fight. We have developed into your late forties, some early fifties, we can still fight but not like we used to. Of course we have Vincent and Nanaki who had stayed the same through the near thirty years since their first group battle with Sephiroth, however that didn't stop the planet from coming face to face with danger again and again for once again, Sephiroth had risen out of the life stream to wreak havoc and destroy our world.
The monster that called himself a higher being would rise up consistently and hurt the world, decaying it piece by piece, making it fall ever more under his control. The Geostigma had only been a test for the events that followed, nearly everything had been forced under his thumb though fear and each time he would rise he came back smarter and faster than he had ever been before.
Though he came back stronger every time he always looked the same except the growing glow of power that seemed to surround him and ebb of him in waves, like how I would imagine a true god. Just thinking of that monster actually growing into a god gave me a weird feeling, a fear of it ever coming true...but how the planet could let it happen was the most terrifying thought.
I sighed and let my head fall to my chest as the memory of the last battle we had with Sephiroth came creeping from the back of my mind, it had been one of the hardest battles that he had ever fought but it had all been in vain. They had found out his goal too late and Midgar had already been swept under his control as he had been tampering their minds, nearly everyone was in a zombie state.
It wasn't until after he had been killed once again that we had found a way to reverse what he had done but only a few had been spared, everyone seemed to be convinced that Sephiroth was saving them from eternal damnation. We had been driven out of Midgar and made a promise to not go back until we knew how to cure the people of the fear and sickness...looks like that wouldn't be happening unless...
"Cloud?" Tifa's voice came to me through all of my thoughts and memories, bringing me back to the present. Looking her over now I wished with all my heart that I could have given her a better life, the life that she had wanted but I could never feel that way about her she was like a long lost sister from the moment I had met her again.
Unfortunately even if I had felt that way about her it would never have worked, not after everything had happened with my history of finding love and then having my heart ripped in two. I had thought that I might have found love again and reached out with a hesitant hand only to have it pushed away because of the others fear of living forever with another of his loves dead and his heart once again broken as a person could only take so much heart ache.
"Yeah?" I knew what she was going to ask but gave her the luxury, it was an excuse to delay the inevitable and seemed to comfort not only myself but everyone in the room. It gave us a few more moments to be a part of this world and breathe the precious air that flowed through our lungs or in Cid's case get more nicotine into his system.
"What happens if we fail?" She sounded nervous, her voice cracked a little when she said 'if' and I knew why, she had almost said 'when'. It was an idea that was causing our minds to become more panicked by the second, our brains trying to think of a way out of the situation even if there was none.
"Plan B." I cringed at the sound of my voice, hearing a military sharpness of an order. Plan B was the second and considerably younger group given the name AVALANCHE to come and finish what we had started, only their goal was to win.
It had taken years to train the younger group in the art of fighting, Denzel had been taught by me personally as he was the one to take the lead and be the protector of Marline and the other young ones that had been trained.
"The last one standing uses the their flare to alert the other team to take over, hopefully by then we would have been able to weaken him at most." My voice shook with nerves as what we were about to do came crashing down onto me and I hated knowing that it would be the last time I would see their faces and hear them speak.
"Are ya sure their ready?" Barret asked from across the room, I looked up at him and knew he was thinking of Marline. His little girl would never be ready for this in his mind but they were at the age when we had started fighting and he knew he would be a hypocrite if he said to pull her out of the young group...not that she would let him anyway.
I sighed again, father instinct was one I couldn't relate too so I couldn't imagine what he was feeling but I needed him to snap out of it and remember that Marline was strong. I felt worry too but I know they are so strong that they have been able to beat us in a fight, not as strong as we were when we were younger but close enough that it made me feel a little more confident.
"Look, their strong enough to beat us at a fight and even if they're not ready for it there isn't much choice. We have taught them everything we know and we can only hope that they don't freeze and use every piece of knowledge so that they can beat him...they will beat him." I closed my eyes and found myself praying to the goddess that this wouldn't end in the death of the younger team.
Everyone seemed to feel an ever heavier burden weigh on our shoulders at the thought of the younger group, the people we were leaving behind but it gave us a new strength as well. If we could just hold on long enough to do anything in our power to slow him down, even just by a fraction it would give the younger group a fighting chance of surviving this.
"Alright. Are we headin out?" Vincent's voice cut through the doom that was hanging in the room, I could always rely on him but my heart clenched at the thought that he might be left alone again. That my love for him would never be realised for what it really was as he had said 'You can't love someone like me.'
"Let's go." I turned and grabbed my sword, making sure it was connected securely to my back then walked quickly out of the room. I had to focus on the present and first was getting outside, after paying the kind elderly owner enough to get her by in the months to come which she hesitantly accepted I walked out the door after the others and watched them separate into pairs.
Walking off the concrete and onto the dirt road I spotted Fenrir and felt a small smile come onto my face as I reached out a hand and touched the spotless metal with my leather covered hand. I looked towards the sun as it slid down the sky and was suddenly breathless, the sun was just visible above the green covered hills and the air had the scent of fresh grass that gave an ethereal feeling of peace but it was stained with the bitter knowledge that this was the last time he would have a moment like this again.
I snapped myself out of it and threw my leg over Fenrir and made sure to settle in a place that would be easy to jump off and fight. Looking to the others I noted Tifa and Barret talking quietly in the van, Cid helping Yuffi onto Shera, Vincent and Nanaki getting ready to run onto the scene first. Everyone had a partner except me as I would be the last to show up on the battle field so I would have a better chance at getting a hit...'this is it...this is the end.'
I waited, the sound of rushing wind flew past me as Vincent and Nanaki shot off into the forest up ahead were we knew that Sephiroth had been concealing himself for the past couple of months. My nerves were high and buzzing as Tifa and Barret shot off next, quickly followed by Cid and Yuffi.
It was dead silent but I stayed knowing that if I went in too soon it could be disastrous and throw all our planning out the window. Then a sudden shock wave hit the earth, I looked to the sky above the forest and saw black smoke rising from the tree's causing my heart to skip a beat and my stomach drop.
Panic raced through my veins as I finally sped off as fast as I could to get to them, I weaved through the tree's probably going faster than I should as I scraped against a tree on passing but I knew something was very wrong. I could feel something was different than it was suppose to be, it seemed too still, to quite for it to be a battle ground and that thought only made me go faster.
As I hit the clearing silver flashed in front of me, I looked down and watched as Fenrir was sliced apart and I had to brace as the front came clean off. I couldn't stop and jumped off the side before it collided with a tree and exploded, my hearing cut off for a second as a high pitched ringing coursed through my head.
I groaned in pain as I landed on my side and looked up in time to see a long blade coming down towards me and quickly rolled away and up onto my feet barely dodging the attack. I quickly looked around as I hoped to spot one of my team mates on their feet near me but froze in horror at the scene that greeted me.
Blood.
The crimson liquid was everywhere. It drenched the ground and turned green into red, I spotted the van on my left side toppled over with Tifa lying on her back with eyes open and blood pooling around her still body. Barret was next to her shredded to pieces with his intestines poured out of his stomach with his head bent at an angle as if his neck had not only been broken but twisted almost all the way round.
"CLOUD!" Yuffi's terrified scream shot through my mind causing my body to go into fight mode, I turned and saw masumune slice right through her middle. It cut off her next words and blood sprayed onto my face as she fell in two pieces, my throat constricted as my body grew cold in shock.
"No." I looked around feeling numb, everyone was down...they were dead. Vincent was missing from the group which didn't give me a good feeling, 'Where is he? Everyone...we never had a chance...' they had been counting on him...did he run? I tried to move but it was like my body was stuck in tar, my brain slow to catch up in understanding what was before my eyes.
I stood quickly but my body gave out and I dropped back to my knees, I didn't even notice that someone was in front of me until a leather clad hand lifted my face and I stared into emerald eyes. A deep chuckle sounded from the monster before me, no this is no monster, not anymore...this was a god.
The almost blinding light surrounding him made that more obvious than the swift death of his teammates...no mortal could touch him now, no harm could come to him. Why? How? How could the planet have let this happen? How could the goddess not have stopped him from gaining this power? or did he steal her power away from her, making her too weak to help...so many questions raced through him mind until the god decided to speak.
"Good to see you again, Cloud." Those slitted eyes seemed to roam over my face for a long time before a smirk split across his pale lips, "You have aged, understandably...but I can fix that."
The white glow around him seemed to grow and become stronger, brighter until I had to close my eyes. As soon as I had pain swept through me and pulled me into a vice that seemed to come from the ground and travel upwards above my head, stabbing me with knives, rearranging my bones and stretching my skin until it became too much.
Then it stopped. I hadn't noticed I was holding my breath before I let it out and greedily sucked in as much oxygen as I could, the hand released my face and I fell forward hitting the ground with a hard thump. It was too painful to move as I laid there but cold bare hands came to pull me up so my back was leaning against an equally cold chest.
The hands came up to life my face so I was staring at a boy of probably twenty at most, then it clicked. I was staring at myself. 'A mirror?' Then it registered in my mind that I was forty eight and a lot older than the version of me I was staring at, "I-I'm..."
"Your beautiful." Sephiroth's voice cut off my own and I looked behind me through the mirror and saw his face, a smug look painted there. "This is your twenty one year old body, as I preferred you, you were at your most strongest...your most beautiful."
"W-What...?" I tried to ask but was cut off once again, this time by a pale finger gliding across my lips causing my words to catch in my throat. It pressed against my bottom lip and I kept my eyes trained on his face as he smirked at me.
"I made you into what I want you to be but it's not complete. Your young, strong and now, I am going to make you mine. Forever." Sephiroth's eyes reflected obsession and lust but something else darkened those glowing eyes causing my heart to speed up as adrenaline pulsed through my body.
"Now, how would you like this to happen?" Sephiroth purred as he moved his hands to grip my waist, "Do you want this to be consensual or..."
I cut him off by turning and throwing a wild punch, his head didn't even flinch out of the way of my fist as he caught it in his hand effortlessly and tightened his other arm around my waist as I tried to escape. The breath was literally squeezed out of me until I almost blacked out, it felt like a snake had decided I was its pray and was using all its muscles to take away my ability to breath until my body finally gave out and became limp.
His arm finally released most of its grip and my lungs got the needed oxygen as I laid in his arms, all the energy had left my body "So I guess we will have to do this the hard way huh?" He taunted as he slid his tongue up the side of my neck, "I'm okay with that."
- Back To The Present -
That tongue slid up my throat again, licking up the sweat that had gathered through my fruitless struggles. Teeth nipped at my skin there causing a shudder to run through my body, I wasn't sure if it was caused by pleasure and pain as he suddenly bit down. His canines sunk into the thin skin above my pulse and I felt a liquid enter my veins as my blood spilled out.
Everything quickly became mixed, it was hard to understand anything and find a source. A hand wrapped round my neck as those canines slid out, it forced my head up and bloodied lips pushed against my own as they captured me into a forceful kiss.
I tried to pull away as the pain had cleared my head a little of the command to forget but now with the new and unknown liquid running through my body I seemed to black out sometimes, those arms wrapped around me again forcing my head to lye against a bare chest.
'When did that happen?' I gasped for breath as a heavy heat spread under my skin but being against that cool chest helped and felt so welcoming. I decided to lay there for a moment just feeling instead of thinking, it felt so good and felt a spark of shock as I felt my trousers tighten even more than before as a hand ran through my hair.
Sephiroth laughed at this before whispering, "You're almost ready Cloud, just a little more and you will be mine." He sounded so happy, excited as though his final dream was close enough to touch and he was about to take the last step.
"Ngh...W-What do you m-mean by..." I tried to focus as much as I could on the words that I was trying to speak but a cool hand running down my spine was taking my communication skills down several levels at a time. I clenched my hands on his shoulders as that hand slipped down to grip my behind and squeezed at a pleasurable pressure that had me panting in seconds.
"You will become like me, once I have claimed you as my own." Sephiroth's voice seemed to go deeper and become more husky as he continued to speak, "You will never be able to go a day without being with me, having me touch you, kiss you, make love to you."
"N-No...I-I don't, I don't..." I tried to keep my limited focus but everything was too hard now, I felt myself sinking into the darkness that awaited me with Sephiroth. It was pulling me under into it's depths and was more of a feeling than anything visual and oh so tempting.
"That's it, just let go." Sephiroth's voice sounded so comforting and happy, almost excited like a child whose birthday was in the morning. He felt himself slipping and slipping but had yet to fall, a hand cradled his head and fingers racked through his hair as he was being pulled causing him to shudder in pleasure.
"Ngh...n-no, V-Vincent...I..." I felt my heart calling out for the dark haired man to help me, drag me away as Sephiroth's other hand began to rub my back in soothing circles I melted against him as the hope of anyone coming to get me where very slim...everyone was dead, Vincent missing, the younger group had no reason to come to his aid until they saw the flare...the flare.
"Shhh. Forget. Forget about them. Know only me." His voice sounded loud and was the only thing I could hear, the only thing I could focus on. Then I fell, I was swallowed by the darkness, taken in by the shadows and then lifted back up into Sephiroth's arms.
A breeze washed over me and I noticed that I was naked 'When...' but I didn't finish that thought, it doesn't matter anyway. I was lifted into his lap and felt something large and strangely warm below me, I rubbed against it in curiosity which caused Sephiroth to pull a sharp breath and then I defiantly knew what it was but felt no fear or disgust like I was expecting, if anything it just made me harder.
Then something cold pressed against a place where I would rather not think about, it slowly pushed into me. It felt so strange, no pain and I looked at Sephiroth with confusion but I waited while it slid deeper and wriggled around inside me.
It wasn't long before he added a second and then a third finger, he twisted and stretched me open. I couldn't help but feel aroused, the large warmth was now fully erect and pressing against one of my cheeks as though tempting me as those fingers searched for something inside me.
Then they found it and pressed hard against it causing my head to fling back and all the air left my body in the scream of pleasure that ripped from my throat. Never before had I felt pleasure as intense as that and I felt a rumble go through the chest in front of me.
The fingers slipped out and before I could ask why he entered me, my eyes flew open and I couldn't question when I had closed them as I choked out a gasp. There was no pain but the feeling of something that large suddenly filling you up inside wasn't something you were used to, it felt so big, it was like it was touching the back of my throat.
I almost fell out of Sephiroth's lap at the first thrust but was pulled back to the chest as those hands slid down to cup my backside so he could lift me up and felt his erection slid out of me a bit before being dropped back down onto it, being filled up again. He began a harsh rhythm and I couldn't hide the pleasure I was feeling as I felt my own member smack against my stomach with every thrust.
It felt like I was on fire, his cool body felt so good against my hot skin as it slid against mine as sweat slicked our bodies with every move. I groaned as the pleasure seemed to rise another level, this was so unbelievably good and though I didn't like to admit it this was my first time and it was turning out to be a lot better than anything I could have imagined.
The next thrust struck my prostate causing me to grip Sephiroth's shoulders in a tight grip so I could stay grounded as though the pleasure was going to take me away from reality. I couldn't even describe how I was feeling as he hit that spot again groaning when I began to meet his thrusts with my own.
"Ah!" I cried out before I was pulled forward into a kiss as the rhythm picked up, causing me to convulse and I swore that I would burst into fire from the building heat in my stomach. "Hah. Nh...S-Sephiroth."
I leaned forward and kissed him this time and slid my tongue into his mouth and felt sparks crackle as the kiss became more passionate. I slid my arms around his neck and clutched his hair in my hands again, running my fingers through his hair like he did to me before.
Sephiroth suddenly leaned forward and I felt my back hit the grassy floor, a liquid making it wet to the touch but I tried not to think of what it was as he moved my legs up to be on his shoulders as he pushed in deeper. I screamed as he hit my prostate strait away and grinded so he could rub against it in circles bringing me to a new height of pleasure that I was sure was going to drive me insane.
His thrusts became harder and faster than before as he started to move again, everything I seemed to touch sent electric shocks through my body adding to the pleasure I was feeling. Sephiroth leaned over me and groaned, then his hips began to pound into me at such an incredible speed that I could barely breath through the sensations.
He was slamming directly into my prostate and I didn't think that I would last much longer by the feeling of the heat inside my lower stomach. Sephiroth's tongue plundered my mouth, making sure to taste everything and seemed to map it into memory.
Then something seemed to snap inside Sephiroth and even though it seemed impossible he began to move harder and went deeper inside of him by speeding up. My eyes rolled back into my head and my mouth hung open as a barrage of sounds came out.
I moved my hips back against Sephiroth until he grabbed them to keep me still and then everything seemed to disappear, only me and Sephiroth remained. I felt the heat inside my stomach release and I felt my throat grow sore and even though I couldn't hear my scream I knew I was, as Sephiroth pulled me closer.
"Now." I heard Sephiroth say and then those canines dug back into my neck as I came, I felt Sephiroth's release spurt out inside me in huge spills. He groaned against my neck as my blood poured out into his mouth again as he replaced it with something thicker.
Then, it was over. Everything became clear again, so clear that I knew whatever drug he had used was gone. I panted as I tried to steady my breath, the heat faded into nothingness after a couple of minutes and I was getting ready to jump away until I looked up into emerald eyes.
I felt my breath hitch and my heart speed up as I looked into those eyes, scanning his face as he smiled. My heart melted when his eyes glistened with happiness and felt my body relax as he held me in his arms repeating "Your mine."
*Vincent P.O.V*
My heart hardened, my eyes narrowed as I watched Cloud's hazy eyes looked at the monster above him with love. Well, what looked like love but I knew it was a lie. The Cloud I knew would never love Sephiroth, not willingly and even then he would fight but this situation was difficult.
Sephiroth had made Cloud an immortal and in one of the most sick ways, he had bound Cloud to him in one of the most intimate of ways and in doing so had forced every cell in Cloud's body to become addicted to Sephiroth. Deluding him into thinking he was in love with the monster that was entangled with his body.
My heart's barrier crumbled a bit as I watched them kiss with such passion and wished to be the one above Cloud, holding him so gently. "Don't worry Cloud, I will save you from that monster." I promised even though I know he couldn't hear me, I would make sure to complete that promise.
Even if it cost me my own life.
- TO BE CONTINUED? -
YukiKagami: Well I hope you liked my improvements, please don't forget to rate and review. I am still trying to think if I want to continue or not...though your review might help with my decision. So please help xxx
- Talking with Cloud -
YukiKagami: Hey Cloud.
Cloud: ...
YukiKagami: So what do you think of the story?
Cloud: (narrows eyes and pulls out his sword before pointing the sharp blade at me)
YukiKagami: Cloud? (slightly nervous)
Cloud: (Starts walking towards me)
YukiKagami: Cloud? (very nervous)
Cloud: (starts running towards me with murderous intent in his eyes)
YukiKagami: (screams and runs for it)
- Not Talking with Cloud -
YukiKagami: Why do my conversations with characters and the plot bunny never go my way? T.T
