I never thought we'd have a last kiss
I never imagined we'd end like this...
Your name, forever the name on my lips..
As the words of her song echoed throughout the halls and rooms, singing in a beautiful lullaby. Any person could hear the heartbroken tone, and could almost feel her pain as if it were their own.
She continues to sing in the angels voice she was given. The song she sings conveys her pain, any listener would stop and stare. As the words leave her lips, so do the tears that stream down her face, yet her voice never wavers. A clear, beautiful, heartbroken sound in the silence of the night.
...
As I continue to sing, I couldnt stop. Neither could I sleep. How long would the memory of you torment me? How long would my heart be broken? Thats how it felt like, a fragile piece of glass. Except it shattered the moment you stepped out of that door. No amount of time would help me heal.
As fresh hot tears stream down my face, I remember your face, your name. Anything that reminds me of you is enought to leave me on the verge of tears. I covered my self, hugging my knees. I let my face be covered by my hair, hiding my tear filled brown eyes.
" Your so cruel " I think with a sad smile on my face. "yet so beautiful..."
"what" and "if" are two simple words and are as innocent as words can be, but put them together and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life.
What if...what if...what if...
The question that in all of our lives, at one point or another, had haunted us and had plauged our dreams.
The question that rocks and shakes our very core...
The question that takes an innocent and fragile heart, and leaves it ruins.
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I cry and sob, this heartbroken state Im in is slowly eating away my very essence. Leaving the body of a girl, nothing but an empty husk of a shell.
" Take me away " I beg, " Make it stop " I begged the seraphs of heaven. Calling out to anybody, hoping they would hear my heartbroken plea.
As though an Angel heard my prayers, I could feel my soul slowly leaving my body. Leaving all the pain behind with the physical remains of me. As I descend into the sky, I look back at myself. I saw a young girl, beautiful, fragile. Yet it was clearly seen she was broken. As I looked at my now new self, I saw what must have been my soul, it shined with a white pure light that only the angels of heaven would posses.
I floated into the sky, leaving the earthly world behind and joining, accepting the eternal bliss that was given to me by the embrace of death.
In truth I never regretted falling in love with you, you were my best human expirience, a love that was coveted by all. " I dont regret feeling this..." I thought.
I sing again, a beautiful, lullful song. As the light envelops me, bliss washes over my entire being. As the light continues to shine from within me I find myself among the seraphs of heaven. A place where pain was nonexistent. A place of peace.
I continue to sing with the Angels voice I was given...
My last human thought was, " I'll love you...for as long as I live"
Thats why, I cant live any more.
