This fic is dedicated to tei-gen. Tei, you are such an incredibly sweet person and thank you so much for always being there for me. I love our conversations very much and I can't thank you enough for listening to all my rants whenever I feel down.
Because I know just how special the Dark Cupid episode is to you, I wrote this drabble for you (: I hope you like it!
First Kiss
No. It was not her first kiss.
Definitely not.
She refused to believe it was her first kiss. Because… first kisses are supposed to be very special… right?
If kissing meant touching one's lips… then, she had already lost it by kissing a bunch of things in the past already.
She kissed the wall many times when she bumped into them due to her clumsiness, earning her with not only a swollen lip, but also a very bruised nose.
She kissed the school desk numerous times when her head felt too heavy for her, startling the entire class with a loud thump on her desk. Blame her and her superhero role, she just could not find enough time to sleep!
So, yup, that was definitely not her first kiss. Nuh-uh.
Marinette knows she is in denial.
How could anyone forget what his or her first kiss was like?
Yes, she had watched people kiss in TV shows. Yes, she had heard stories of first kisses from her schoolmates when they gossiped. However, these did not mean anything unless she experienced it herself.
She had never expected Chat Noir's lips to be that soft.
She had never expected to have electricity run down her spine when their lips touched.
She had never expected to be disappointed when she realized Chat Noir did not remember what happened between them.
Okay, she was not that disappointed. Just a tiny, little bit. Maybe.
But that did not explain why she was up all day that night and absent from school the day after. She had to sort out her feelings before showing her face to everyone in school.
She loved Adrien with all her heart but why was it that she harbours such conflicted feelings when it came to Chat Noir?
What was with that spark in between them when they kissed? What was with that disappointment? What was wrong with her?
She would be lying if she said she did not love her cat companion. They had been partners for years now – longer than she had actually known Adrien. They had started off with a very professional relationship but she had never expected Chat Noir to fall so deeply for her.
She cares for Chat Noir, very much, and deeply too. But Marinette does not know if she loves Chat Noir as much as he does to Ladybug.
But there is one thing that she knows for sure.
That her first kiss, was indeed, very special.
