A/N: I know I haven't posted anything in a long while now. I'm sorry. I've been tossing the need to write Prison Break fic around in my head for a while now. So if any of you readers watch and have an idea I could possibly steal, let me know. One thing though, I can't write incest. Sorry Lincoln/Michael shippers, I really have nothing against you:). By the way these are sorta like thoughts. You'll see what I mean.

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Fearless

(Ed's POV.)

Love always scared me. Maybe I was worried it wouldn't be everything I thought it was, or that everyone made it out to be. It could have been that I thought I would get my heart broken. I came up with lots of excuses but despite all those things I tried to hide it behind I still knew the real truth: I wasn't scared of love; I was scared of loving him.

We're in the car on the way to some stuffy military function, both of us decked out in full uniform. All Roy's medals from the war and promotions secured on his dress coat. I'm in the passenger seat, staring out the window watching the rain hit the window and slide down the smooth glass. Roy is driving with a frown plastered on his face. We had been stuck in traffic for at least an hour and the Colonel was a very easily agitated driver. On top of that it was raining. Roy sighed, running his hands through his hair which he had slicked back for the ceremony. Suddenly all I could see was him, and I couldn't look away.

They say that it's the little thing people do or say that really make you like them. Like maybe the way they freak out about everything.

"Why didn't you tell me before?!" Roy yelled at the young soldier who had just informed that he had to give a speech tonight. Roy was about to start yelling at the soldier again but I cut him off.

"Roy, come here." I said, motioning for the Colonel to come closer.

"Ed, what the hell am I going to do? I can't give a speech!" he said desperately. I quietly laughed at him. "Just go up there and say something nice about the military." I suggested.

Roy just scoffed. I smiled "I know that's going to be hard for you, but this event is to promote the military." Roy sighed in resignation "I guess you're right." he said while riffling my hair a bit with his hand, and I felt my face warm as he walked away.

Maybe you just love the way they are always trying to "be strong for you" when you know they deserve to break down every once in a while.

I'm sitting in the huge auditorium listening to Roy give his speech what an honor it can be to fight and maybe even die in support of your country and the innocent, all the holding back tears as memories of Hughes come rushing back.

I met him back in the car after the program. Roy quietly closed the door behind him as he climbed in. We both sat, just watching the rain for a long while, Roy thinking of Hughes and myself thinking of Roy. Finally I felt that if one of us didn't say something we were going to be in that parking lot all night.

"Its okay you know." I said. Roy just gave me a sidelong glance. "To cry." I finished. And we did stay in that parking lot all night, me holding my lover as he cried as much as he had in a long time.

FINISH~