I basked in the glory. I relished all of the accomplishments. Then my world came crashing down fast. By the blink of an eye I was left with nothing. Days turned to weeks, and those weeks turned to months, and out of know where it turned into three years. At the time I knew what I was getting into. I was living in the fast lane and was a c.e.o. of my own company, and made millions of money off of investments. I had Ed as my personal bodyguard and Edd as my money consultant. Man I was even club hopping with my man Kevin. Everyday I tried to stop but it finally got the better of me

I have met people all of my life who also had this problem. Saying that one more would kick the addiction off. I went to many interventions but it never seemed to help me at all. I have to do this for me and for nobody else. Nobody said life would be ease. Being successful is nice and all I wanted to forget my past and go on with my life. Growing up I knew this was going to happen because it was a curse for all men of the family. Deep inside I know if I let this expand I will die. I had the time of my life, but this will be the last time I let this get the better of me.

If you are watching this Edd I want you to run our business while I'm gone. I know you can do this and tell your wife Marie that I only have good intentions with her sisters and your children. Oh yea Edd I will be checking up on you for monthly reports from you. Most important I am going to A.A. this is the day that I change my life and make my self a better man, wish me luck and good bye.

I want to say that if you know anybody that is dealing with a problem help them out, but if they need help let them seek it for them selves because you will make them feel lower than they already are if you keep mentioning their problem.