AUTHORS NOTE!!
ALRIGHT SO ITS LIKE THIS…..I HAVE CRACKED UNDER THE PRESSURE OF TWILIGT..IT FINALLY GOT TO ME AND NOW I HAVE TO WRITE A STORY.. SIGH…WELL HERE IT IS..
BPOV
"Alice what the hell?!? Get off of me!" I yell and push her off of me and my bed. She landed in the floor with a pout on her face. Ha-ha, she got what she deserves for waking me up at 5 am! I mean it's the first day of school and everything, but 5am is just pushing it.
"Bella! Jeez it's time to get up and you didn't have to push me on the floor god! Now I'm going to get a bruise on my ass.." She pouted and stood up rubing her butt.
"Oh like anyone is going to see it anytime soon..Well except for me baby." I said and grined at her.
"Bella you are such a retard! But I have to admit you were pretty good last night." she wiggled her eye brows and grins evilily.
"Right like I'm a lesbo.. God why are we joking around at 5am? I'm going back to sleep!" I said and pulled the covers over my head.
"NO! You are not going back to sleep missy! Now get up and get your butt in the shower right now!" Alice yelled in her sing song voice and pouted her lip out to make me do it. God she is so getting it later. I sighed as I threw the covers off and got out of bed and go get into the shower.
30 mintues later-
I walked over to my closet and looked inside for my first day of school outfit. I mean, this is senior year, you know where all the parties step up and the boys get hotter! This is senior year and I plan to make my worth while. And then I saw it, the perfect outfit! I grabed the purple and black checked mini skirt with blue stockings and grab a blue tank with black splotches on it. No, I am not punk or goth. I wear different outfits everyday to stand out and be noticed. I am shy yes, but I am not a hermit crab. I want to be noticed and not be on the sidelines anymore. The last two years I have made my status go all the way up til I am the most popular girl in school. My best friends you ask? Alice Brandon and Rosalie Hale. They are the cheerleader's capton and co-capton. No, I am not a cheerleader and never will be. I dislike it, but anywho my other friends, well there is alot but I adore Angela Weber. Okay, well back to the day at hand. I put on my outfit, straighten my hair then turn it messy, and put in green sparkly hoop earrings. My make-up consist of blue eyeliner for today, purple eye shadow, and mascra. I slash some gloss on my lips and rush out the door to eat breakfast.
"Alice where the hell are you? You are the one who got me up this early so you get to make breakfast." I yelled sweetly and grin evilily. He-he.
"Bella, god stop your whinning. Now rosalie was going to come pick us up, but I told her we would meet at school. I knew you would want to drive. Okay so anyways, I'll make breakfast and you go get our school bags ready. Then crank the car to get it warm. I WILL NOT freeze my little ass off from a cold seat missy." She said in that voice where it's so sweet and smile that it's scary..
One hour later-
I am currently driving to school in myconvertible BMW Z4, silverish blue, with alice by my side and the top down, singing One Last breath by CREED. I am at the stop sign right before you turn into the senior, yes senior, parking lot. I pull into the parking lot and see Rose standing by her car, talking to Emmett Cullen, waiting for us. I honk my horn and Alice waves her tiny hand in the air to Rose. She just rolls her eyes at us and waves back. I park right beside Rose, almost hitting Emmett but shh, and but the top up and get out.
"Rose!" Alice and I both screamed at the same time and ran over to hug her, which made Emmet jump out of the way ha-ha.
"Nice to see you guys too." She said and laughed.
"So Rose I'll catch you later?" Emmett asked and she smiled and said yes in a low voice. What have we drove into? Emmett walked off and me and Alice gave Rose pointed looks.
"What? Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked feiting innocence.
"Some one was having a very interesting conversation before they were interupted huh?" I asked and Alice smiled.
"Whatever. Come on. We have to meet the group in the cafeteria." Roses told us and started walking away.
"Soo.. We have all morning classes together and then lunch." Alice talks while I'm giving a knowing look at Rose, but she just smiles and mouthes later to me.
"Rose I saw that later and I have you know you will spill to me." Alice told her and me and we just stare at each other with wtf looks on our face. Alice smileed up sweetly at us.
"Bella." I heard my name in the familar deep yet soft voice of none other than the basketball star himself.
"Edward." I said and looked at him with annoyance in my eyes.
"How was you summer?" He asked me and I just rolled my eyes.
"Like you even care. Move now I have to go meet my friends." I pushed him out of my way and started walking again. A strong hand clamped down on my wrist and I spined around to see him look at me with, care? What?
"I was wondering if I could have a word with you before you go?" He asked me and his voice laceed every word with care. I narrowed my eyes.
"What do you want?" I asked him my voice laceed with suspicion.
"A simple moment of you time would be nice." He answered and looked into my soft chocolate eyes.
"Fine. I'll meet up with you guys later." I waved them off and Edward draged me behind the old gym where nobody ever goes.
"What do yo-" I was cut off by the smash of his lips on mine. He cuped my face with his hands and I opened up my mouth to invite him in. His tongue swirled with mine as I remembered his taste from the summer.
"Bella." He whisperd my name on my lips and I open my eyes to find him staring at my face. I saw love, yes love, in his eyes and it scared me.
"Edward if thats all then I really have to get going." I said and I knew that I really just want to stay here with him forever, but that look that he is giving me scares me to shit.
"Bella don't go." He whisperd and it stoped me in my tracks. I stareed at him, at the words he just said with so much emotion. He caressed my face and pushed me up against the building wall. I felt his erection on my stomach, but I knew that he is not thinking of sex right now.
"Bella I have to tell you something, something important." He whispered and my eyes widen more. I can't let him tell those three little words that I know he is going to say.
"Bella I-" I cut him off.
"Edward don't! Don't say those kind of things. Please just don't" I could see the hurt in his eyes and I think my heart just crumbled. I can't let him in, because I know what kinds of things he does to girls. I can't let my heart get broken.
"Bella I'm not going to hurt you." He told me and I know my emotions are playing on my face. I look at him with tears in my eyes and hid lips smashed into mine again. Except with this kiss it wasn't hot and firey, it was sweet and I could feel the love he had for me in that one kiss. His hand slowly slid down the curve of my body and went to the back of my thigh to lift it up around his waist.
"Edward we can't." I whispered breathing hard from that kiss, but he just shook his head and gave my butterfly kisses down to my neck, kissing away my tears. I felt him nimble and suck on my neck, knowing he was leaving his mark on me. His hand slid down my other side and lift my other leg on his waist so that he was holding me up by my butt and pushing me harder into the wall. I moaned a little when he made his way down to chest and I felt him shift his weight so that he was holding me up by one hand and the other was going up my shirt.
"Edward we have to stop." I panted, but he knew me well enough to know I didnt want to stop.
"Bella please, for once, just do what you want too." He whispered and for I stopped and thought about what he said. I decided that I will do what I want instead of what is right. So i reached my arms up and around his neck and pulled him closer. He saw my decision right away and pushed up my shirt and bra so he could get to my boobs with his mouth. Then he took my hardened nupple in his mouth and sucked and nibbled on it. I moaned put my hand in his hand hair to pull his face closer. His hand went under my skirt and played around the edge of my panties, I moaned louder.
"Edward lets go to your car." I whispered and he nodded his head and let him go.
"Here get on my back." He told me.
"Um, what?" I asked, okay thats not weird.
"Get on my back and I'll run over to my car." He said a little anxious.
"Okay then." I mubbled and he bent down so I could get on his back. Then he took off. running as fast as he could, which was pretty fast for a guy to have a 110 lb girl on his back. He unlocked the door and threw me in the passenger seat, layed back the seat, and got in on top of me. He kissed his way down to my breast and then pulled off my shirt and his. I marveled at his fit chest and put one my hands on it and the other one in my hair to bring him closer.
"Edward.." I moaned and heard him groan too. He flipped us over so that now I was on top and he started unbuttoning his pants. I wasn't watching I was too busy leaving my own mark on his neck and collar bone. He groaned once more and slid my panties off.
"Shit." Edward said and I stopped to look at him.
"What?" I asked and looked down. His dick was out and swollen. My clit tightened in antispation.
"I don't have a condom damnit." Edward groined and not in the sexual way either.
"Oh, I'm taking birth control so it's okay." I told him and lifted my butt off of him.
"You ready?" Edward asked and I nodded. He took me by the hips with one hand and held his dick in the right spot with the other hand. I put my arms in his hair and moaned when he made contact with him. I moved my hips, riding him while he thrust into me, making me moan louder.
"Oh god Bella.." He moaned and tried to go faster.
"Edward.." I moaned out his name and connected my lips with his.
"Bella.. I love you." He whispered and I froze. Stop moving at all and just stared at him while he was still in me. I didn't know what to do, but I couldn't tell him the truth.
"Bella what's wrong?" He asked noticing I wouldn't do anything, but stare at him. I felt him move his hips around and that also made his dick move in side me a little.
"You what?" I asked thinking maybe he said something wrong, but I knew in my heart that he meant those words; he did love me.
"I love you Bella.." Edward whispered and Oh god did my heart just crack. I got off of him and climbed into the drivers seat. I started to feel the tears roll down my face and I let them. I let myself be vulerable and cry in front of him.
"Bella why are you crying?" Edward asked with such gentlness that my tears came harder and I couldn't, wouldn't, stop them from falling..
"Because I can't give you what you want back.." I whispered and I felt him let out his breath. I knew I just hurt him so badly, but I had to tell him the truth, had to make him see. I felt the car shift and looked just in time to see Edward getting out of the car putting on his shirt and walk away from me. The tears fell harder and I didn't meet the group, I didn't move, I stayed where I was and remembered my summer with Edward. No one knew what went on and I'm glad. I crawled into the backseat and cried until I fell asleep in his car. He never did return and I knew he wouldn't be the same anymore. I just changed him forever...
OKAY OKAY SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? THIS IS MY FIRST TWILIGHT STORY AND THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE IN EPOV BUTTT IF IT IS BAD PLEASE TELL ME AND I WILL JUST START ALL OVER!!! I WANT THIS TO BE GOOD AND NO JASPER AND ALICE ARE NOT DATING AND NEITHER ARE EMMETT AND ROSALIE. NO ONE IS DATING NO ONE RIGHT NOW AND THE SUMMER YOU MAY ASK? WELL IT WILL BE IN THE NEXT CHAPTER. BELLA JUST BROKE EDWARDS HEART BC OVER THE SUMMER HE FELL HARD FOR HER AND BOY I MEAN HARD. BUT NOW... HE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.
