Disclaimer: I do not own Dragon Ball Z/Gt. Or the song Tourniquet by Evanesense.

A/n: This is very sad.. so if you don't like that kind of thing then do not read. So now I will get started.

I tried to kill the pain

But only brought more

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayl

I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved

Am I too lost?

Pan had done it. She was so close to killing herself. She had blood pouring from her wrists. All she wanted was for it to be done.

She had called her mother to have her come pick up her son so he wasn't around when she did this.

She really wanted to be around Trunks again and this was the only way she could think of doing it. The pain really didn't bother her she had been through worse. The one thing that did though was the fact that it was going by so slowly. She wasn't dying fast enough in her opinion.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to my salvation

Pan began to cry. What had she done? Did she really want to die? What would her family think, but a voice in her head told her that the only thing that would ever make her happy was death, but did she want to listen to the voice? Yes, everything it was telling her was true she did want to see Trunks again, but what about their son? The voice kept pressing the matter. Do it, do it., it told her. She put a cloth to her writsts and began to hold it there. She couldn't let herself die like this. The voice bacame louder and louder until she couldn't take it anymore. She removed the cloth and let her blood flow freely.

Do you remember me,

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side

Or will you forget me

I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved

Am I too lost?

Pan slowly began to pass out from the loss of blood. She could see things blurily in front of her. She finally hit the floor. Death hadn't entered her yet she was still breathing.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me Salvation

Her breath became raspy, but she was still alive. The voice in her head was screaming 'Yes!" Her wrists throbbed with pain as the last remains of her blood spilt out of the wounds she had inflicted upon herself.

My wounds cry for the grave

My sould cries for deliverece

Will I be denied Christ

Tourniquet

My suicide

It was done. Pan had done it. She had killed herself. It took a while, but she had done what she wanted to, or what that voice inside of her head wanted.

She hadn't left a reason why she just did it. Her family had no idea why. Which of course left them questioning it. Why had she? SHe was so happy. Wait.. Trunks. They soon knew that she missed Trunks so much, but what about her son.. their son? He went to live with Gohan and Videl.

A/N: Hey sorry if any of you are crying.. I was as I wrote this.