I'd just thought I'd let you all know, that I've got massive Stendan feels right about now. So that's how come I've started writing stories again. It's just something to pass the time with and I have been missing writing about our boys. I do plan on starting my Fifty Shades of Mr Brady story again, but I don't know when.

Anyway, here's another small fic for you all to enjoy.

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Hey Bren, thanks for your letter the other day it really put a smile on my face. I read it while John Paul was working, he would have been in a mood with me if I was reading it while he was in the same room as me. I'm sorry I've disappointed you, I didn't mean for all them things to happen it just did and I'm not happy about it myself.

Yeah the drug taking started after Doug got killed, we were planning on doing a trip around the world, but Sinead brought in a bomb and it went off killing Doug and hurting a lot of people that were in the room with us. And then other things started fucking up for me, I found my dad and he told me that I had 2 sister and 2 nieces and they all welcomed me in to the family right away.

Then a year later my dad and step-mam got killed in a car crash, that was cause by Leela's ex boyfriend and that hit me badly. I'd only just found them and they got taken away from me. My drug problem got bad again and I started drinking while taking the drugs as well. I almost drowned myself and I ended up on life support in the hospital. Leela and Tegan admitted me to a drug rehab centre and I stayed there for a while, and only John Paul came to see me.

Yeah I do have HIV Bren, I'm really sorry you got told that by Cheryl, it should have been me to tell you what happened. But I didn't find out about it until the beginning of this year, when I'd only been married to John Paul for a couple of weeks. I didn't mean for it to happen it just did, I was mad at John Paul and I went out an hooked up with someone.

I only found out about Sinead being pregnant on the day of my wedding to John Paul, but I'd locked her in one of the rooms so she couldn't tell anyone. But she did tell everyone on the night of the wedding party, people where not happy with me including John Paul, but they all got over it. We named her Hannah, she was a gorgeous baby with a lovely smile and she was quite on the nights not waking us up of needing food or to get changed. But I don't get to see her anymore, Sinead took off and she took Hannah with her, when she found out I was seeing Tony's son Harry.

I need to tell you this Bren, but I've fallen in love with Harry, I didn't mean for it to happen but it just did. But people have been getting in the way of us being together and I don't blame them for it. My friendship with Tony has been ruined and he doesn't want to know me anymore, just because I am fooling around with Harry.

I would love it if you could send me a visiting order Bren, it would be lovely to see you again and don't worry I won't bring John Paul with me, it might be on of my sister that will come with me. I still want you to know that I love you still, nothing is going to change that. Your in my life for ever Brendan Brady and don't you forget that.

Until next time

Ste

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