I was pinned to the bed and overwhelming heat surrounded me. I could hear Paul soft snores next to me, I felt trapped, this wasn't how I imagined my life to lead me. When you are a little girl you dream of prince charming coming to rescue their fair maiden from the evil step mother, I laughed at that, I had half of that story I suppose my step mum was a bitch but my prince charming…not so much.

Did I love Paul? No. He was 'the guy' at school every girl wanted to date, captain of the football team, a body that should be illegal, independence, hell he was even like one of the cleverest people at our school, so yeah basically he was perfect.

It all started when Dean Colder had his 18th birthday…

Flashback…

Dean Colder's birthday was the talk of the town. His parents where super rich and spoiled Dean rotten, so his birthday was going to be amazing!

I put on a peach coloured dress, with white pumps and a big chunky beady necklace I spent a few minutes doing my make up and then I was all set.

I decided to get changed at Paul's house because I was staying over for the night to have some 'quality' time together. I can safely say I will be enjoying tonight whilst my Mum thinks I am at Emma Kings house.

I skipped downstairs to see Paul and his best friend Jared and his girlfriend Kim in the living area. Me and Kim were also really good friends so it was nice.

"Looking hot tonight Eve!"

Although I knew it was a joke I still blushed. I tried to come up with a witty comeback.

"Not too bad your self Jared, the pink really brings out the colour in your eyes"

Me and Jared were exchanging quick comebacks when I caught Paul's glare.

Why was he looking at me like that? He looked furious. Jared must of caught on too because he became suddenly quiet.

I knew I needed to ask Paul what his problem was. I think Jared and Kim took the atmosphere as the queue to leave.

"Well cya in a few guys!"

Kim and Jared made a quick escape.

I was all of a sudden very cautious about my self appearance - Paul was literally observing me from head to toe.

It was quite for a few minutes then. You could hear the distant ticking of the clock on top of the TV. I didn't want to start the conversation first but by the look on Paul's face I knew I had too.

"Paul, what's the matter? What have I done?"

He was huffing in annoyance like it was completely obvious. What had I done? didn't he want me anymore?

"What have you done? You come down here looking cheap and tacky like some whore and start flirting with Jared! What? Are you fucking him too? Because you two seemed awfully cosy together!"

I was in complete and utter shock. Did he really think that low of me? I felt like crying. I felt dirty and ashamed.

"Wha-What do you mean? I would never do that, my dress is just above my knee it isn't that short Paul - and Jared? Really? Am with you not him he is with my best friend! How can you even say something like that too me?"

He was still giving me that look it was starting to freak me out.

"Why do you need to dress like that? Who are you trying to impress Eve? You don't dress like that for me that's for sure"

I felt a mixture of emotions the way Paul was talking too me…betrayed, hurt and anger. How could he say that. Paul was my world, my everything. How could he say that too me when he has properly slept with half of La Push behind my back…Anger took over me.

"Me cheat on YOU! YOU DO HAVE SOME NERVE PAUL! YOU DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW THE RUMORS ABOUT KATIE HARRIS OR SHARON ADAMS? AND YOU TELL ME I AM THE WHORE. AM SO SICK IF YOU CONTROLLING ME, TELLING ME WHAT TO DO LIKE I AM YOUR LITTLE PUPPET. WE ARE OVER. AM SO DONE WITH YOU."

I started to storm out of the door. I didn't realise I was crying until I felt warm liquid run down my neck sending goose bumps from other cool air to make me shiver.

Suddenly I was yanked back into the room at such speed I felt dizzy. I was pinned against the wall by Paul's firm grip.

"Where do you think your going!"

"Home, or maybe to Deans party but its none of your business so let me go now."

"Ha-ha! Your quite convincing when you want to be Eve. But this-" he pointed between us both "-isn't over until I say it is!"

His grip was getting unbearably hard on my upper arms. I felt like my bones would shatter any minute. His voice was deep and terrifying. This wasn't my Paul. This is a possessive, dominant arse hole!

I tried to put on a brave face and stay strong. But I could feel that my mask was slowly slipping. How could I one minute be excited about going to a party with my boyfriend to the next minute being pinned up against the wall by this monster of a man."

"Paul get of me" I started to fidget, I was starting to feel trapped and scared "PAUL GET OFF ME! HELP!"

All of a sudden I felt a sharp pain across my face.

He just slapped me.

"Listen to me little girl. You are mine and you will do as I say, ok?"

From then on I knew I was in trouble.

End of flashback

So, I went from the bubbly, fresh kind girl to a loner with no friends. Soon after my 18th birthday I moved in with Paul and his controlling ways got worse. He always accused me of cheating on him with guys who just make eye contact with me passing by.

About 3 months later Paul stopped using protection when we where having sex insisting we should have a baby to start our family. Lucky enough I am on the Pill but if Paul ever found out I knew I would be in trouble. Big trouble, how could I bring a baby into this life?

Although he controlled me and made me unhappy sometimes, there were also times where he could be very sweet and caring. We cuddle on the sofa watching DVD's, he runs me hot baths and washes my hair. But their was one side of Paul and I don't know how dominant that part was that wasn't the person who he used to be. He could change, like the switch of a light, and I never wanted to be near him when that happens because in all honesty Paul Meraz terrifies me.

I have this whole story planned out! I am so excited to write more if you guys like it. I wanted to make Paul darker in this story, so I hope I accomplished this idea. Tell me what you think!

I am going to put pictures up for this story so check them out!

Sophie x