Hello, everybody! Welcome to my first story (in a very long time). I had a fan fiction account years ago, but I haven't been on in ages and I haven't published any of my written work in a while. I hope you guys like this!

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Prologue

I'd never given much thought to how I would die- though I'd had reason enough in the last few months- but even if I had, I would not have imagined it like this.

I screamed as loud as I could, a string of profanities leaving my mouth so quickly that I couldn't even bother trying to decipher my own words. I knew that other people could hear me, probably all the way down the hall and in the waiting room, but I didn't care. For once in my life, I didn't care what anybody thought.

This was literal hell. I felt as if my insides were being ripped apart from the inside- as if every single bone in my body was being broken at once, only this was worse. It had to be. I knew without a shadow of a doubt that this was how I was going to die. There was no way anybody could live through this pain and survive to tell the tale. Except people did every single day.

"Push, Bella, come on. You can do this baby!" I squeezed Edward's hand as hard as I could, and pushed with all of my might.

"One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Eight. Nine. Ten."

"You're doing great, Bella. Just a couple more pushes and your baby will be here."

But it isn't my baby. It never was.

I let out a breath and sweat dripped into my mouth. Disgusting, but I didn't care. I breathed a few minutes. In and out. In and out. Like they taught me in the stupid classes I only went to once.

"Okay Bella, another one is coming up soon, I'm gonna need you to push again, okay?" The doctor asked from her place between my legs.

"I can't fucking do this!" I shouted at nobody in particular, openly sobbing.

"You can do this, Bella, I know you can!" Edward's mother, Esme encouraged.

"I can't!" I screamed, shaking my head back and forth.

"You can, Bella," Edward encouraged. "You're so strong, baby. You can do this."

"Alright Bella, here it comes," the doctor warned me. "Get ready."

"One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Eight. Nine. Ten."

I pushed with all of my might, giving it everything I had. Suddenly, the pressure was gone and a loud cry filled the room.

"It's a girl!" Dr. Hansen announced.

There she was, my precious little angel. My baby girl. She was beautiful.

Suddenly, the room went hazy. I could barely recognize anything as Edward leaned in to kiss me, as they took my angel across the room. I heard my heart monitor speed up beside my bed, and I faintly heard doctors become frantic.

"-losing blood."

"Have to hurry."

"Get him out of the room, now."

"Bella!"

Then everything went black.

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