I see the way you look at me,
The hatred in your eyes.
You think you have me down,
But you don't understand my lies.
You cannot understand it.
You cannot hear my cries.
I'm yelling and I'm screaming,
But I'm keeping it inside.
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The coldness takes a hold of me,
It bites into my skin.
And now the mark's a part of me,
Reminds me of my sin.
I didn't want any of this,
The guilt I hold within.
I try so hard to break free,
But I know I'll never win.
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Now I look into the mirror,
And see a shadow of a man.
The bags under his eyes,
My eyes – why can't they understand?
This wasn't what I wanted.
This wasn't in the plans.
But now I can't turn back,
And I don't know who I am.
I've never known who I am.
