My friends are still pissed at me. I wish I could tell them everything, how Nefret is like the biggest witch with a B. I don't plan on going into details about Loren, I wish I could go back, and stop myself from ever making that mistake. I realize now that I loved Erik, well it's too late for that now. With out the imprint I didn't really feel the same about Heath. Yes I love him, but it's not as strong not that I know who was right for me, and that was Erik. I don't expect him to come back to me_ I was a jerk. Hell I don't know why I would think Loren ever loved me. Please don't remind me that I'm not a virgin anymore.

I looked up from the babble that was going on inside my head, and I was at the dinning hall AKA the cafeteria. I slowly walked to my doom, at the table with the Twins, Damien, and his boyfriend Jack.

The all looked up when I sat down, They all gave me different looks. The twins, was an angry glare__ Jeesh they were mad, Damien was sort of mad, but I feel bad for you look, and Jack was smiling. I kind of regretted sitting there, but I couldn't leave I've been hiding for three days, and things between us defiantly haven't gotten better yet.

"Hi" I said sheepishly. Maybe they would forget everything, and just start talking to me again__ yeah right. I lied to them.

They didn't say anything. The silent treatment. They continued with the bickering they started before I sat down.

I deserved this.

I heard a commotion it was a dog running into the dining hall. Not to far behind him was a fledgling I have never seen. I wasn't going to find out. I felt my throat get all scratchy like a cough was coming. I get up quickly, if I was going to cough I didn't' want to worry anyone. It was nothing, or at least that is what I told my self.

I ran outside, I wanted some fresh air. I leaned against the wall. I let out the cough.

"That was nothing, I whispered to myself."

I started walking when I coughed again. I couldn't fool my self for much longer. I was going to die, with no friends. I sat down on the ground. At least no one was here to witness this, I remember how traumatized I was after I saw Stevie rae reject the change.

I coughed again, this time there was blood. My blood didn't smell as sweet as other blood. Maybe it was because I knew I was dying.

There was pain in my chest I coughed disgusting wet coughs, and blood was spurting everywhere.

"Zoey, are you out here? I need to talk to you." I heard Damien call out into the night. No, he can't see me like this, go away.

I tried being quiet, but I kept coughing. He walked over to where he knew a fledgling was dying. I didn't look up at him, but he saw it was me. "Zoey."

Tears were streaming down my face, "I'm dying, Damien."

He was crying to, "I'm no mad at you, that is why I came out here, I'll never stop being your friend."

He was at my side holding me up, he pulled out his cell phone, "Shawnee, Erin, come outside now."

I wanted to protest, they shouldn't come, first of all they hate me, and second I love them to much for them to see me like this.

My eyes were shut, and my lungs, were barley moving, because of the blood that filled them. When I heard, Erin, "Zoey, no." I heard her gasp.

Shawnee chimed in, "you, can't die."

I Let out a final cough before I let the darkness, that was clouding my vision take over.

I died. I felt my spirit lift out of my body. I got one last glimpse of the twins, and Damien standing over my bloody body crying. Then I saw Nyx.