Summary: Cameron Davidson is a normal girl with the perfect life... right? Well, normal and perfect are farthest from the truth. This is real truth about Cameron's life. Told by Cameron, herself, on how she is forced to move out of her old town and change what she has become so accustom to over the years.

Rating: PG-13 for Mild Language, Brief Themematic Elements, and Some Sensual Content.

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi: The Next Generation or any of the show's characters. I own nothing except for the characters i made up myself.

Chapter One: Some Changes Are Final

Cameron Delia Davidson seems to be a normal girl. She lives with bothe her parents, her father a successful business man,and her mother is mostly at home but is also in part time department sales. She has a great boyfriend who is there for her no matter that the situation. She does well in all her clases at school, plus she takes extra writing classes, mostly because she wants to become a writer or a poet you could say. Most of her classmates seem to enjoy her company. And she has ust obtained her driver's license with a wonderful test score. Her life does seem almost picture- perfect... right? Well, thats just what everyone sees her life as on the outside of the box. To really understand everything she goes through, you'll have to break through the shell of her 'perfect life' and venture on inside of the box. But once your inside there is no turning back...

I walked in the door a few minutes later than expected and started walking up the hard wood staris, my sneakers tapping louder with each step. I soon reached my room and slipped my black messanger backpack off my shoulder and onto my cherry-tinted hardwood flooring. After i had pulled off my navy blue sweatshirt, exposing my three- quarter length cut black shirt, i tied the hoodie around my waist, and reached for my cd case and journal. As i flipped through my cd case sleeves my intrest seemed to escape myself, until i came across one of my better cds, Phantom Planet. I set the cd inside my stereo and searched till i found the track that seemed to, oddly enough, give me inspiration, 'Nobody's Fault'. I began to lip some of the words, sat down on kmy bed, and reached back over to my journal flipping through the pages, finding one of my few unfinished poems. I racked my brain over my brains whenever i had a free minute (which was rarely) because its something that i did for myself, something i enjoyed. As i started to jot down a few more lines onto my unfinished poem, i heard my parents calling my name from the bottom of the stairs. Well, morew like myfather calling me and my mother loudly talking about to him and insistently saying my name louder everytime she mentioned it. I aggrivatedly closed my journal placing it in its usual spot, under my matress. then i turned off my music, left my room and walked down to the bottom of the stairs where my parents were standing, waiting.

"You rang.." I said shuffling past them over to our living room, plopping myself onto the cream colored couch, and then pulling a pillow onto my lap. My parents came into the room seconds afer me, taking a set in the smaller couch across from the couch i was seated in.

"Yes, well, Cameron your father... he has been provided with a promotion." My mother chirped happily.

I glanced over my father. "good for you pop," I began, a noticibly fake smile plastered on my face."but what exactly do you need me for, my approval?"

"No, not exactly. You see Cami, this promotion job has certain requirments for us, if i decide to take it."

I eyed my father carefully. "Requirments?"

My parents both nodded in unison, as my father kindly tightened his grip on my mother's hand.

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"FINE THEN!" I shouted walking quickly from the room i was just in.

My mother rushed to stand up from her seat. "Where exactly are you going?"

I eyed her angrily, clenched my teeth together tightly and i let my coldest expression take over my face. "Out!" I finalized the statement by slamming the door hardly against it's frame. We are moving... Moving! My paretns decided that it would be the best for all of us, but i never agreed to any of this. After argueing a bit with them i needed some space, away from everyone. I removed the hoodie from my waist and slipped it back over my head. As i walked down the street i looked at each house carefully, If we are to move i would nver see this street again... i stopped walking when the sudden shock came over me, Haiden. I will probably close to never see him agin once i move. I quickened my pace, trying to reach my boyfriend's house before i broke down, inside and out. I soon reached his street and slowly walked to his house. How was i supposed to tell him i am moving miles away and i don't know when i'll see him again. the thought alone had brought tears dripping from my eyes. When i reached the door i knocked a few times lightly. trying to compose myself i wiped the tears from my eyes just as Haiden's older sister, Rebecca, answered the door.

"Cam, you okay sweetie?" She asked concerned. She was always like a big sister to me.

I nodded trying to give a smile. "Is Haiden home?"

She nodded her head, bringing me inside. "You can go in his room, he's just doing some homework."

I nodded once again and walked to his room, where i had been many times before I tapped on the door with my knuckles quietly before cracking the door open slightly.

He was still concentrated on his school books when he spoke to me. "Who is it?"

Just the sound of his voice brought more tears to my eyes. I swallowed then spoke in a whisper. "Haiden."

He then looked up at me, noticing i was upset, he hopped up from his desk to my side. "Cam, what's wrong?" He said wrapping his arm around me.

His loving concern made more tears spill from my eyes and down my cheeks. "I-i don't want this to end... you and me."

He pulled me close to him a few of my tears dripping onto his gray tee shirt. "Oh, baby nothing is gonna end between us." He said putting his hand under my chin and wiping my tears away with his other hand.

I nodded and then took a seat on his bed. He shut his door and joined me on the bed. "What's wrong, why are you so upset?" He was apparently concerned.

I took my hand and started to play with the ends of his shirt. "My dad got a promotion and we have to, to move."

His face imediatly looked overcome with saddness. We sat in silence for a little bit, he then took my hand in his. "I don't care, we can still be together."

I put my hand on his neck and started to stroke the back of his hair. "You sure... because its not so close, and we won't get to see each other a lot and-"

"I'm sure." He smiled.

"There's a lot of girls and with me not around you might want them instead." I was worried i mean i'm not gonna be around, and he is very capable of getting any girl he wanted.

He put his free hand on my side pulling me closer to him. "I won't get any other girls. I want you, Cam. I love you" He said with such sincerity that made me melt.

"Okay." I layed back and pulled him in for a kiss.

He pulled back, smiling. "Trust me."

I nodded puling him close to my face, but quickly pushing him back. 'What if your upset and she--"

He cut my off by putting his finger to my mouth, then crashing his lips with mine.

(A/N- The next chapter will be longer... i hope you liked it.)