Author's note: I was bored and I wanted to write a fanfic about Roxas and Sora. I really love this pairing and I think they are cute as brothers. I also wanted to write something where Cloud and Tifa had sons so yeah. And yes this is a twincest fic, so if you don't like it then get out and don't read.

Disclaimer: I don't own kingdom hearts because if I did then Sora and Roxas would have most likely been brothers and Cloud and Tifa would have been there parents. I love twincest for some reason.

Love of a Brother.

Chapter 1: Attacked

Roxas Pov:

That day, 10 years ago, started out like any other; boring and uneventful. I was playing with Sora (more like picking on him if you ask me) while Mom was getting deliveries ready for Dad. Problem is Dad usually takes a couple of days or even weeks before he decides to come home. Mom just says Dad wants reassurance that his old enemy Sephiroth is dead, but Mom already knows the truth.

He is alive.

She hasn't told Dad 'cause she doesn't want him to rush off into a battle and leave us behind. Besides, me and Sor-Sor love our father. Sor-Sor, ha. I gave my brother that nickname because he was being a pain in the butt, but the runt loved the name anyway.

Any who, the next thing I heard was a motorcycle engine shutting off and the vehicle coming to a stop in the garage at the bar. Mom owned a bar called Seventh Heaven which she didn't think was a good idea, seeing as how she had two 5 year old sons. It was Uncle Barret who gave her the idea anyway, but Dad said he like it.

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(A/N: this is the starting of 5 year old Roxas pov.)

Mommy made her way to the door to greet Daddy, her reddish brown eyes hinting at the happiness inside of her. "Cloud! You're home!" Mommy couldn't help but hug Daddy before he could even make it into the house. "Course I'm home Tifa. Why wouldn't I be?" "Just figured you were looking for Seph- I mean you know who again." Mommy smiled, trying to hide that sad look, but Daddy saw it. Daddy always sees the sadness in people.

Daddy never got the chance to respond to Mommy because me and Sora decided we wanted hugs from Daddy now, since Mommy had gotten one. "Daddy!!!" Sora got to Daddy first so naturally he got hugged first, but that's ok cuz Daddy gives us equal hugs, meaning I'll get hugged first next time. "Hey Sora. How's my little man?" "I'm O'tay Daddy. Me and Roxas played today." Sora giggled causing his spiky chocolate locks to bounce.

Sora and I are twins and while we almost look exactly alike, I have blond hair while Sora has brown. People are always saying that I take after Daddy while Sor-Sor takes after Mommy, but then again some say we both take after Daddy since we have his ocean sky blue eyes and his spiky gravity defying hair, and I promise that it is all natural. Other than our hair color being different we are pretty much the same, but Sora is more energetic and loud while I'm more quiet and calm; or at least that's what Mommy says.

"I'm glad to hear that." Daddy smiled one of his rare smiles at us, while he slowly looked my way. "And how's my big little man doing?" "I'm O'tay too Daddy. Sor-Sor is ok too cuz I took care of him, so he wouldn't get hurt." "I wouldn't get hurt, Roxas. I'm not that clumsy," Sora fumed. "It's ok Sora. Don't be mad at Roxas. He just wants to protect his little brother." Daddy pulled me into his arms as well, and picked us both up. "He's only 6 minutes older than me," Sora replied, holding up seven fingers. Daddy just smiled and kissed our foreheads. Mommy couldn't help but giggle, as she took Sora from Daddy. "Cloud, you need to deliver one more thing and then at least come home and take a break or something. You really need one."

Daddy sighed as he put me down. I could tell he didn't want to work. "Where is it?" "Not too far. You just have to deliver this strange book to Merlin. If you leave now and don't make any pit stops, you should make it back in at least four hours." Mommy glared at Daddy sternly like she did at us when we took cookies from the cookie jar before dinner. "I won't go looking for him again. Ok? I promise." Patting me and Sor-Sor on the head, Daddy grabbed the book and went to the door. "See you guys tonight." After Daddy kissed Mommy goodbye he started the engine of his motorcycle and was gone.

"Mommy put me down pwease. I wanna wave at Daddy." Mommy obliged to Sora's requests seeing as how he wouldn't stop wiggling. Sora grabbed my hand and we both ran out the door waving at Daddy. We couldn't wait to see him again.

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It had been about 2 hours since Daddy left and Sor-Sor was now asleep. I was lying next to him but I really wanted to ask Mommy when Daddy would be back. I didn't wanna leave Sor-Sor though cuz he didn't like being alone and I know he'd cry if he found out I left.

I waited as a few more minutes went by before I couldn't take it any more. I slowly shifted in the bed trying to get out of Sora's strangle hold. When I finally succeeded, I kissed Sora on the forehead and whispered, "I'll be back Sor-Sor."

As I slowly made my way downstairs, I heard rain start hitting the roof of the house. Just as long as it didn't start thundering Sora wouldn't wake up. As I made my way to the bottom step I could hear the TV.

"Here in the waterway it would seem small creatures have appeared. When first sighted they appeared to be coming from Ansem's castle. Could they just be another experiment; or is the world really in trouble this time?" I was now in the doorway watching the broadcast, not really wanting to interrupt, since Mommy seemed really interested in what was going on. The next thing that happened though scared me. The man on the TV was attacked by the little creatures. Their yellow eyes starring through him as though there was something inside of him that they wanted, and they started to claw at his chest. I tried to hold it in but I couldn't; I gasped.

Mommy turned around, shutting the TV off quickly. "Roxas? What are you doing down here? I thought you were upstairs sleeping with your brother." "I was, but I wanted to know when Daddy would get home." "Soon, baby, soon." I walked over to the couch and sat on it, looking at my Mommy with distress. "But he's out in the rain with those bad things." Mommy smiled before she pulled me into a hug. "Your father can take care of himself honey. He is an expert fighter, and as long as you have faith in him, he'll be ok." I just nodded. "Besides, you father will always make it back to his light, no matter how strong the darkness may be."

I didn't understand what Mommy meant. "Who is daddy's light?" I tilted my head to show my confusion to my Mommy. Running her hand through my spiky blond locks, Mommy smiled even bigger, "You, your brother, and I. We are your Daddy's light, baby. Your Daddy will be able to make it back just fine."

Before I could ask how she knew this for certain, thunder shook the house. It was the loudest noise I had ever heard in my entire life. "ROXAS!!!!!!!!!!" Never mind, that was the loudest noise I've ever heard in my entire life. "Uh oh. Mommy I have to go. Sor-Sor is crying now. I have to go make it better," and with that said I ran up the stairs to our room.

I was right, Sor-Sor was crying like crazy. I crawled into the bed and hugged my brother, holding his head against my chest. "I'm sorry Sor-Sor. I wanted to check for Daddy. I won't do it again, I promise."

Sora sniffled before he could say anything, "I had a bad dweam that we would get separated from each other and then I woke up when I heard the thunder, and you were gone. I got scared." Sora broke down with more sobbing. I may only be 5 but I knew nothing I could say at that moment would make Sora feel better, so I just held him tighter. I ran my left hand through his hair just like Mommy had done to me downstairs.

When Sora finally calmed down, 10 minutes later, we made our way downstairs. We had just gone into the kitchen, to get Sor-Sor some milk, when the doorbell rang. "I'll get it!" When Mommy opened the door, Uncle Reno was outside soaking wet. "Reno come in! Where is Rude?" "Those bastards got him. Those black things are all over. We were making our way here to check on you, but then we were attacked. Rude was able to fight them off for a while but then this giant hole of darkness just swallowed him up. Are you and the kids alright?" Ringing out his fiery red hair, Reno looked around the house.

Sor-Sor was so happy to see Uncle Reno that he ran up and hugged his leg, when he appeared in the kitchen. "Hey there Sora! What's going on little man?" "I'm not that little anymore Uncle Reno." "I'm sorry Sora. I didn't mean to call you little then, since you're getting so big." Sora didn't answer him though. He just dug his face into Uncle Reno's leg hiding his embarrassment. Uncle Reno just laughed at this. "Still as shy as ever I see."

"Roxas I think you need to take your brother upstairs so me and Reno can talk ok baby?" "Ok Mommy." I grabbed Sora and had to pry him off of Uncle Reno with all my might, but when I finally did get him off, we went upstairs to play hide and seek. I had to volunteer to be it, but then again I'm always it first. So it didn't really matter who went first since I know where all of Sor-Sor's hiding places are. It only took me about three minutes to find him. We played for about an hour and by that time Uncle Reno had left, because he didn't want to be a bother and because he had just come to see if we were alright.

Sor-Sor and I made our way downstairs again because we didn't want to be alone and we wanted to wait for Daddy together with Mommy. Besides the storm wasn't letting up and Sor-Sor was getting scared; it was apparent by the fact that he wouldn't let go of my hand and was holding it in death grip. "Sor-Sor, could you stop squeezing my hand so hard? It's starting to hurt a little." "Sorry Roxas," Sora said, his voice shaking a little as he let go of my hand and looked down at his feet. "I miss Daddy, and I'm scared. What if he doesn't come back? I don't want Daddy to die." When Sora looked up at me again his eyes were brimming with tears. "Make Daddy come back Roxas."

I just stood there. I didn't know what to say. If I told the truth then Sora would cry even harder and I didn't want that, but I couldn't just lie to him. So I did the only thing I could do; I told the truth. "I can't Sora. Daddy will come home when he can. Till then Mommy said we just have to have faith in Daddy. If we do then he will come home, because we're his light. Daddy needs us. He won't just leave." I didn't have time to come up with any thing else and I had run out of things to say anyway. That didn't seem to matter to Sora though because he hugged me. "Thank you Roxas. You're right. We just need to believe in Daddy and he will be home."

"Hey? Sora? Roxas? What are you two doing down here? You should be asleep, it's almost ten." Mommy was looking up at us from the bottom of the stairs trying to be stern but it wasn't really working. "We wanted to wait for daddy with you. Can we?"

Mommy thought about it for a second before she smiled at us. "Sure you can boys, but not for long. If he isn't here in thirty minutes then you have to go to bed, ok? If he comes home after you go to bed than I will send him up to your room to say hi." Sora and I looked at each other for a second before we went blasting down the last three steps and into our Mother's arms, both of us giving her a kiss on each cheek.

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The thirty minutes past by faster than we thought they would and still Daddy was not home. Sor-Sor was asleep and I was slowly following. "Come on guys, time to go to bed. I'll send your father to you when he gets home." I really didn't want to get up, so I held my arms out wanting to be carried. Mommy obliged to my need and picked me and Sor-Sor up to carry us upstairs. "Thank you Mommy," Sora yawned.

Mommy laid us in my bed, knowing Sor-Sor wouldn't sleep any other way. I grabbed Sora's hand to let him know I was here, as Mommy tucked us in and kissed us good night. "Night my angels," Mommy smiled as she turned off the light. "Night Mommy." Next thing I knew, I was dreaming of my Daddy coming back home to us.

I woke up to a giant explosion shaking our house. I was scared but I couldn't think about that at the moment, all I could think about was Sora and my Mommy. Daddy had always made me the man of the house when he had to leave, so it was my job to protect my Sor-Sor and Mommy. I didn't want to disappoint my Daddy; he trusts me and I wanna prove I'm tough enough to protect my family. I knew Mommy could protect herself though, so I pushed my fear aside to search for my brother. "Sora? Sora, where are you?" My question was answered by silence, but before I could panic Sora came out of the bathroom. "Roxas. Daddy isn't back yet, and those cweatures are outside." I quickly got off the bed to hold him, so he wouldn't start crying. "It's ok Sor-Sor. Mommy and I will protect you. Daddy will too when he gets home." "Mommy went to fight them off. I can't find Mommy," Sora sobbed.

Rubbing Sora's back, I looked out the window. I didn't like what I saw. There was a big creature outside. It was black, like all the other creatures, but it was as big as a 5 story building. It had yellow eyes and what looked like little jump ropes coming out of its head. On its chest there was a giant heart shape cut out of it. I made the mistake of gasping, which alarmed Sora.

I held his face to my chest, not wanting him to see the monster. He tried to fight me off, but gave up when I didn't let go. I heard footsteps running up the stairs and just as I looked at the door, Mommy came running through it. "Mommy!" Me and Sora ran into our Mommy's waiting arms. "We have to go. We can't wait for your father anymore, I'm sorry. If we do, we could be killed, and then your father would be sad. Do you understand?" Mommy looked at us both and I nodded to show her that I understood, while Sora hugged Mommy around the neck. "Roxas, if anything happens to me, I want you to get out of here, with your brother." Standing up, Mommy took our hands and led us down the stairs and into the awaiting storm of wind, rain, and monsters.

It wasn't long before we got separated from our Mommy. She had run into a big creature and started punching it with her gloved fists after telling us to run. I did as I was told, grabbing Sora's hand and running to Uncle Zack and Aunt Aerith's house. Maybe seeing Namine and Kairi would calm us both down. I looked back to check on Mommy but all I saw was her disappearing into the ground by a black hole in the ground. Being strong for Sora, I blinked back the tears and kept leading the way to our cousins' house.

I felt a tug on my arm and when I turned around again I could see Sora being dragged into the darkness too. "SORA!!!!!!" Tugging on his arm I tried to get him out of the darkness, tears beginning to sting my eyes. "Help me Roxas! I'm scared," reaching out for me with his other hand, Sora slowly disappeared. "SORA!!!!!" I could feel myself sinking as well now, and I knew I wouldn't be able to escape. I let the tears run freely down my cheeks as I too saw nothing but black. I had let my family down. I couldn't protect them, and most importantly I would probably never see them again. I want to see Daddy one more time before I die, but I guess I won't. I'm sorry I let you down Daddy, and I love you.

"ROXAS!!!!!!!" As the darkness spread over me, I could hear my Daddy's voice yelling my name, but I never got the chance to answer because my eyes slowly closed. I was falling asleep.

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I woke up in this town after that, and since that day I've always asked myself why. Why my family? Why us? Why did we have to be separated? Were they ok? But the question that haunted me the most was, why had I heard my Dad yelling my name?

When I had awoken I discovered myself in a new location. Picking myself up from the ground with renewed hope, I wondered if maybe my family had landed here as well. I found out I was on top of a clock tower which helped me a lot with trying to find my Mother, Brother and maybe even my Father, but I had no luck which just caused my hope to go crashing to the ground below me. I looked to the sky crying my eyes out hoping to God that I would get some sign that they were ok.

I never got one. At least not one telling me my parents and brother were ok, but in another 3 years I would get a sign telling me my cousin Namine was ok.

I glared at the sky cursing it as the sun began to set. At that time I thought the sky was weird. Even when the sun comes up, the sun and sky looks like it's resting in never ending twilight. I guess that is why this place is called Twilight town.

I'm still waiting for that sign and I've almost given up hope, but my friends Olette, Pence, and Hayner won't let me. I met them on my fourth day here, and we've been friends ever since.

Olette has brown hair that sort of falls to her shoulders and separates on either side of her head to create a pig tails look. Her green eyes match that of the leaves during the summer. She is very easy going and very strict when it comes to getting our homework done. Although it can get kind of annoying it does help us out, because if it wasn't for her Hayner and I would have probably failed last year. The thing is she has a crush on Pence but would never admit it. Funny thing is, is that Pence has a crush on her as well.

Pence has brown spiky hair held up by a bandana to keep it in its spiky state, because unlike what others say, his isn't natural like mine is. His brown eyes shine with the innocence of a 5 year old, but that is what we all love about him. Out of all of us Pence is the smartest and wisest. Sure he is a little chubby but it is all there to cushion his big heart. You know what they say; a big heart needs a big container to hold it.

Now Hayner, he has blond spiky hair which is also not natural but don't tell him that or else he'll get really angry. His brown eyes reflect the look of a leader and he uses that against us all saying that he is the born leader of our gang but we all just do what he says to make him feel better, just don't tell him that or it might kill him. Seriously, it might kill him.

Today I was again thinking of my family and the unlikelihood that they were still alive, and again every one was telling me not to sink to that level of thinking. They kept on reassuring me that Sora and them were ok and that they felt soon I would be reunited with them. Sooner than I thought too.

Figures that after 10 years of waiting I would meet up with my brother again.

Author's note: well there you go. I was so bored I decided to write you a fic on my birthday. Yep, today January 12, 2007 is my birthday. Who knew? I did that's who. Ok well what I said in the above statement for this fic, yes this will be a twincest fic but I don't do one of those kissing in every chapter kind of fics…..nope don't do those at all. In some chapters there will be twincest love and in others only brotherly love because you have to know how to balance it out, you know? Well any way Read and Review please. Hope to have chapter two up in about three maybe four days but don't bet on it. Oh and just to let you know I use 56 to tell when the age of the pov is going to change and 78 mean that the age is still the same but it is just kind of like a time jump or scene change. Ok well just wanted to tell you that. I also revised this chapter fixing all the mistakes cuz when it comes to mistakes I am anal about fixing them. Well see you in the next chapter.