Re: Zero does not belong to me
Previously in 'The Forgotten Prediction'
* They both lied down in bed and cuddled up together and slowly began to fall asleep, but in Subaru's case it was different because he felt like he was being separated from his own body *
Subaru suddenly felt light as if he wasn't even in his body. Little by little he recognized the sensation. it was the feeling he felt before returning from death but he wondered why was he feeling this sensation now if he hadn't die, not yet at least. Subaru continue feeling that sensation that it was not going away but suddenly he started to hear a voice ...
"Sub. .. ru ... .ubaru ... Subaru wake up"
Subaru heard someone calling him, he recognized the voice but he didn't know who it was, he just knew that he heard that voice before somewhere
"Subaru opens your eyes" said the voice
Subaru began to open the eyes that he didn't know he had because he didn't feel like he even had a body, Subaru opened his eyes and saw that he is in a strange place full of black haze
"Subaru at last woke up"
Subaru turned to see who was calling him and got little scared when he saw a shadow at his side, faceless but with an expression, Subaru sat and couldn't help but stared at the shadow at his side
" who are you?" asked Subaru confused
The shadow suddenly hugged Subaru "silly, I am the one who brought you here to this world" in a happy tone.
Subaru got scared when he realized who it was " th-th the witch"
The shadow got a sad expression " yes, I am the witch 'the witch of jealousy', but I would like you to call me by my name"
Subaru was confused because he didn't expect the witch to be so sensitive " okay, sa-satella, what do you want with me? and more importantly, why can't I see your face?"
Satella smiled at her name "thank you Subaru, don't worry, I will explain everything. First this place is your subconscious I can only enter here when you are very tired physically and mentally. Second you can't see my face because you don't know how I look like and because I don't have a physical body right now and third I wanted to talk to you" she got close and hugged him again " I wanted to thank you for everything you did for me, Subaru"
Subaru blushed "What do you mean? Did I help you?
Satella she released Subaru and sat at his side and smiled " Subaru the truth is that I brought you into this world to help me get rid of all the bad things I left before I lost my body"
Subaru got confused "what did I do?"
"Subaru thanks to you for the incident with the mabeasts all the towns and cities took more defense against the mabeasts, no there is no city or town without barriers. Thanks to this the mabeasts no longer have a way to feed on mana and will gradually die of hunger"
Subaru surprised "oh!, I didn't know that"
Satella Smiled " yes Subaru, and not only that, you get rid of Gula or the white whale as they said and thanks to you the leader of the cult died completely and with his death what remaining of the cult has no other option than to leave everything That they believed."
"wow!, I didn't know how much I had done"
Satella suddenly got sad " I'm sorry for having put you through so many things so many deaths and traumas"
Subaru looks down and thought about everything that happened, but when he looked up he smiled "don't worry about it too much, with all the good I did, and thanks to dying so many times at least I know that it was worth it" but then he put an annoy face "but was it necessary That you squeeze my heart every time I tried to tell someone that I could return from death?"
Satella nodded "I'm sorry Subaru but I couldn't allow you to talk about that ability I gave you, if I had let you enemies would have put you in a situation where you could never get out like dying infinitely"
Subaru got scared "thanks for stopping me every time I tried"
Satella smiled "No problem" but then she got serious "Subaru also wanted to let you know that since everything is good, you no longer need to be in this world"
"What do you mean?"
"I'm going to send you back to your world Subaru"
"but I have Rem now, I can't leave her like that"
Satella blushed "yes, I witnessed everything that happened to you"
Subaru blushed "everything?"
Satella nodded "Well that's not the case, the point is I can't leave you here Subaru because you don't belong in this world"
"But what do I tell Rem?" he said worry
Satella smiled a little but looked away "she ... Well she can go with you ... but only if she decides to"
"what do you mean by that?" asked Subaru confused
Satella look down "If you're going to take Rem to your world, you have to take everything that was, is, and will be Rem with you"
"I don't understand what you telling me" said Subaru confused
Satella got a sad face "you will understand when you wake up" she put her hand on the front of Subaru "I will talk to you again when you fall asleep ... .. see you later Subaru"
"satella? ..."
After calling her name, his sight clouded completely black and began to open his eyes little by little and saw that he returned to Rem's room but he realized that Rem was not lying down but sitting watching her hands, As if they had something on them
"Rem? ..."
Rem quickly turned towards Subaru but Subaru realized that Rem was crying. Tears rolled down her face without stopping
"Whatever happens, why are you crying?" asked Subaru worried
Rem looked at Subaru in shock but her tears didn't stop coming out "Subaru ..." more tears came out "Why are you alive if Rem killed you ..."
Subaru was shocked by what Rem said
"is this was she meant by everything Rem is, Rem has to remember all my past lives, even ... even in those she was the one that killed me" he worried and tried to touch her "Rem, what are you talking about? I'm right here…"
Rem do not let Subaru touch her and jumped out of the bed "don't touch me" Rem stood still looking at Subaru, crying and shivering "who are you? ... Subaru is dead ... Rem killed him" the tears didn't stop falling
" Satella why Rem has to go through this pain? thought Subaru with anger "Rem what are you talking about? I'm Subaru and I'm alive ..." he got off the bed tried to get closer "Maybe you had a nightmare?"
"STAY AWAY FROM ME! ... Rem knows it was not a nightmare ..." she Looked at Subaru, feeling shattered "Rem remembered it well how Rem cut off his arm with my morningstar and crushed Subaru's head ..." she opened her eyes wide when she remembered something else "that wasn't the only thing, Rem also remembers how Rem tortured Subaru hitting Him, hitting him, HITTING HIM, WITH MY CHAIN ... Because Rem thought he was a spy ... AAAHH" she covered her face with her hands "REM REMEMRES THAT SHE HATED SUBARU AND JUST WANTED TO KILL HIM"
Subaru remained surprised, he couldn't believe it, Rem remembered everything because with the detail in which she said it was exactly like it happened
Subaru got serious and calm "then you remember that when I had nightmares you and Ram took my hands. You remember that on the way to the mansion after my fight with Emilia, you left me at the hotel to go to the mansion first and you were killed when you arrived. You remember that in the Market I got a madness that would not let me talk, that I was kidnapped and that you got hurt so bad that they leaved you half dead when you tried rescue me, and you used your last breath to free me. And you must remember that the whale ate you trying to keep it away from me ..."
Rem stopped crying while Subaru said each of these events exactly like she remembered them. "How do you know all that?"
"because all that happened really happened and each one of those moments passed and we lived them together" he looked down "... even the time you killed and tortured me"
Rem's tears were still coming out "then you are Subaru? ... the same Subaru of all those times? ... the same Subaru ... Rem fell in love with?"
Subaru looked up "Yes, Rem, it's me I was always there with you"
Rem threw herself at Subaru, causing the two to fall back on the bed. Rem started crying on top of Subaru I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, SUBARU"
"It's ok Rem it's okay that was a long time ago"
Rem still thought about the time she killed him and raised a little to touched Subaru on his face, his body his arm "Subaru but how are you alive if all that really happened ... how are we alive ?. .."
Subaru sighed "it was Satella"
Rem got angry "the witch made you suffer?"
" yes ... Satella gave me a skill that ..." he thought before saying because nothing Well came every time he said it but since he had spoken directly with 'her', he thought it would be okay to tell her now "Satella gave me the ability to be able to return from death to be able to fix the bad things that she left before losing her body"
"but why didn't you tell me before?"
"Because she wouldn't let me ... you remember that sometimes the smell of the witch was strong on me"
Rem nodded
"she would squeeze my heart every time I tried to tell you or anyone else"
"but why is she letting you tell me now?"
"because I talked to her last night .. she was thanking her for fixing the problems she left with the mabeasts and the cult"
"That does not explain why he lets you tell me all this now"
Subaru sat up with Rem "because she told me that since everything is fixed ... she will return me to the world from which I came ..."
Rem got in shock
Subaru looked down with a sad face "Rem ... I have to go and never go back"
Rem hugged Subaru very strong in fear of letting go "NOOOO!" she began to cry "don't go away Subaru, don't leave me alone"
Subaru hugged her right back and tears start to come back "I do not want to go either Rem ... "he gave her a little kiss on the neck "I don't want to leave behind what I love most"
"Subaru ..." said Rem crying
Subaru and Rem laid on the bed, Rem on top of Subaru hugging each other in fear of releasing each other, caressing each other and kissing as they both took the heat and the smell of the other, as if it was the last time they could do this. Until Subaru decided to break the silence
"Rem ..."
Rem put her face on Subaru's neck and started to tremble with fear of hearing whatever he was about to say because it might be the last time she could hear it
Subaru was hugging her tightly to calm her, but only made her tremble more in fear "Satella told me something else"
Rem got upset upon hearing that name "REM DOES NOT WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING OF THE DAMN WITCH WHO WANTS TO TAKE SUBARU AWAY FROM REM" the Tears were getting more intense
"Rem listens, sat ..." He did not want to say her name again "she' ... also told me that she knows that I love you and that it would not be fair for either of us to separate like that, but I have to leave anyway." Rem started to shake as if she would cry again "so she told me that ... You can come with me if you choose to"
Rem raised her head quickly and looked down at Subaru's face surprised at the last thing Subaru said "Rem can go to Subaru's world?"
"Yes, Rem but that means never coming back here ... To your home ... With your family. You would be leaving Ram alone"
"but Rem will be with Subaru forever" Rem put her head on Subaru's chest "Rem will always miss nee-sama ... but ... But Rem will never be alone if she is with Subaru"
"Rem, I'm glad you think so, but I would hate to think that you made a very quick decision and that when you realize that you will never come back you will regret it" said Subaru with a serious face
Rem stayed in silently on Subaru
"Rem, sat ... 'she' said that she will talk to me again at night so I have to give her an answer tonight if we go together ... or I'll go back alone"
the sun starts to come out and it's almost time to get off to work
Rem gets up from Subaru "Rem wants to talk to nee-sama to make sure of my answer"
Subaru got scared and grab a Rem by the arm "YOU CAN'T ..." Subaru look down "you can't Rem, this is a subject between us if you try to discuss it with someone else 'she' will surely do the same as she Been doing to prevent me from speaking"
Rem saw the fear in Subaru "does it really hurt so much?"
Subaru nodded "but that's not the worst ... if you try to take the pain she'll crush the Heart of who you're trying to tell, killing them"
Rem was shock "then I can't talk to nee-sama about this?"
"not directly ... if you suggest the idea hypothetically as if it were not a real situation you can suggest the idea"
"Rem understands"
Subaru raised and kisses Rem passionately "Don't try too hard Rem and just try to say what you need"
Rem nodded and gave Subaru another kiss "Okay Subaru ... Rem will prepare to go to work"
"Okay Rem ... " he hugged her and gave her a kiss full of love "I'll be waiting for your response at night"
Rem gave him a certain look letting him know that she is not going to jump fast without thinking about it and both gave each other a quick kiss before leaving. Subaru went to his room while Rem was changing. When Rem finished she went to the kitchen and found her sister who was cutting vegetables for a soup and suddenly Rem was scared to see how her sister's face took a sinister and murderous expression.
"rem ..." said Ram
"yyyyeyesss nee-sama" said Rem scared
"were you crying?" asked Ram very angry
"eh? ... " said Rem thinking she must had red eyes
"What did that stupid Basuru do this time for you to cry so much?"
"no no no nee-sama" she said waving her hands "Subaru is not to blame ..." she looked down "is just that he told me something that made me sad"
Ram felt sorry to see her sister so sad and came to caress her head "tell me what happened Rem"
Tears dropped from her face again "Subaru told Rem that he's leaving ..."
"the very shameless will leave you after everything that happened?" said Ram angrily
Rem looked up "no nee-sama Subaru said he has to return to his wor ..." she thought about Subaru's warning "to his homeland"
"and he will leave you just like that?" asked Ram angry "that bastard will see when I find him"
"no nee-sama subaru does not want to go but he said that he has to leave" she looked at Ram with a serious determined face "and asked Rem to go with him"
Ram got surprised "so he wants to take you with him, huh?" ... Well, if you want my permission, it's okay you can go but you have to come and visit me frequently"
Rem got sad "that's the problem nee-sama ... the land of Subaru is very far away and when he goes he said he will not have a way back"
Ram got serious and worried and a little scared "and he wants to take you with him? ... then it means that you will never come back"
"Rem does not know yet, Subaru asked for an answer for tonight"
Ram got surprised "SO SOON ..." she put her hands on Rem's shoulders "and you decide Rem?"
"Rem told him quickly that Rem would go with him ... but he told Rem to think it over because he does not want Rem to regret leaving nee-sama"
Ram felt a little hurt "wow Rem, you really made a big decision quickly without thinking about me" she smiles taking pity on herself "even Balse cared more for me than you"
Rem blushed as she realized what she did and hugged her sister "I'm sorry I'm sorry nee-sama"
Ram gave her a hug back "and what did you decide then?"
Rem looked at her sister "Rem wants to go with Subaru but I also want to know what nee-sama thinks about everything
Ram was thoughtful "he really can't stay?"
"no"
Ram thought and looked at her sister who was waiting for her answer "Rem .." Ram sighed and gave her a big hug because she knew it may be the last one she can give her "Rem I love you so much you are my sister, my family, I have nobody Like you, I don't know anyone like you .." she smiled "Rem you are very special to me but ... now someone else noticed that too and knows how special you are" she held her tight "that person also loves you, Values you, and respects you more than anything or anyone in the world" she then looked away "although I think he is totally useless"
Rem laughed a little
Ram smiled "the point is Rem, It's that I love you and I just want your happiness just follow your Heart remember that I'll always be with you ... even if I don't see you"
Rem teared up at her sister's beautiful words "nee-sama are you sure?"
"sure that I love my sister and I just want her happiness" she kissed her cheek "you can be sure of that"
They both hugged each other and started to cry as they knew it was the last time they were going to see each other. In the middle of so much whining Subaru entered the kitchen
"what's going on here. Why are you crying?"
Ram got angry with Subaru for ruining her moment with her sister, she walked up to Subaru "Basuru ..." she walked towards him, Subaru looked at her with tearful eyes and without warning Ram gave him a big slap on the face
Rem and Subaru were shocked. While Subaru put his hand on his aching cheek and tried to speak but before he could say anything ...
"go sweep the corridors "
Subaru still stunned by the slap without warning he took a few seconds to follow the order, he looked at Rem who was still in shock, he turned around grabbed the broom and leave. Ram turned around and came back to embrace her dear sister wanting to have every second with her
"Nee-sama did not need to slap him"
"I know but I needed to release that because he is not only making my sister happy, he is also taking her from me and now he is going to take you away from me forever"
"nee-sama…."
The two stayed like this a moment later each one went to do their work Rem wanted to serve breakfast because she wanted to see Emilia since it could be the last time she see her and she did not want to leave anything unresolved when Rem arrived in the dining room she saw Emilia and the two are gave each other a serious look until Emilia stood up from the table and approached and apologized for everything that happened the day before Rem accepted her apology and made peace, the rest of the day Subaru and Rem passed it Admiring everything of the mansion every hallway, the gardens, the rooms, since they would never see them again. at the end of the day Subaru put on his casual clothes and went to Rem's room who put on her sleeping gown and was sitting on bed waiting for Subaru. When Subaru entered he saw Rem with a serious and a determined Look on her face, that put Subaru nervous since during whole day the only he was thinking what the answer of Rem, all he knew was that Rem explained the situation to Ram but he didn't know what exactly she told her. They both looked at each other until Subaru could not stand it any longer.
"re-rem ... I need your answer before I go to sleep"
She remained silent and for a minute that Subaru felt like hours because of the silence and anxiety to know Rem's answer. Rem got up from the bed and came up to Subaru and wrapped her hands around his neck and gave him a Kiss full of passion.
"Rem chooses you Subaru, Rem loves you more than anything in this world or the next, Rem wants to be and be with Subaru forever" she said with a tender smile.
Subaru couldn't contain his joy so he put his face between Rem's breasts gave her a huge hug and lifted her with joy and began to spin in the room with Rem in the air
"REM REM REM REM REM REM"
Rem blushed by Subaru's reaction "SUBARU ENOUGH PUT REM DOWN" she said with a big smile on her face as she saw how happy her beloved hero was.
Subaru and Rem fell on the bed and began kissing but suddenly they felt the air of the room changed and they saw as the room began to fill with a black haze
Rem got scared hugs Subaru "Subaru what's happening?"
"she' is coming Rem"
Rem realized what Subaru meant by 'she'. Rem hugged him tightly, afraid to let go. The room is still filled with black haze until both couldn't see nothing.
"welcome back Subaru" said Satella
Subaru and Rem opened their eyes and saw that they were not in the room but in a dark place filled with the black haze that was around the room. Subaru stood up and helped Rem to get up who hugged him as soonest she saw the black shadow standing in front of them
"subaru what is that?" asked Rem scared
"that's satella rem ... without her body"
"welcome Rem I wanted to see you, I really wanted to meet the girl who makes Subaru happy"
Rem just looked at her and gave her an annoying look
"I understand you're upset with me and I know what happened to your sister but I want to tell you that I had anything to do with what those stupid cult guys did"
Rem got angry "your cult"
"I didn't create that cult of crazy killers" said Satella annoyed
"forget the cult both, they have no influence in the world so there is no need to talk about them" said Subaru
"Well you're right. changing the topic ... Rem I guess Subaru already explained your situation, Yes?" asked Satella
Rem nodded without looking from the away the shadow.
"Well, since we are all here, I will go straight to the subject ... Rem I need your answer" said Satella
Rem hugged Subaru tightly "Rem stays with Subaru" said not realizing what she was doing
"rem rem rem rem" said Subaru struggling touching her arm
Rem looked at Subaru and saw that he was running out of air because of how strong she was holding him "I'm sorry Subaru" she said releasing him
"hehehehe ... Well back to the subject, that means that you are prepared to go to the world of Subaru knowing that you will not return?"
Rem looked determined and nodded
" Well, everything is decided ..." Satella turned to see Subaru "Subaru do you remember when I brought you for the first time?"
"yes, why do you ask?" asked Subaru
"Because I wanted to make sure that you remembered that when I brought you, you had something in your hands that came with you. What I want to say is that you can take some things from this world with you if you hold it in your hand."
Subaru and Rem got surprised
"now pay attention, you are going to wake up an hour before dawn in that hour grab whatever you want to take and stop in the middle of the room and when the first rays of the sun touch you, you two will be sent to your world Subaru"
"understood" said Subaru
their sights began to slowly cloud over
"Thank you so much for everything Subaru, you saved a lot of people" then she said the following aloud before they could not see her anymore "REMEMBER YOU CAN NOT RETURN TO THIS WORLD WITH MY MAGIC"
At that moment they woke up with the sun peeking out
"Rem collect everything you want with you I have nothing actually to bring me"
Rem nodded and grabbed a traveling bag and filled it with clothes and her uniform and took a moment to take off her nightgown and threw it in the bag too, but she did it so fast that she didn't remembered that she only had Her panties under the gown leaving her breasts fully exposed. Subaru is mesmerized by the sexy figure of Rem's big breasts and athletic waist. Rem kept changing until she noticed that Subaru was staring at her and realized that she is almost completely naked and covered her breasts
"Subaru turn around" she said blushing
Subaru turned around "don't be like that Rem, it's not like I haven't seen any of that already
Rem blushed and got annoyed "like when you saw Emilia-sama that time right?"
Subaru blushed "I wasn't talking about that and you know it"
Rem end up changing and hugged Subaru from behind "Rem knows that Subaru only has eyes for Rem"
Subaru turned around and saw that Rem put on her uniform and smiled and gave her a kiss
"Don't you have anything you want with you?" asked Rem
Subaru smiled "I already have it" he said hugging her
Rem blushed "subaru-kun" ...
Subaru looked that the sun was almost coming out and embraced Rem tightly "it's almost time to go"
Rem grabbed her bag "don't let go of Rem, Subaru" said Rem
When the first rays of light began to enter through the window the room began to become distorted which frightened Rem a lot
"Subaru what's happening"
"that's the way it looked before I appeared in this world"
"that means"
"do not let go of me Rem" said Subaru embracing her with fear of losing her
Suddenly everything turned black Subaru did not feel anything not only didn't feel Rem but did not feel his body. Slowly the sensation of his body was returning and Subaru began to open his eyes when he opened his eyes saw the starry sky with constellations he could recognize, could feel dirt in his hands and so he decided to sit and noticed that he was on a hill surrounded Of trees Subaru did not know where he was and he looked to his right where he felt something and saw Rem's bag and that was when he realized ... Rem was not at his side. Subaru was upset when he didn't see Rem by his side.
"REM! REM!" Subaru called out her name
"Subaru"
Subaru heard the voice in the pit of the hill and ran to look for it "rem! Rem!" At the top of the hill Subaru saw the maid uniform from behind looking away "Rem, you scared me for a Second, I thought you had not come with me"
"Subaru, is this your world?" Rem said while staring over the hill
Subaru approached Rem and saw the city illuminated at night and some tears came out
"I'm back"
Rem took Subaru's hand without taking her eyes away from the city that seemed made of light "Subaru your world is beautiful. Do all the cities of your world shine beautiful like that?"
Subaru squeezed Rem's hand, not wanting to stop looking either "Yes, Rem, all our cities shine and they do it every night"
Rem's head rested on Subaru's shoulder "Rem likes that, I don't think I'll get tired of seeing this every night"
"and that's just a little of what my world has to offer, let's go Rem we have to go to my house my parents must be worried that I disappeared a Month ago"
Both went down the hill, Rem didn't want to stop watching the city so she still looked back. Subaru took Rem's bag and started to walk towards the city but on the way there something was bothering Subaru, something that seemed very strange
"Why is it so cold? it should not feel this way for at least 2 months"
To be continued…
