I see nothing.

I hear nothing.

I feel nothing.

I am nothing.

I was told this all my life.

I was always by myself.

No one by my side to tell me it's okay.

No one was ever there to comfort me when I cried.

No one came to my aid when I was in danger or needed help.

No one ever liked the cat of the zodiac.

Not even my parents.

Every day I was alone.

Nothing in the world could lift this heavy burden of loneliness.

This aching inside.

I was told that I could never experience being happy.

That no one would ever like me.

I wanted to just run away from this ongoing nightmare day after day.

One day I got that change.

To finally live on the "outside".

I experienced things that I have never had before.

True happiness and joy.

Then, for the first time in my life I felt loved.

All thanks to one very special person.

Tohru Honda

You saved me.

I love you so much Tohru.

I hope that one day I can tell you.

But, for now all I can say is

Thank you….