I see nothing.
I hear nothing.
I feel nothing.
I am nothing.
I was told this all my life.
I was always by myself.
No one by my side to tell me it's okay.
No one was ever there to comfort me when I cried.
No one came to my aid when I was in danger or needed help.
No one ever liked the cat of the zodiac.
Not even my parents.
Every day I was alone.
Nothing in the world could lift this heavy burden of loneliness.
This aching inside.
I was told that I could never experience being happy.
That no one would ever like me.
I wanted to just run away from this ongoing nightmare day after day.
One day I got that change.
To finally live on the "outside".
I experienced things that I have never had before.
True happiness and joy.
Then, for the first time in my life I felt loved.
All thanks to one very special person.
Tohru Honda
You saved me.
I love you so much Tohru.
I hope that one day I can tell you.
But, for now all I can say is
Thank you….
