This story came too me when I was re-watching the episode of the first season when Lucas breaks up with Brooke and I decided too post it.

This is my first attemp at a story so I don't know how long will it take me too update. But I have the next chapter almost ready if you guys want me too post it.

So let me know if I should continue this or not.

I just want too apologize in advance about the mistakes you'll probably find but english isn't my first language.

Disclaimer : I own nothing but the computer I'm using and the plot.

Please enjoy and review.

In this story Lucas didn't have an accident...if anything else is different I'll let you guys know.

Chapter one

Brooke Davis couldn't cry. No. She wouldn't cry!

But she did…

Damn him for joining the ravens.

Damn him for making that basket.

Damn him for being incredibly gorgeous.

Damn him for being so perfect.

Damn him for conquering her heart.

Damn him for stepping on it.

Damn him for kissing Peyton.

Damn he for entering her life and making it feel worthless.

She was in a daze like she was just having a dream, like all that happened wasn't reality. Like the boy she loved hadn't kissed the girl she loved. But she knew better. Tomorrow reality would set in and the two most important people of her life were no longer apart of it.

Walking on the beach all Brooke wanted to do was go in the water and drown. It wasn't like anybody would miss her, her parents were never around and never cared how she felt or where she went so they probably wouldn't notice, Peyton defiantly wouldn't care and much less Lucas, the girls of the squad would probably celebrate and the rest of the school would just find another girl to gossip about. There wasn't anything in her life worth living. Now the question was would she do it? Would she walk in the water and let herself die?

The weak part of her wanted to do it, wanted to end the pain she was feeling. But the strong part, the one everybody saw, wanted to live and show Peyton and Lucas that she didn't need them in her life although she did.

She was so engrossed in her thoughts that she didn't hear the footsteps behind her.

"Thinking about me?"

Brooke jumped too her feet and her jaw dropped.

It couldn't be!

There was no way he was here!

No way was he standing in front of her smirking like they were still kids!

"So…miss me B?"

Her only reaction was run into his arms and sob.

So? Should I continue?