Disclaimer: I do not own Friends. It belongs to NBC. So don't sue me.

A/N: Just so no one is confused. This is the episode where Rachel found out Ross slept with the Xerox girl and this is after he spends a long time in her apartment begging her forgiveness.

This is dedicated to Exintaris.

I can't believe this.

She's gone.

Rachel's gone.

Rachel, the girl I've been in love with since the ninth grade is gone.

And it's all my fault.

I shouldn't have slept with Chloe.

It was stupid.

Now because of a stupid thing I did Rachel's gone.

I love Rachel.

She's my everything.

I love everything about her.

Her face.

Her arms.

Her legs.

Her personality.

Her smile.

Her heart.

Now she's gone.

Tears keep falling down my face and they won't stop.

My heart is so broken, that there's nothing left of it.

I can't believe this happened.

I guess there's nothing left to do, but move on.

But, if she needs a friend I'll be there.

If she needs someone for comfort I'll be there.

Most importantly, if she realizes how sorry I am and wants to start over, I'll be there.

I hope that we can still be friends.

I hope she won't be mad at me forever.

I hope she knows that I love her and always will.

A/N: I hope you guys like this one. If you're confused, look at the author's note on top. Let me know what you think.