A/N~ Okay this is the Death Note fic I decided to do, but it has a slight twist, L is going to be way OOC, and I have created a character for this particular fan fic, Light is NOT Kira in my story, Misa is Kira, but it is all for a reason. The only reason I say L is OOC is because he is going to be slightly abusive to his girlfriend, Kimi, okay so I hope you guys like it, I do not think this will turn into a series, I am not sure yet, it will be first person so it will change POVs a few times, anyway I am rambling and going to give the story away if I continue, so here you go.
DISCLAIMER~ I do not own Death Note in any way, I do own the plot to the story and I do Own Kimi.
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I woke up and saw my abusive, but beautiful boyfriend L. He has yet to tell me his real name. He started to abuse me after our third date. Light, my friend, has tried to help me, but his girlfriend Misa is very controlling and does not let him in the same room with me. She claims that I am ugly. I would not know I have not looked in a mirror since my third date with L. I know my skin is pale white, I have purplish blue marks under my eyes, and I don't get to sleep much. I am 20, my name is Kimi. I have long brown hair; L will not let me cut it. Even though he hurts me I love him, or at least I think I do.
"Women get the hell out of bed and get my food!" L yelled at me.
"Okay…" I said quietly. I quickly got out of bed and ran to the kitchen and made him pancakes, eggs, bacon, and I got him some orange juice. Oh and lots of candy. I took him his food on a tray. He snatched the tray and ate the food like it would disappear if he did not eat it fast enough.
"L, may I have something to eat?" I asked in a small voice, I have not eaten in three days.
"Fine, but only because if you die I would go to jail." L replied rather rudely. I nodded and left to eat; I ate something small and had a small glass of water knowing if I had anything more he would hurt me badly. After I cleaned up his and my dishes, he grabbed my by my hair and dragged me to the bathroom. He pulled out my flat iron. He plugged it in and let it heat to the highest setting. Once it beeped singling it was ready to use he placed my finger in between the two flat pieces. He closed it on my fingers. I did my best not to scream but I could not prevent it and I screamed loudly. Earning a punch in my face. "Get dressed! Remember if anyone asks…" L trailed.
"Tell them I burned myself and ran into a door…" I finished. L nodded and left the room. I showered real quickly and put on my dirty cloths, he refuses to buy me new cloths unless it will be in his best interest as well. Once I finished getting ready I walked out and Light was waiting with Misa to escort me to the office.
"Misa, I have her today, go to work, you have a photo shoot." Light said calmly knowing that I needed to talk, he thinks L loves me, he has no clue that he hits me and I am not a klutz."Fine but if you do anything with that slut I will kill you!" Misa replied angrily and left the room.
"Now, what happened?" he asked noticing the burn on my left hand fingers.
"Oh nothing I burned myself when warming up my hair straighter." I replied, trying not to cry.
"Okay, if you say so, let's go to work, so L does not fire us." Light said trying to lighten the mood in the room.
We left and got to the 'office' pretty quickly.
"'Hello love, let's go to the back, I must talk to you." L said in his fake nice voice.
I nodded and followed him the kitchen. "Did you tell him?" L asked harshly.
"No L, I would never, I know you do not love me, but I sure as hell love you and I will stay with you even if you were going to kill me." I replied. 'At least I think I love you.' I thought.
"Good girl, maybe I will not beat you as hard tonight." L said to me while patting my head. We went back to the front and I started to cry, I did not realize it until L grabbed my hand and lead me to the back again. "Stop crying you filthy slut." L ordered. I tried to stop the tears, but they would not stop. L smacked me, hard. I heard Misa chuckle, when I cried out.
"Oh L now I know why I love you." Misa said and kissed L.
"I love you to Misa." L replied once they broke apart, this just made me cry harder. L and Misa hit me until my lip started to bleed, along with my nose. I never hit back, I just took it, if this is love then I don't want to know what hate is. If you can call this love. When L and Misa left L put a piece of paper in my pocket.
When the door shut I pulled out the paper. It said, 'I never loved you; you are a filthy piece of shit, it is over, I do still plan on hurting you, so you better find a boyfriend who will comfort you and watch you die! Misa is Kira and I have been helping her, so go cry your little eyes out! From, L' I crinkled up the paper and I cried, and I cried hard. Light came into the room and found me bleeding and crying.
"Oh my god! Kimi are you okay?" He asked, he sounded concerned.
"No…" Was all I managed to get out, Light came over to me and wrapped his arms around me and let me cry on his shoulder.
Once I calmed down I looked at Light, and I saw love in his eyes, I cowered away from him, I did not want to love again, I would end up hurt. "Hey, Kimi, its okay, tell me what happened." Light said while rubbing my back.
"L, he has hit me since out third date, oh he and Misa are going out , and Misa is Kira and L is helping her, anyway, he beats me all the time, and if I tell the authorities he will deny it and they will believe him over me, seeing as he is on the police force." I replied.
"I knew it…why did you not come to me for help? I care deeply for you, I think I love you." Light said.
I backed away from him. "No don't love me then you will hurt me…" I said in a very small voice.
"No, I would never lay my hands on you, you are just to beautiful for me to harm." Light replied.
"You promise you will not hurt me?" I asked.
"Yes, I promise." Light replied.
"Let's go, I have not been to my house since L and I started dating, will you move in with me and keep me safe?" I asked.
"Yes, let's go home, first we need to stop at my place and pick a few things up." Light replied.
"Okay…" I said and I gave a very weak smile, maybe Light is the one for me.
After we went to his place and packed his stuff we piled it into my small car and drove to my house. Once we got there I saw L sitting on the porch. "Oh god…" I said. Light held my hand and gave me a reassuring squeeze. We got out of the car and walked to the front door.
"Well I see you found your new boyfriend." L said, and he then took out a knife and stabbed my arm. It stung, but I have had worse.
"Oh by the way buddy if you tell anyone, Misa and I will kill you!" L said dropping my house keys and leaving.
"Light…" I said.
"Yes, I am here, let's get inside and get you fixed up." Light replied. He helped me to my feet, the sight of the cut on my arm was making me queasy, I should be used to seeing blood, but it still makes me ill.
Once we got inside Light put some stuff to clean the cut on it, and he cleaned it up. "It needs stitches." He whispered.
"Can you do it?" I asked not wanting to go to the hospital.
"Yes…" he replied. He took out a medical kit from his bag and he stitched my arm up. My stomach was still doing complicated twists and flips.
"Ugh…" Was all I could say.
"Are you okay?" Light asked.
I did not reply, I jumped up off of the chair and ran to the bathroom. I threw up the small amount of food in my system. I then saw blackness.
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She passed out after she vomited. She is so fragile; I do not want to harm her. When I told her how I felt she cowered away from me, I wondered how someone could do that to this beautiful angel. I picked her up and carried her to her bed. I undressed her and saw bruises and cuts all over her body.
"Oh my god…" I said quietly. I then searched for some clean clothes. I took off her under garments as well. I would have wanted to touch her beautiful body, but I did not want to do anything to harm her any further. I gently placed fresh cloths on her and I climbed into bed and pulled her into my arms and fell asleep wondering how the hell someone could hurt another human being like L has done to my beautiful Kimi.
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A/N~ Okay so that was the first chapter, like I said it is a little OOC, but I hope you like it. I have a plan for this story, and L's abuse is far from through, but it will end before the story ends, I will not tell you when it you want to know you will have to read the story to see, anyway, it will turn into a love story between Light and Kimi eventually, but Kimi has to learn to trust again first. Reviews are always appreciated!
