I AM THE SCIENCE! yes, Delphine thought, but you are also the scientist, and you are my Cosima as well. I will not watch you die. Delphine was sitting in the lab, staring at the computer screen, straining her eyes to see it through watery eyes. She was looking at what she had looked at yesterday, and the day before, the fact that there was a cure. Except now, instead of feeling elated and relieved and just feeling the weight of Cosimas illness fall off her, she felt angry and helpless. It was like it was mocking her, laughing at her for thinking that Cosima would do it, laughing at her face because Cosima had made it blatently obvious that she wouldnt do it. She was proud of Cosima, for sticking up for Kira like that, but she was also angry because Cosima had said she would do anything and IT WAS WORKING.
She stood up abruptly, knocking over her chair in the process, and hurled her pen at the wall. This isnt right, it isnt fair. She never WANTED to fall in love with her subject, she just wanted to observe, every scientists dream is to study clones in their own environments, but she had fallen for her. 324B21 was practically engraved on her heart. These decisions they had to make… it was like it was out of a book, or a movie, the stakes are so high, tensions are so high… it is all a nightmare, all so fucked up. Except Cosima, Cosima is perfect. Cosima is why Delphine is still in this.