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Chapter 1)

"He's your brother!" Usha exclaimed, desperation evident in her voice. Sam's glare was hard and his voice was stern, "I asked you to look after him, and now- well now he is MISSING, do I have to spell it out for you?", "Well" Usha stuttered, " I didn't see anything wrong with letting it out for some air." Usha's voice was cold with contempt, although the contempt she felt was directed towards herself. She blinked, a sneer appeared on Sam's face, she tensed as she watched his fist clench. Sam was angry. Very angry. "If you're going to talk like some pumped up, animal-loving hippie then you should have least put him on a leash!" Sam's fist slammed on the table. "And don't you ever- EVER speak about my brother like that again, I know what you are… who you are, but I'm not going to be so sympathetic if my brother ends up dead in a ditch because of you!" Usha winced, god how she loved Sam, he was like her nerdy best friend who could make her laugh in any situation, but now he was being ridiculous, after returning from that suicidal journey to the cage his entire demeanour changed, he became both reclusive and aggressive. Thank (Chuck- sorry I had to fit that in somewhere) for Dean and Cas getting there on time, who knows what or who he would be like if they didn't. But, she supposed Sam was right, lately she'd been treating Dean as if he were an animal, when it was her fault for the way he was acting. All he wanted was a potion, something to cure him off his affliction with Amara, but Usha couldn't just magic up something powerful enough to numb his bond with Amara so she turned to her mentor Rowena for help. Fucking Rowena, even the thought made her feel sick. So now Dean was literally behaving like an animal and all Rowena could say was "Oops", but oops does not fix the mess which Usha is now left in. To be honest she hoped the potion would wear off before Sam came back from a small hunt a few miles down the highway, but it didn't and now she stands here having an argument over that very mishap. The worst fact was she hadn't been able to contact Cas or Crowley for help, yes, she contacted Crowley, but only in a fit of desperation and he didn't even pick up. She was so confused, she felt as though her world was collapsing from beneath her, and the only person left blamed her.

Usha knew she had to calm Sam down, whatever happened in that cage scared him, he would have never freaked out on such as scale before. She needed to reassure him and not make half-arsed comments like she was currently doing. Usha knew it was time to play the sympathy card. "Look, Sam, I'm sorry alright, I've been treating Dean harshly, and it's just… the things he's been doing… I can't think of him as Dean, okay?" Sam sighed, the anger appeared to dissipate from his body. "I- I'm sorry too, for snapping, I'm just fed up of letting Dean down." Sam sat, a tremble in his voice, "I- I just want him to know how much I care…" Usha's internal high five for getting Sam to calm down halted after hearing his words. "Sam, please tell me what's wrong- what happened with Lucifer in the cage? You haven't been the same since you got back." Usha glanced at Sam, whose eyes refused to leave the floor, she glanced across the bunker, since the cage, Sam hardly slept, half-eaten burritos and stained coffee mugs scattered every surface. Sam's mind was obviously full of tons of deep shit which he wasn't letting out. Usha sat, she placed a palm on one of Sam's knees and the other on her own grey sweatpants. Her feet firmly on the ground. "Look, Sam, you don't have to say what's on your mind, but I want you to know that I'm here, right now." Sam opened his mouth, only to close it a few seconds later. He looked at Usha's palm and then into her eyes, it was as if he was searching for something in them, but he did not know what it was, reassurance maybe. Usha was waiting, pleading him to speak with her eyes. He saw they were wet with pure emotion and invisible tears. He couldn't tell her what was wrong; he couldn't because if he admitted it out loud there was no going back, Lucifer had showed him the deep seated act of betrayal he had done to Dean. The fact he didn't even look for him was more of a betrayal than moving on. Sam turned his head away from Usha and brushed off her hand, he got up and headed towards the entrance. "We need to find Dean." His voice held a finality to which Usha understood as an indirect meaning of the conversation being over. If it weren't for the gulp and raw emotion in his voice, he would have almost sounded normal. This was no time for chit chat or emotional Dr Phil moments, it was time to search for Dean. "I'll get my coat." Usha stated, she left her chair and strode away from the table, and towards her room. She skimmed her hand across the concrete walls, and wondered how a place like this, a shelter, could hold so much information and… danger. She reached her room and slipped on a coat. It was strange, it was only autumn and yet the bunker the area was in appeared to be dropping in temperature. Usha put it down to the power imbalance currently in the area, but she couldn't shake the feeling that this devilish cold was because of something more. Suddenly, a loud bang echoed across the bunker, "SAM!" Usha yelled, seriously, Usha thought, what the hell was going on.

Hope you liked it guys! Please follow and favourite so I know you want me to keep updating! My updating speed depends on how many of you guys review, favourite and read, the more you do the faster they'll go up. Could we possibly go for a goal of 5 reviews for the next part?What do you think Dean?

Dean: Scooby Dooby Doooooooooo!

Usha: Ffs DEAN! Stop licking my feet!

Sam: La di da I love Luci- wait WHAT no I don't! Stop writing this down!

Usha: Lucifer and Sam sitting in a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G!

Sam: EW, stop.

Usha: Nah-

Okay guys thanks for your unappreciated input. (Puts all the characters in their respective place in my mind palace ;D ) One day I'll time travel these guys into a very fiery sept- review if you get the references! Hehe

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