Disclaimer= I do not own Code Geass.
Just look at me now
Drenched with sweat
Knees tucked to my chest
Staring at a floor on the Ashford grounds
I'm quite fine really
Ever since Charles used his Geass on me
I've been taking refrain to quell my misery
When you saw me during that first turn
I was behaving myself like the rest of the men
Had I not been on that "grief-be-gone"
I would have been on that floor
Treated like a monkey
Fighting my brother to the oblivion
Withdrawal kicked in
When my eye went Geass again
I went back to old Lelouch, same Zero
The Black Knights called for me
Telling me I was their hero
Those were some good feelings
They were short-lived
Things started spiraling once more
I sat down to inject refrain near my elbow
Just above the tip
She came and took it away
She said it wasn't worth it
How could I believe her
When I was feeling worthless?
There was no time for rehab
no time for that cleansing bliss
I thought that my refrain dependency would be gone
With one simple kiss
She pulled away from my lips
Slapped me across my face for it
I knew from there what I wanted to do
That refrain, I discarded all of it
I knew what I need to do for "rehab"
Bring peace to the world
And make sure she lived
As my eyes were closing
I silently asked her
Were my efforts worth it?
I hope she said yes...
A/N= Lelouch was referring to Kallen whenever the words "she" or "her" were used.
