I stand here in this empty wasteland

The cold rushing through my veins

My mind wanders off into a world of chaos and insanity

Searching for an answer

No matter at what cost

On the edge of a breakdown

Parts of my soul breaks

Piece by piece

Tears fall down these pale cheeks

And my heart wants to stop beating

All my life I have thought

"What did I do to deserve such things?"

Father telling me I should have died

Doing all of this trickery and lying through my teeth

Like as if I was born to do such foolish things

And that's all I am

A fool, a stupid fool!

Maybe...

I should just disappear

Without a trace

Without a word

Into nothing

My worth is nothing, my time is out

My company is always unhealthy to others

But yet...

I feel like there's something more to me

Than what meets the eye

My blood is now warm

My soul is healing

My tears dry up and

My heart beating faster than ever

I believe I finally found the answer

To what I have searched for all these years

It's not what I've done

It's what I've seen being done to me

What has been told to me all my life

A grin appeared across my face

I shouldn't have to conquer something

When it's right in front of me!

As I stand up and look at my surroundings

I raise my arms to the front of me

This rush of power taken over me

This is what I've wanting for so long

As of today, I start a new life

Not as a foolish nobody

but...

A King of His Own World.