Standard disclaimer applied!
A/N: - Tis the first attempt I'll make at writing Angel Sanctuary Fan Fiction, so I want honest opinions all around- the good the bad and the horrendous. I want to know how this monologue-type thing is, in the P.O.V's of you, the reader, so review after you have suffered yourself to this literary torture. Mary Sue thanks you in advance, and wants you to know that she is glad she got this out. (She hasn't got time anymore to write since she had to baby-sit Chibi-chan… (Or Chibi-san as she would now like to be called.)
I've decided to dedicate this to several people, including Kaori-dono, for creating these wonderfully messed up characters(XD), Kine-chan who convinced me to post this, and ChrisC-kun, and Chey-chan for being my messed up muses. (O Dear God! What does that say about my family relationships!)
Truth is the funniest joke of all
-Muhammad Ali
When reading this fic: -where you see italics is when Rosiel-sama is of two minds. The italics are his true mind (for no truth is hidden when one goes insane… huh! I like that!) and where the font is normal he talks either of or to Katan-san…
Well I believe that is all.
Well… go on. Read!
Beauty in Insanity
I look at this mirror everyday,
But you knew that.
Because you're always there.
My faithful. I cherish you,
My sweet, dear boy…
But did you know why? Why, yes…To see myself…
Such flaws…
I was once hideous, you know, awful to behold…
No, you wouldn't know…
But I suppose it answers the questions you
Surely have of my demands of you…
My dear, am I beautiful? As beautiful as Her? Even more so?
You, liar! Deceitful traitor!
Burn in Hell for your words!
XXX
I'm sorry I lost my temper before
I … had no excuse for hurting you
Please forgive me…
Oh! My darling, you innocent child!
So quick to forgive!
But I must warn you,
Though a virtue,
Forgiveness is dangerous…
…There! Better? Now, go rest.
I have things to do and the like.
XXX
The child is asleep
He truly is an angel, when he is at rest
Yet he remains a demon, tempting the Son of God into
Hell with Arrogance and Pride
Rest my child…
Traitor!
May your angelic face
Demon-Spawn
Stay as peaceful as it is now…
XXX
Am I beautiful?
Am I still sane?
As beautiful as She is?
Do I still have a hold on my mind?
More than She is?
Am I still here?
XXX
You lie! Tell the truth!
I demand of you!
Tell me I'm beautiful!
Tell me I'm not Crazy!
Tell me I'm flawless!
Tell me I'm in control!
Tell me I'm Perfect!
Tell me I'm sane!
Tell me!
Tell me!
….I don't want to be ugly…
