the hills are blue
he's sitting with his back against the wall
I watch him slowly, I dare not call
he's breathing hard, his eyes are glazed
he's still alive, I am amazed.
I dare not touch him, I dare not reach
for his own space I can't beseech
I call his name, he doesn't respond
I wait a moment, his breathing's gone
I choke on sobs, I will not cry
I know somewhere he can not die
I watch, I wait, his eyes are blinking
I've gone mad, my heart is sinking
he turns and smiles, his spirit alive
one, two, three, four, and then five
--
he's laughing, smiling, I'm overjoyed
his presence is one I won't avoid
I won't admit on what is wrong
I fell in love, is that so wrong?
he reminds me of someone I once knew
I try and not compare the two
both strong and agile, both kind and good
yet this one here's misunderstood
I treat him harshly for trainings sake
but when he's hurt my heart does break
the old one was one I held dear
but this one here I somehow fear
there's something off, something wrong
something I can not put a finger on
he's smiling at me by the door
one, two, three, and then comes four
--
their sword are clashing, their skulls are bleeding
I want to help, I'm aching, needing
I can not though because a fight for pride
will always keep me on the side
how can we watch while he's alone?
fighting for something that's not his own
I hear them yell, I hear them shout
their bodies quick, they move about
their blades they cut, they slice, they kill
we watch and wait, our bodies still
and then I gasp, I know what's on
behind a mask, his face his gone
I close my eyes, I refuse to see
one and two and always three
--
she's asking me what I don't know
"where in the world did he go?"
I have no answer, I have no clue
we sit here thinking what to do
I jump, I sprint, I disappear
I feel his spirit somewhere near
I hop, I leap, and then I soar
I'm getting close, I feel it more
I run, I fall, but I do not collide
within his arms I do reside
he smiles gently, it's all I need
"why were you gone, what was your deed?"
he does not answer, I do not mind
"just come back, please, do not hide"
he does agree, my heart is thrilled
with girlish delights that he's fulfilled
his lips catch mine, is this a dream?
"I love you", no it doesn't seem.
I whisper back "I love you too."
one is him and we make two.
--
he feels my shakes, his laugh is dark
he did not hear my last remark
he's bleeding still, his hands are shaking
and with him the earth is quaking
he's watching me with hungered eyes
the yellow ones that I despise
I feel no pain, I'm feeling numb
he calls my name, I can not come
he's fighting back, he's fighting hard
against the monster in his heart
his mask takes over, he rips and tears
as he cries my heart despairs
I can not help, I am too weak
for my guidance he did seek
but I can not reach him, I can not touch
he's out of my grasp, this is too much
he can't escape, it's grabbed his soul
over it, there's no control
the hills are blue, there is no sky
death is coming, I dare not cry
he's turning white, my eyes can't follow
the rapid change into his hollow
he begs for help, he cries and shouts
his body twists and turns about
he's too injured, to hurt from fighting
and now his spirit's the one dying
he begs, he screams, he shouts, he's trying
to fight it off, I see him crying
its whisper I can hear some how
"who do you think the king is now?"
he's on the floor, but it's not him
he's hollow now from soul to skin
he's moving to me, I can not run
the pain I felt has just begun
those hungered eyes, that foul odor
he's coming close, I know it's over
he's died, he's dead, and so am I
there is no pain, and no goodbye
in one fell swoop, I know I'm gone
he's still there so that makes one
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woooooo okay so I hope that wasn't too confusing
poetry isn't my thing but I tried it anyways
so if you need an explanation I'll be glad to answer it :)
oh and this is my first attempt at Bleach... so yeah
MERRY CHRISTMAS
