I really hope you enjoy this! Its my first story I have written in 3 years so i may be alittle rusty xD
No hate but PLEASE tell me how to improve. I love constructive criticism.
Note i do not own fairy tail
She raced out of her front door and frantically looked everywhere for him. Where was Loki? Why hasn't he come back for her? WHERE WAS HER KEY?
She spins and spins because she can't grasp the concept. The love of her life has disa-
"OOOWWW.." Lucy Hertfelia cried as she fell down on her ass.
"Oh Lucy.. I'm sorry," Natsu Dragneel exclaimed. "Here.. l-let me.. help you up."
Its been months since they have spoken. She hasn't seen Natsu since that unforgettable day..
Just fucking dandy, Lucy thought to herself as she grabbed for Natsu's outstretched hand.
"Are you okay Lucy?" As always he said her name too much. He used to tell her that her name was like a song on his lips..
Lucy pushed him out of her way. "I'm fine!" She screamed as she ran down the street. She couldn't think of her past with Natsu, she has just one thing on her mind.
Loki... please be okay... please return to me.
Natsu
"I finally got to see her again Happy," Natsu sounded way too eager and Happy knew that would lead to another broken heart.
"Let's talk about that later Natsu, I'm hungry!" Of course the cat was hungry. He always is.
Natsu shook his head as if to get the lingering thought of her out of his head. If only that were possible. He picked up Happy in the way the cat was accustomed too and started walking toward the market. "Lets go get some fish."
"Ayyyye!" Happy laughed, he was glad to know Natsu hasn't gone back to the depths of depression.
Lucy
She ran and she ran until her feet ached. She had long passed Mongolia but she couldn't stop. She passed many familiar faces such as Erza and Gajeel but refused to stop when they called out for her.
After countless hours of running she finally collapsed.
Instantly Lucy began to cry. She hugged her knees to her cheast and sobbed, "I can't lose him... Not now...A-After. Everthi-ing." She couldnt stop chocking on her sobs.
"LOKIIIIII!"
*2 days later*
Natsu
As he sat at the guilds bar laughing with Lisanna, Elfman and Happy he had an uncomfortable feeling.
Once the guilds doors opened and the familiar blonde head bobbed into to guild he knew why.
"Lucy..." he breathed so silently not even the cat could hear him.
But she looked directly at him. Without even thinking Nastu stood up and walked to her. As he stepped closer to her, her head began to step he took she looked farther down.
Once he reached her she whimpered, "He's gone.."
He may not like the fact that Lucy loves his old friend Loki but he absolutely hated seeing her so upset. He put his hands on her shoulders and pressed his forehead against hers.
"I'm.. so sorry Lucy."
He got a glimpsed of her feet and was utterly horrified. She was barefoot and her feet were destroyed. There were cuts and bruises and burns.
How far has she been walking? Natsu couldn't stand the sight, this was unlike Lucy. She would never intentionally hurt herself. But then he remembered what happened to him when he lost love. Love makes you crazy and he wouldn't judge her.
She started to fall asleep against him so he easily picked her up and carried her to her house. It was quite a ways from the guild but Natsu doesn't mind. He finally gets to hold her close again. Finally gets to feel the heat of her skin against his once more and smell that familiar smell he spent nights enveloped in. Oh how he missed these little things so much.
"She walked to me and I carried her here, that's all I know!"
"I hope Loki is okay. I havnt seen him for a few days either."
"Virgo. We're talking about Lucy. I don't give a rats ass about Loki. If he left her like this then he can rot in hell for all I care."
"Natsu-kun don't talk like that in front Of the princess."
In and out. She only heard little conversations like this between her celestial spirits and Nastu. But where was the once spirit she cared about?
"Is she okay?-moshimosi" Sagittarius
"Moooo! Lucy still looks hot even when she doesn't feel good." Taurus
"I fixed up her feet. I'm so sorry" Aries
They all care about her so. But why wasn't he here. She walked nonstop for a day before giving up.
Does he not care?
After a thought like that she fell back into sleep and dreamt of the stolen nights with him.
"Lucy wake up!" That familiar voice said. He stroked my face until my eyes opened. I'll never grow old of waking up to that face.
"Loki I told you don't wake me up if the suns not up yet," I yawned as I turned toward my window and gazed at the still sleeping city of Mongolia.
"Baby," he sighed as he moved close to me. "I just wanted to show you how beautiful the sky looked. Your world and my world are so much different from one another."
"Yeeeeaaah.." I grinned as I slowly drifted back into sleep. He was such a child sometimes.
What woke me again was the heat of his lips pressed against mine. It was a light kiss, I can still feel it lingering..
"Luuucccyyy." Natsu tried to wake her again once all of the spirits finally left. They can be helpful but at the moment Natsu was annoyed. He can take care of her by himself.
"Mmmm... Loki." She rolled away from Natsu with a grin on her face. The sound of Loki's name coming from Lucy's lips made Natsu wish he never helped her. Of course the man who left her was the one she dreams about. Not the one who tended to her wounds for the past day.
Natsu was getting tired, tired of everything. So he decided one more night next to her on this oh so familiar bed wouldn't cause any harm. Once she felt better and that ass hole came back things would go back to normal. Right?
Natsu, you didn't need to save me. I'm not daft I know how to do things myself you know." I said a little too harshly.
Natsu has saved me from day one. Everytime I'm in trouble I'm like his damsel in distress. Its kind of sweet.
Kind of.
Natsu leaned closer and his bright green eyes met mine. "I will always save you Luce. I-I. I love you."
I was speechless. I was breathless. I was hopelessly in love.
I jumped into his arms and wrapped my arms around his neck and held him close for a while. We stay there silent for a moment before I croak out, "I love too Natsu Dragneel."
He pulled his head back from mine and slowly leaned in. His eyes never left mine. Once our lips touched we both slammed our eyes shut and got consumed in the moment.
Our moment.
The only thing going through my head was Natsu.
I grabbed his pink spikey hair and pulled it ever so gently and leaned my head to deepen the kiss.
This felt wrong. Something wasn't right.
I opened my eyes to find to my utter surprise,
"Loki..."
"Who else but me, baby?" His sunglasses glistened as he tilted his head toward the sky. "I love you Lucy.."
Why am I hearing double. Natsu and Loki both in unison.
No.
This can't be happening.
Natsu woke up to a scream.
She had her eyes closed but she just kept screaming.
He grabbed her and tried to shake her awake. He tried to be gentle but found it difficult when she's howling at the top of her lungs at 4 in the morning. "Lucy! Wake up!" Why won't she wake up? "Please Lucy. Lucy?"
Her eyes began to slowly open. And they seemed to be looking into his soul. With a touching smile she sighed, "Natsu, hold me. Please.." and turned over onto her side.
Much like a fool he grinned from ear to ear and curled himself around her. Only once he nuzzled his face into her hair and his breathing slowed down did Lucy finally understand what was happening.
"Hey Natsu.." Lucy's voice was steady but low.
"Hmm?" Was all Natsu could mutter. He finally felt like he was home again. Nothing could take her from him now.
"W-why are you.. I don't know." Lucy stammered over her words. She took a deep breath and spit it out all at once, "Beingsonicetome?"
Natsu chuckled and she could feel his body shake against hers. "Don't." He finally said aggressively as she tried to turn her body toward him. "Don't ruin this moment for me Luce.."
Lucy was breathless. She hadn't heard that nickname in forever.. and she still loved it as much as she did when they were together.
Very sweetly Lucy reached for Natsu's hand that was drapped across her body. His arm was fully wrapped around her and he pulled her closer as her hands skimmed down his arm. He had his hand tucked under her so she had to pull it out to grab it.
"I was so mean to you.." Lucy whined. She was always whining, but that was one more imperfection that made her so real.
After grabbing his hand she whipped around toward him. He had his eyes closed previous so it took him off guard. Still with his hand in between her two hands she frantically looked at him and whispered, "Why?!"
What a vague question. Why was Loki gone? Why had she walked out on Natsu? Why did Natsu love her even after a year apart? Why was she feverishly looking into his eyes?
And why was she crying?
"I've missed you.." they both breathed as their fingers intertwined. She smiled as one single tear escaped her eye.
Natsu shifted his weight so he lay over her and balanced on his elbows. He cupped her face in his free hand and whipped her lone tear away.
Lucy's eyes fluttered closed as he caressed her cheek. This wasn't right, she shouldn't be enjoying his touch so much. What about Lok-
"Don't. Even. Think. About. Him.." Natsu growled. How did he know what was on her mind? He always seemed to be reading her thoughts. That's why she stayed away. He always does this to her. "Just. Relax.." Natsu murmured as he drew near.
Lucy's body went tense and she held her breath. This shouldn't be happening. But she couldn't-no wouldn't stop him. As she eagerly waited for the kiss that never came she grew weary.
She opened her eyes and found Natsu looking down on her. So she went for it and pulled him down to her. All he could think about was her love for another man. He couldn't do it. No he wouldn't do it. The girl he look down at broke his heart. So why was he still on top of her?
She ran her fingers through his hair in a rushed manor and yanked him down to her. It was a kiss full of hunger. Hunger and pain and longing and affection. Such mixed feelings that created the heat that grew deep in his stomach.
Lucy.. All he could smell was Lucy. All he could taste was Lucy. All he could touch was Lucy. "My Lucy," his mind wandered. But not as much as his hands did. They started at her face for he was still cupping her cheek. But as the kiss grew, his hand slid down the curves of her body. Once he reached her hips he dug his nails into her and pulled her closer to him.
"Natsu," Lucy moaned. "I want you. Now. Please take me."
He was taken back. This shouldn't be happening. She's only acting like this because she's depressed. If HE were here she wouldn't even be giving him the time of day.
"I can't Luce," the disappointment that spread across her face destroyed him. "I need you. But..." he trailed off.
She grinned and leaned in for another kiss. He pushed himself up and out of her range.
"What are you doing?!" Lucy screeched.
What was he doing? Why was he rejecting her? If Natsu were remotely sane he would take everything she had to offer. But she doesn't really want this.. Natsu jumped from the bed and turned from Lucy. "H-Happy's probably-I have to go." With his head down, Natsu barely managed to get to the door. It was too hard to not look back but he knew what would be there if he did. He could already imagine the disappointed face Lucy wore.
"P-Please," he barely heard her frantic moan. He reached for the doorknob. "Don't..." he opened the door and stepped out. "..go." The door closed.
He left her. In her time of desperation and fear he left.
Why is everyone leaving? First Loki and now this.
"This is karma biting you in the ass for leaving him." Lucy's subconscious screamed in her head.
Lucy shrieked as she pulled her hair. She continuously screamed until her throat felt numb. Then a sob escaped. She curled into a fetal position and cried until she once again drifted into sleep.
"I can't do it!" He roared with all of his might at the celestial spirit king. Its hard to manage a tough exterior when your 1/100th the size of your opponent but he just couldn't betray her.
"DO YOU DARE INSULT MY JUDGEMENT?!" The giant celestial being grinned as a challenge. Could Leo the Lion, the leader of the 12 Zodiac Keys beat me? Most likely not, thought the King as he twisted his mustache.
There was an uncomfortable silence that fallowed as the two spirits glared at one another.
