This just came to me as I was listening to the song by Shedaisy. The song belongs to them along with the lyrics and Dean, Sam, John, Cassie, Mary and Jess all belong to the CW and anything else that looks familiar is all theirs. I couldn't resist posting this after I had written it. I hope you all enjoy it and I'm putting the actual song on this page. The rest the pages have it broken up and following a section is Sam's, Cassie's, or John's feelings about somebody that they have lost. Cassie's section is really about Dean, but it is centered on them both. Please review and tell me if you like this story.

Still holding out for you – Shedaisy

Never thought I'd be in this place
It's someone else's life I'm living
Wish I were living a lie
The hardest part is when the bough breaks
Falling down and then forgiving
You didn't kiss me good-bye
I'm choking on the words I didn't get to say
And pray I get the chance one day

I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
Doesn't everybody out there know to never come around
Some things a heart won't listen to
I'm still holding out for you

I can hear you smile in the dark
I can even feel you breathing
But daylight chases the ghosts
I see your coat and I fall apart
To those hints of you I'm clinging
Now's when I need them most
I should get up, dry my eyes and move ahead
At least that's what you would have said

I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before


Doesn't everybody out there know to never come around
Some things a heart won't listen to
I'm still holding out for you


Faithfully, I trace your name while you sleep
It's the only true comfort I feel

I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think you'll be there like before

I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
Doesn't everybody out there know to never come around
Some things a heart won't listen to
I'm still holding out for you


Holding out
Holding out for you