Kols POV
It's been 3 weeks since Davina died and it still hurts. It just hurts so bad, knowing that I'll never be able to say i love you to her face , or kiss her warm lips and i just can't deal with it. I never felt this way before ever in the thousand years I've been alive on this Earth. I've been stabbed and betrayed by my own family but that is nothing compared to now ... now is so different then i lost my family and i was honestly okay with it, but now i lost the love of my life and that pain is so much worse and everytime i forget cause im drunk, i get sober and I think of her, her beautiful face and that long brown hair and that touch - her touch oh...her touch was just amazing and being a vampire I feel stronger so her touch was my medicine when i was down or sad...and then there's her smile that god damn simle it could light up the world but importantly light up my heart that's all she ever did and its because of her that I wanted to change because being a better man , vampire, ... person was worth it beacuse it made her happy i had a reason to be the better man it was all for her and now shes gone. 6 feet underground with no heartbeat. And im alive, im alone. I have no friends I have no family. The only person that i had was Davina and my own sister killed her what a family i have huh. Im sick if feeling so sad and depressed. All i do is think that i could of saved her and we'd live and love each other but what good is it now. She's dead. All of New Orleans reminds me of her. Everywhere i look i see her. And the best part is my family thinks we're ok like really you killed my girlfriend and you think we're ok. They just keep bugging me. I really need to get out of town i need to forget im a mikaelson. i need to forget about New Orleans i ...need...to forget.. about... Davina.