I lay there
Broken
Bloodied
Waiting for death
I wait but he never comes
Is he teasing me
Am I not worthy to die
Not worthy for heaven or hell
I pray to God for death
Pray to Satin for demons
I wait and think
Think of my life on earth
If I was not meant to die
Why was I born
Was I a joke
Was I just for entertainment
I wouldn't know
I feel tired
Maybe my pleading was answered
So I give in
The pain goes away
I got my help
please R&R