Yuki: Why am I so scared to just be myself? I keep telling myself that everyone would reject and hate me if I showed my true personality. I HATE THIS STUIPD CURSE! Because of it I can't get close to anyone except the other Sohmas and Tohru.Tohru. she's the only person that I'm able to be myself around. I can laugh around her and she knows who I truly am. Around her I don't have to smile and act nice all the time. I can tell her when I'm upset but even she would probably reject me if she knew how I felt about Haru. Why do I push him away when I want him and love him so much?! Why do I care so much about what others think? That bakka neko! So what if he's not a member of the Zodiac, at least he can be himself and people accept him, he doesn't have to wear a mask and he can be with the person he loves Kyo and Miss Honda, who would've thought that damn cat and Tohru would end up together?! Actually, I knew it all along. I suppose it's just my jealousy talking. Kyo has it all. he fits in with normal people and can be with the person he loves. That's all that I've ever really wanted. I'm such a coward. I want to tell Haru how much I love, need, and want him. So why don't I? It's time that I stopped acting like a child and told him how much I long for his touch, But Akito. What would the bastard do if he found out? I can't stand to think about what he'd do to me. And to Haru! I've already hurt him enough bu tselfishly rejecting him because of my idiotic fear of being rejected as well. One day, my beloved Haru, I'll tell you how I truly feel and then we can be together. One day soon my darling.