Get over it-Avril Lavigne
Sam's POV
"Sam I don't even know why I stuck around here! I don't love you! I'd be lieing if I said I enjoyed these years!" Freddie said.
I felt myself falling through the cracks. He lied and said he loved me. I couldn't decide between killing him and crying. I had enjoyed all those years he now hated.
I remember him looking me in the eyes back then and lieing to me. I was so suprised and happy. He had cried to me about his Ex, I bet he's happy now.
He left me there. I colapsed. he hesitated opening the door. The words came out instinctually. "Don't turn around. I'm tired of you're lieing dirty scummish face. You've already made me mad. Wanna push it?"
"I'm not sad. Too bad, you'll have to get over it." I lied.
I remembered when I was sad. He would just make me stop crying and use me. He was down the hall. I chased him there. I had more to say.
"Remember when you used me when I was down? That was outta bounds you filthy rotten hound. It's worse than it sounds, I would know." I spat out. He spun on his heals to face me. I spoke again not even trying.
"I said I'm tired of you're face Benson! You'll just make it worse. And you've already gone and got me mad."
He gave me a look that said You'll-Miss-Me. I almost growled. I walked forward. "Too bad I'm not sad that it's all over. Just more disabpointment, you'll have to get over it." I said as he tried to say what his face spoke louder.
He seemed to realise what he had done all those years. But I guess he looked into my eyes and saw that he'd have to get over it.
I glared at him as he walked to his car. As I opened my phone I saw the backround of us. "Too bad I'm not sad it's casting over, just one of those things I'll have to get over it."I said smashing my phone in the road and walking away.
Stealing Cinderella- Chuck Wicks(COME ON! CHALLENGE ME!)
Freddie's POV
I was going to Sam's place with a ring in my pocket. After 5 years of dating I was finially going to ask her to marry me. Her mom must have been looking at pictures of her as a little girl because there were millions of pictures of her on the coffee table.
One she was in a beautiful blue dress with a plastic crown ruling over Melanie. Another she was riding a little pink bike. She was having a sleepover with Carly at about 6, they were having a pillow fight. In another she was running threw the sprinklers with a huge grin and purple stains on her cheeks. In the 5th she was dancing with Spencer, standing on his feet and looking up at him with Carly on his back. I knew in her eyes I was her prince Charming. But to her mom I was just some fella, stealing Cinderella.
I leaned in to get a better look at Sam in one of her pagents. Then I heard a harsh voice behind me. "Aint she something?"Her mom asked.
"She's quite a woman."I replied. She looked at me strangely. I realised that she was the dad for Sam, and that she was still a baby to her.
"So what are you're favorates?"She asked, clearly refurring to the pictures. I pointed them out to her.
"In this one she's playing cinderella. This one's her first bike. That one's her and Carly, she always loved pillow fights. There she stole Melanie's popcicle and was celebrating. I wasn't there for that one but she always looked up to Spencer, it was like she was dancing with her daddy." She said.
I smiled. It was clear she was waiting for Samantha Cinderella.
She put her hand on my shoulder.
"You're good for her you know?"She said.
Before I could answer she called Sam down. They hugged and I could see it.
Sam playing Cinderella. Riding her first bike. Bouncing on a bed and having a pillow fight. Stealing a popcicle and having a beautiful Sam grin in the water. Dancing with Spencer like he was her dad. I realised why it took so long for her mom to like me: I was stealing Cinderella.
Please Don't Leave Me-Pink(THIS WAS MADE FOR THEM!)
Sam's POV
My voice was rough and I was thinking of kicking Freddie out again. What was this the 50th time? And I was always insulting him. I was Sam, everyone knew how mean I could be. I could do anything. I've cut him apart, But it breaks my heart to.
"Please don't leave me Freddie. I love you. I know I say I don't need you but we always come back. Please don't leave me." I said. He just walked away.
I was left to my thoughts. How could I be so obnoxious? Why do you make me do this? I'm never THAT mean.
Simple. My subconcious said. It's a contest. You hit so hard cause the winner hit the hardest. But you don't mean it. I got up with that in mind and went to where he was packing his bags.
"Freddie, you didn't hear me. PLEASE DON'T GO! I know I say I don't need you but I do. I forgot to say how handsomeyou are. I can't live without you, you're my own little punching bag. I need you, I'm sorry."I said again, hoping he listened.
His mouth flew open at sorry. "You say you don't need me but I'll love you."I said finishing off. He hugged me. "I love you Puckett."He said. I smiled.
I Don't- Danielle Peck(AWWWWWWW)
Sam's POV
Dear Sam,
I'm doing better since you kicked me out and broke my heart. I'm sorry. Let me come home?
-Freddie
I didn't feel the slightest bit guilty as I formed a reply.
-Dear Freddie
For you're sake I hope it's true. Save you're I'm sorry's. You say I should stay with you, Jesus forgave you, why not me? The difference is He loves you, I don't. I know it's mean but you're making me cry, I don't cry. But their just tears of goodbye. I hope you find love, but you won't from me.
-Sam
I got a call from him that night. He said he loved me. Before I hung up I interuppted his jabber.
"You say I should be with you. I don't care if Jesus forgives you and loves you. I don't."
"But Sam I love you, I only want YOU! I can't sleep at night from guilt!" He yelled.
"I don't care! Jesus loves you, I don't." I snapped. I hung up the line.
Because Of You- Kelly Clarkson(WOW THEY CAN'T CATCH A BREAK! I know it aint a death song but I will not write about what she means)
Freddie's POV
"What can I say about Samantha, or preferibly Sam? She made alot of mistakes, but we all learned from them and I think she'd want that. She hurt herself so much. She broke and she fell so hard. Because of her I never stray to far from the sidewalk, I play it on the safe side like she never did, I loved her so much and now I don't trust. She'd break my arm if she knew I was afraid."
I sat down. I looked at her granite tombstone.
Samantha Jennette Puckett Benson
A friend, Soulmate and lover of all meat products.
1996-2018
She was murdered by a man on the road claining to sell ham. He had a gun and when she fought back he killed her. Carly was the next on the stand.
"When I lost my way she would point it out and make it better. She wouldn't want me to cry, she'd want us to be strong and in her words 'Crying is watery weakness Shay.' I'll smile and live and even though I'm broken, I wasn't even whole to start with. She always joked about how I followed rules like J- walking and not getting into fights. I trusted her more than anyone and I'm scared. She was my sister."She had tears in her eyes and Griffin hugged her.
I was there as she died. Every night her weakness came out and she cried in her sleep. We were so young and she should have known better than to lean on me of all people. She could be so selfish but now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing!
I got on my knees as they lowered her down and prayed in a loud voice.
"Because of you I never go in the road. Because of you I play it safe every day. Because of you I am just trying to forget everything! I don't let anyone else in. I'm ashamed because I'm empty! Sam I'm afraid." I said. I looked up and saw a flash of blonde curls, Sam.
Sober- Pink(DAMNIT! THIS IS HARD!)
Sam's POV*obviously*
Dear Diary,
I have never wanted to be the loudest. I have never wanted to be the one who never wants to be alone. I have never wanted to be that call at 4 in the morning because I'm not home.
I looked at the sky and wished I brought sunglasses, another late night. Man my stories gone wrong. Then I saw Freddie. Whenever I'm with him I feel safe, like I'm invincible. But this felt like the end of something. He was my protection. Hard to believe I'm sober.
"Freddie, I don't wanna be the one filling the silence. It screams the truth." I said.
"Baby you've said this."he said.
Why does he bother? I won't remember, what's the use?
The night is so awesome. It is the time to play, it calls to me. I'm the one who goes, I'm to blame.
I feel safe, tall, untouchable. But instincts are screaming at me this is over. I'm painless, he's perfect. It's too good. How is this sober?
When things are good-they're good. But it always goes bad. Then you're trying to find what you dont' have anymore. I remember when dad left us, I screamed 'never again' in tears. broken and needing a friend.
But now I'm safe and I'm at the top. No one can touch me. But I think the party's over. I feel no pain, he's perfect. I'm sober?
I feel drunk, I'm sober.
-Sam
"Wow, Sam you wrote that about me?"Freddie asked. I nodded. "I love you."He said.
Isn't That Everything- Danielle Peck. (SHE'S A MOM OK? SHE WILL ACT DIFFERENT!)
Sam's POV
I counted the money in my pocket-$50.00. Sweet. Just enough for a tank of gas and tonight's dinner. I couldn't wait to get to bed. Oh! I have to change the sheets on the bed, Jacob spilled food on them.
"How do you do it Sam?" Carly asked. She was rich in a huge mansion. I smiled. "What more do I need? I have Freddie's arms around me at night, a big blue sky above me and great loving friends. Isn't that everything? I only need the simple things. I have all I need."I replied.
That night a magizine for a jewlery store came to our door. "Those dimonds are pretty mommy." Alexia said. I smiled at her, I loved them too. "Mommy why don't we have more?"She asked. My mouth flew open at that. "Baby girl Jesus loves me, The sky rises in the morning so pretty. Isn't that everything? I don't need anymore. I'm satisfied and I have all I need. That's everything baby girl right?"I asked. She nodded and when off with one of her friends to do god knows what.
"Nice acting Sam."Freddie said wrapping his arms around me. "Baby I love you but you couldn't be more nieve!" I said smacking his arm. "I have loving friends, A big blue sky, you're to arms around me when I go to bed at night, I know Jesus loves me I don't need anything." I said kissing him. Besides repeting that I love my life.
Sk8tr Boi- Avril Lavigne(Ok, I'ma have to change Freddie's charecter a bit but it's basically the same)
Sam's POV
Freddie Benson- Punk Boy
Carlotta Shay- Ballett Girl
What more can I say?
It was obvious he liked her, he was asking her everyday to go out with him, but Carly would never show if she liked him.
"Carly he is so weird. I HATE his like, 10 X to big clothes."Wendy said. She hated Freddie.
"Carly please go out with me!" He said.
Carly didn't reply. She just said. "I gotta go Freddie, see ya later."And ran to her apartment.
He always felt like she was too good for him. She was a huge shopaholic, and even I agreed that her head was up in space. But nobody would say so.
*5 YEARS LATER*
3rd person POV
Carly was at home watching her television, feeding Ed. Griffen had gotten her knocked up and just ditched her. She was all alone. She changed it to MTV. Her mouth flew open: FREDDIE the skater boy who was so LAME was rocking the stage! She called her friends but they had seen it, they weren't even loyal and had tickets to his show.
"Ok I'm going with." She said.
1 hour later she is in the croud and regretted ditching him.
Sam's POV
I saw Carly in the croud and I decided to change up my annoncing speech. Freddie called me on stage.
"I would like to welcome Carly Shay up on stage."I said. Freddie looked at me oddly but I gave him a reassuring smile.
"Hey Carlotta. Remember when Freddie was just a skater boy who you could diss? Well now he's a superstar, can you see what he's worth?"I asked, shooing her off the stage. She looked so sad, I shrugged it off.
I turned to the croud.
"The man you came to see today is my boyfriend Freddie Benson."And that was how it ended.
I whispered to him. "baby I'll see you later. I'll be backstage after the show. I gotta go to the studio to sing that song about Carly."I said.
He smiled at me. I'm with the skater boy now.
Heads Carolina Tails California- Jo Dee Messina
Sam's POV
Me and Freddie have been dating for 1 year now. Seattle was great but now that we were old enough to drive and to have our own place we were kind of getting board of it. I decided to talk to him. We'd be like 2 rebels with no cause.
"Hey Freddie! Isn't your grandma still in des moines? I've got a sister in Boston."I said. He nodded.
"Baby we gotta get out of Seattle."I said.
"Yeah we do, but where?"He asked.
We ended up chosing Carolina and California. We couldn't choose though.
"How about heads Carolina, Tails California? I just wanna go somewhere greener or warmer." I said.
"Yeah that's a good idea. I always wanted to be mountains or by the ocean."He said.
All this talk of travel had gotten us talking about our dream homes.
*Next day*
We were going over how we were going to get there and who's car and what not. We had both forgotten to flip the coin to tell us where we're going!
"We can rent an I-Move(U-Haul) truck and load everything there."I suggested.
"Yeah, our car isn't big enough. How are we going to get there? The car only has 400 miles a tank."He asked.
"I guess we'll have to deal with that and drive all day. Then how bout we look at a map."I joked.
"Oh, we forgot to flip a coin!" He remembered.
I pulled out a quarter.
"Ok, Heads Carolina, Tails California. Somewhere warmer or greener or up in the mountains or down by the ocean." I said showing him the quarter.
All we knew was that we were going to get outta seattle if we have to ride one of those greyhound busses. I was just hoping to out run all this bad luck.
I repeted the sides as the quarter flew through the air in seamingly slow motion. heads Carolina, tails California. Green and warm for me, Mountains or Ocean for freddie.
It landed.
California.
We flipped again to make sure.
Carolina.
One more time.
"Well, we're going to Cali."I said.
Someday-Nickelback
Freddie's POV
"How the hell'd we wind up like this?"I asked.
She shrugged. I was determined to get a worded answer from her.
"Why couldn't we see the signs that we missed?"I asked. She shrugged again and continued packing.
"I wish you'd unclench you're fists, And unpack that suitcase."I said. Sam shook her head as I figured she would. There had been too much of this lately. I just hoped it wasn't too late. Wat I didn't expect was this.
"Freddie, someday I'm gonna make this alright. Just not right now. I know you wanna know when but you're the only one who knows that somehow I'm gonna make it alright but not right now. I know you wanna know when."She said zipping up her bag and walking out. I had nothing to remember her by.
*1 Year Later**
"SAM! SAM PUCKETT! SAM OVER HERE!" I finially got the stubborn blonde to turn around. We were both at this cuttlefish reunion concert. She walked over.
"Sam I was hoping since we're both here that we could both say what I have been needing to and I know you have too." I said.
"So now the stories played out like this, like some of carly's novels. I just wish we had a fitting ending instead of an LA horror."She said walking away. I turned her around and flung her words back in her face.
"Sam, oneday I'm gonna make this alright. But just not now. I know you wanna know when but you're the only one who knows that somehow I'm going to make it alright. Don't ask me when."I said letting her go and walking away.
*1 Month Later*
I heard a knock at the door and went to go answer it. IT WAS SAM!
"How the hell'd we wind up like this? Why weren't we able to see the signs that we missed? Why does the story have to be played out like a hollywood horror? I just wanna make a new ending that fits."She said. I opened my mouth to speek.
"Baby right here right now. I'm gonna make it alright, Right now. You dont' have to wonder when cause we're the only ones who know that right here right now we need to make it alright."She said. I smiled and dipped her and kissed her.
(YES I CHANGED THE LAST CORUS BUT IT NEEDED TO FIT)